DELUSIONAL
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I fall in love with a person who doesn't exist. It's hard wanting a world that is outcasted from reality. How could Cupid be so cruel to me? He curses me with an artificial love that feels real. This feeling deceives me so much. How could I not cry? When my affection I feel for you is based on an illusion? Why can't you be real?
When I can finally hold your hand...
When I can at last embrace you...
When I can actually kiss you...
I know you're too beautiful to exist in my imperfect world. Oh how it hurts that I could only see you in my dreams. If it meant to be with you there, then I would rather not wake up.
Both of us are living in whole different realms that are too complex to collide. Reality is our barrier between us, it keeps us apart to breathe the same air.
This is a tragedy, but instead of lovers dying, these lovers...
Cannot meet,
Cannot touch,
Cannot kiss each other,
For one is real and the other only exists in her mind.
This, I know well...
That I couldn't really have you.