'Ugh my head...' I opened my eyes.
Strange...
Instead of my bedroom celling it was white...
My bedroom celling is white but the light isn't in that spot nor is it the same light that I have in my room.
I slightly tilted my head to my left..
I think it was my left...
I'm not sure anymore...
The walls were white and a barrier blocked my view.
'Wait... This is...' I looked at my bed.
White...
This isn't my bed...
This isn't my room...
'Your in the hospital.' my second voice spoke.
'Ah... That makes so much more sense.' I slowly using my hands to lift myself up so my elbows were supporting my weight.
While I was getting into that position I felt my elbow hit something...
'Huh...?' I looked and saw a little girl.
Long straight blond hair.
Pale skin.
'Who was she again...?' I asked my second voice.
Whenever I got up from one of my...
Episodes.
My brain is always spinning causing me to get confused.
On top of it spinning my head also feels like someone hit me with a hammer.
'Strange. It hurts more then normal...'
'Thats Amaranth.' my second voice replied.
'Oh yeah!' I smiled.
It felt good to at least be able to feel some sort of joy...
I got up so that I was in a sitting pose with my legs slightly bent.
Amaranth was lying next to me asleep.
I silently ran my fingers through her hair.
'Her eyes are puffy... Probably cried herself to sleep...'
My smile slowly turned from relieved to sad...
'I've failed myself as a sister...' I sighed.
Since mama died I've been trying to play a good Sister and maybe mother too...
But I just failed seeing as Amaranth cried herself to sleep...
"Sissy..." I heard Amaranth mumble.
"Shh... Im here now... Just sleep well mara... Sissy is here..." I said.
I probably only went out for a few hours since now the room looked orange which would mean that it's either sunrise or sunset.
There was a extended piece at the side of my bed which I assume was my table.
When I looked to my right.
And now I'm quite sure it's my right...
I think...
There were four windows that went from the celling to the floor with a white frame around it.
Each of them were covered with blinders that had strings at the side to pull it up or down.
Small streaks of orange light shined through as the blinders.
The room despite not having the light on was surprisingly bright...
'Its supposed to be a hospital room but it's... So pretty...'
'Lily?' I heard ruffling and looked infront of me.
It was lily sleeping on a white couch.
She was slightly scrunched up due to the fact that the couch wasn't very big.
Everything in this room was white.
Not that I minded at all.
A men with red hair and silver eyes was placing a blanket on her.
'Whos that?' I asked my second voice.
He looked way to familiar for me to not know him.
'Felix.' my second voice said irritation evident in her voice.
'Oh!'
At this moment Felix looked up.
We both made eye contact.
There was a moment of silence...
"Hi...?" I whispered as I awkwardly waved my right hand.
Felix looked at me shocked.
"Hi!?" He yelled with the tone that also shouted 'Hi? What do you mean hi!?'
I felt Amaranth move so I quickly placed a finger on my lip and said 'shh'.
Felix got the message and looked at lily before letting out air that he held in relief...
"You scared the life out of all of us athy!" Felix whisper shouted as he walked over to me.
'It wasn't even technically my fault...'
"I didn't mean to.." I whispered back.
"You have any idea how worried me and lily were when she picked up the phone to a crying Mara not being able to actually tell us what was going on since she was crying and panicking!" Felix continued to whisper shout.
"Mara found me?" I whispered.
"She looked for you when she didnt hear anymore shouting from my EX-BROTHER. But she foujd you unconscious. So she took your phone and called us." Felix whispered putting alot of emphasis on 'ex-brother'.
'Looks like Claude's been disowned.' I giggled.
"Is athanasia awak-" A men with black hair and red eyes walked in.
'Whos he?' I asked my second voice.
'Im so done with you... Figure it out yourself!' that's all my second voice told me.
'It seems like I have angered my second voice...'
I looked at the men who looked at me.
"Hi..." I waved at him the exact same way I waved at Felix.
"Your awake..." He said almost whispered.
He looked like he was about to cry.
"If your sister and lily wasn't sleeping right now I would be yelling at how stupid you are." He said glaring at me while holding back his tears.
"Who are you?".
Silence fell on the room as Lucas finally cried and Felix looked shocked.
'Uh... Did I do something wrong?'
~Lucas(POV)~
'She... Forgot about me...?' at first I was so happy...
She was awake...
The doctor said she would be fine but as if I believe them when her eyes were still closed.
I was so happy I could cry...
But now...
I don't even know what I want to do anymore...
"Y-your joking right...?" I whispered as I felt tears slowly roll down.
It was almost impossible to make me cry.
And here this girl was making me cry so easily...
"Nope..." She replied.
It sounded so casual...
All the moments that we had suddenly flashed through my head.
And it went again...
And again...
And again..
Like it was on repeat...
'I-... Don't know what to do...' I stared at her as I was rendered speechless.
And the cruel thing was while driving the car over here did I notice...
Did I realize...
I liked her...
More then a friend...
But now...
It somehow feels like she has slipped between my fingers and flew away...
'Its fine... At least... She's still alive....' I told myself.
Still alive...
Or just surviving...
"Athanasia." I spoke as I gathered up my courage to speak like how I would've...
"How dare you not remember such a handsome face." I replied as I grinned.
"Wow..." She said looking at the celling.
"Where's your ego? It's too high I can't see it." Athanasia said as I chuckled.
It's still her...
"I'm Lucas." I told her.
She gave me that 'Oh...' expression.
"Oh yeah! I remember you!" She whispered.
My mood instantly went from sad to pissed.
(Life: This wasn't supposed to make you cry. But if you did that's bonus points for me!)
"If other people weren't here right now I would either be screaming at you or making you pay for making me cry." I whispered back.
"Why don't you make me pay right now?" She grinned.
This little!
I walked towards her.
I placed both my hands behind me and leaned towards her so that she was only an inch away from me.
"You sure about that? Athanasia." I took a few strange of her hair and twirled it around my finger.
Her hairs soft...
"Okay. I get it! Shoo!" She said after letting what I said sink in and blushed.
"Athy, you didn't tell me you had a boyfriend." Felix whom I had talked to spoke.
I think we both forgot he was there...
"He's not my boyfriend." Athanasia immediately said.
"Yet." I whispered before backing away.
"In case your wondering Lucas, I fully support this." Felix said showing a thumbs up.
"Did It hurt?" I asked athanasia.
I wasn't even doing a pick-up line!
I was genuinely worried if she was in pain.
"Let me guess? When I fell from heaven?" Athanasia retorted.
'Really...? That's was to classic... I'm better then that...'
"No. When you fell for me." I replied.
She blushed and didn't reply.
Guess she didn't have a come back.
"Seriously though. You okay?" I asked.
"Other then headache. I'm fine. A little dizzy too." She replied.
"That's a relief..."
"Athy!" Jennette's voice boomed.
'Why didn't she use that voice for acting! She was so soft the microphone could barely pick up on her words!'
"I'm so glad your awake!" She ran past me and hugged athanasia.
"Sissy..." I heard Amaranth.
I looked at athanasia asking her for permission to wake up her sister.
She nodded at me.
"Your sissy is here..." I whispered gently waking up amaranth.
"Sissy...?" She looked at me then turned around.
"SISSY!" She cheered as she jumped on athanasia.
I'm sure that hurt.
"Sh... " She said towards her sister as Jennette let her go.
"Sissy is sorry okay? Sissy is here now..." She said as she ran her fingers through her sisters hair.
"Don't leave Mara...." Her sister sobbed.
"Mara, let's quiten down okay? Lily is still sleeping." Felix reminded her sister.
'How was she still asleep after Jennette?'
"Okay." Amaranth replied.
"Felix? Who paid my hospital bill?" She asked.
Felix looked at me and I looked away.
"That Lucas and I argued on who should pay. In the end he won." Felix said pointing at me.
"My child. I see your awake." Mum came into the room while Kiran followed her.
"Kira." Amaranth said.
Mum looked at Kiran who just shook his head like 'Nope! Nope! Nope!'
She giggled before turning serious again.
"You okay my child?" She asked athanasia who nodded.
"That's a relief..." She said the exact same words that I said.
"My child, you should sleep for awhile more." Mum told athanasia.
"Everyone other then lily and Mara, let's go out of the room and let her rest." Mum announced.
To everyone it seemed logical so we didn't argue.
"Wait, who has my phone?" Athanasia asked.
I had it.
I walked back to her and passed her her phone.
"Thanks." She said and I left the room.
Athanasia
It felt nice to have so many people worry about me.
'So this is why she wanted her phone? To text me?' I chuckled as we continued to chat on the phone.