"It's a bad idea, Taehyung."
I tuck a strand of my hair and open my locker and yet my eyes flew to the window, gaze floating towards Taehyung doing stretches
He smiled at this girl snapping his neck left and right while rotating his arms for a warm up. Our eyes almost met if only I didn't crouch down to pick a sticky note that feel inside my locker
I've been trying to forget you but I can't
And another one falls
I am going to fuck you up, but just enough that you are still left breathing
Do you know what it feels like to dig out your own grave just to find yourself buried in another one? because I have
They'll give to me what I tolerate and this is my punishment anyways
Whoever the fuck keeps on giving me indecent notes everyday, I hope he dies a fucking virgin. I shut my locker shut when I saw Taehyung leaning against the window, grinning at me, I jumped
He slides the glass before
jumping on the sill "are you smiling or are you constipated?" he said making my cheeks flushed red, I avoided eye contact
"that sounds...disgusting"
"Right" he chuckled and leaned his toned arms on the sill, stretching out the muscles in front of my eyes, it lured me in "PE classes?"
He groaned "yeah, bummer." he pushed his head back against the window, blue strands of his hair leaned down. his white shirt and pants showed a little bit of his slim waist and round...behind
"do you need something with me?" I asked when I noticed his eyes stuck on my eyes and lips, gaze lingering back and forth. He shaked his head before jumping back on the window "nothing really, are you coming to Jimin's party later?"
"if Jungkook is coming"
He chuckles, finger tapping under my chin to lift it to his level. His lips tugged upwards smugly "honey, he will come. Make sure to bring your ugly friend, that aggressive witch that Jimin is so in love with"
"She's not a witch" I laugh dryly, tapping my feet on the floor repeatedly to get him out of the mood. But he seemed to think otherwise "yes she is, she whispers something whenever our eyes meet. Probably chanting the curse"
"Taehyung, it's not funny" I said, scolding him for even thinking of Dahyun that way, he shrugs "if she's a witch then you're an angel" he reached out, his slim finger fondling a strand of my long hair and allowing it to fall back on my chest
"why so?"
"You make me want to sin" he said, as always, refering to himself as the evil devil. I scoff from his incoherent remarks. Why is he my friend again? please someone remind me "I don't like your jokes"
"compliments are different from jokes." he exerts force on the window's sill and leaned in, I gasp when his chest hit mine, a hot painful entity entered my stomach "and so is a peck from a kiss"
his face was an inch from mine. His tongue came out and swiped on the air above my lips, they didn't touch but if I moved closer they would. He falls back balls on feet with a cheeky grin, he touched my hand and winked
"See ya later, partner"
I just wore a simple shirt and pants to the party. I wasn't really in the mood to dress like it's my wedding. Unlike this bitch here "Dahyun, what in the world are you wearing-you don't even look like you're wearing anything"
She shrugs "I want guys to swoon over me duhh" Jimin basically drools from your smile, get a grip girl. I rolled my eyes and tried to search for Jungkook
I look around, desperate enough for some company and it was immediately granted to me. But it was Taehyung instead, his blue hair bolted with the dim lights "you dress like my mom"
I rolled my eyes, oblivious to his hand slowly climbing upwards in my skin, he fondles the softness of my arm "your boyfriend left. He told me the last minute to inform you that he'll catch up" he said in a sad tone but with a sadistic smile
"you sound happy..." I trail off and squeak when people started pushing around us. The beat drops, I was losing my balance when he held my waist, the lights flickered on his playful eyes "careful, wouldn't want Jungkook's precious jewel getting hurt now would we?"
Shit, I push him away and squeeze my way in between the ravishing crowd howling in joy. Give me at least Jimin or Dahyun, probably the only normal ones in this party. My breath was cutting short due to the large amount and space being occupied by the people jumping to the music
I spot Jimin alone sitting at a table, his legs cutely swinging in the air as he brings a cup of liquor to his mouth. He spots me and I rush towards him "hey, is Dahyun with you?"
I nod "yeah, somewhere"
"And what may you be doing here alone? Jungkook's little girl" he laughs while ruffling my hair, I pull away and huff a breath "I wanna know why he'll be late"
He groans because of that "mommy issues as usual. She's too manipulative sometimes, I swear." I nodded. His mother is quite a handful and she hates me as a matter of fact. I knew that from the day he introduced me to them
And whenever I tell Jungkook it's fine to not listen to her demands he gets mad at me, wow, what an asshole push. Even right now, I bet she's making excuses so he would be late to the party
"Who were you with a minute ago?" he asks, neck stretching to find something or maybe someone "Taehyung" but hearing his name brought his eyes back to me, narrowed.
"that fucking prick. I think you should go home" he puts a hand on my shoulder and jumps out of the table, he pushed the people crowding our way shouting an out of the fucking way! At them and they comply
This is his house in the first place
Then suddenly his arm on my shoulder slips as he suddenly stopped walking. I looked at him staring blankly at someone and I roll my eyes realizing who it was "the love of my life, bye bitch"
What the hell-he just left me here!
Jimin you sadistic asshole how dare you!
I gasp in offense, flipping my hair in disbelief as I walked out to the pool side area instead. And thank God there was no one. I took my shoes off and sat at the edge of the pool, dipping my feet on the water
My pants got wet, whatever
I took my phone and dialled Jungkook's number. his mom is such a pain in the ass. She hates me and I hate her too, basic. He instantly answered
"Hi-"
"Where are you?" I asked in a sharp tone, showing him that I am not happy of his whereabouts right now
"my mom called me out for dinner tonight what's with the tone huh?"
"And because of that you went home from the party? Jungkook, how old are you?" I said in annoyance, I heard him sigh "I couldn't say no what else do you expect me to do?!"
"What?! Fuck-ugh, come on. Jimin and the others are upset with what you did. You already have plans but with one flick of your mom's fingers you come to her" I said. You even leave in the middle of our dates.
And her reasons are so annoying!
"don't talk to her like that. She's still my mom" he said in a consoling voice, attempting to calm down my raging anger "tell me then, if she told you to leave me will you do as she said?" I said, almost screaming it from the top of my lungs
"Come on, let's not fight"
"Why can't you answer me then?" I asked, my voice shaking from the frustration building up inside me "why can't you just say that you won't?" he went silent
"I don't know how to say-"
I end the call and grunt, my hands on both sides as I stare at the stars. My heart is restless, this is probably the first thing getting in between our relationship
His sad manipulative mom that wants her little son all to herself
"I hate his mom too" a pair of feet dip in the water as a body settled dangerously close to mine, his hand moved beside him and close to mine, Taehyung looked at me when I did "I hate manipulative people"
Well, aren't you the same? weirdo.
"You settle in for a frustrating relationship doesn't it suffocate you?" he asked and I shake my head "who said love is all smiles and butterflies? it is a big pain in the ass" I laughed but he didn't, instead, he looked at me while doing so
"Is it not?" His hand captured mine and I shrieked in surprise, my wide round eyes found his. He wasn't smiling but he wasn't frowning as well. He looked...smitten.
"Cheating will never be good. I will go to damn hell for this" the alcohol blured my morals to the point that I'm mistaking this moment for something else, this isn't good. I need to leave or else I won't be able to get out of this drunk-daze.
"Do you think it's a good idea to kiss you?" That was his question that I didn't get to answer because he went closer to kiss me
I covered my mouth with my hand
"it's a bad idea, Taehyung."
My heart raced wildly as the proximity of his face on mine remained, I could feel his warm breath cascade over me. He slowly took my hand away from my mouth and muttered
"I'm in love with you. Are you in love with me?" He asked while he showers every corner of my face with his kisses, he avoided my lips.
I couldn't talk for some reason
"I think you are." he said and continued his wild and hot touch on my face. My mind was stirring from the strength of his cologne and the feeling of his lips
I saw him slanting towards my mouth when I did the only thing I could think of, jump in the pool.
Great, now I'm wet head to toe
I heard people rushing out from the door towards where I am. Jimin and Dahyun dropped their mouths upon seeing me, gosh, please kill me with this embarrassment "oh my god! pft WAHAHHAHAHAHA"
I look back at Taehyung, he was taken back by what happened, a small blush glowing from his cheeks. He resurfaced both his feet, grabbed his shoes before walking away
People jumped in the pool with me but my eyes were on him. I touch my cheek and slapped myself only to realize this really wasn't a dream, it happened.
He almost kissed me
The next day was such a mess. I couldn't think straight. Regret and remorse ate me up.
This is so horrifying. Tzuyu pabo, all you had to do was slap him till his mind goes back to normal, but noooo you just had to jump in a pool! I ruffle my hair in frustration
"Babe, put your feet down they'll see your shorts" I felt Jungkook fold my legs back from it's tucked position. I hissed at him "don't talk to me right now, asshole"
"I said I was sorry"
"Yeah, whatever" I said calmly, I don't want him to make my day even worse. He embraced me sideways and kissed the side of my head "I'll try to be a better man for you, I promise"
He rubs my shoulder when someone walked by us, Jimin and Taehyung were engaging in a conversation, he had his hands deep in his pockets when he threw a quick glance at me before looking away
I clear my throat and pay attention to Jungkook instead
We were both drunk...it was a mistake.
I open the library's door. My feet silently tapping on the wooden floor. My eyes observing the empty seats. I went to a shelf in search for a certain topic in science
Once I do find that book I lift my toes stretching my arms to reach it but I failed, I twirl around pondering if I should use a chair
I tilted my head to grab one and my face bumped into someone's chest. My whole world suddenly slowed down as my eyes softly stare at his uniform up to his eyes. Taehyung lean over my back completely pushing my chest against the book shelves
His hands covered my fingertips that were stretched out, keeping me locked in our indecent position. The librarian was dozing off in her seat and it was just the two of us drowning in our own touch
My head is spinning, his scent made my eyes almost spin from delight. His expansive and veiny hands touched the book and gave it to me "here" he whispered, breath close to my burning skin
His hand glided from my throat, down to my spine and it lingered over my lower back, I heard him laugh before strolling absent from my sight. I glanced at my chest rising up and down aggressively.
I can't breathe, what was that?
I had to disturb the librarian to get the book out of the library and rush out of the place I look around wondering where in this large facility Dahyun could be? I fasten my footsteps seeking for my only friend's advice when I saw Jungkook instead
Talking to Taehyung
They both turned to look at me, they smiled at the same time but they were different. One was innocent and one was evil like an oxymoron of lies and sex.
Jungkook embraced me tightly and I passed Taehyung a look from his shoulders. His eyes were dull but his sweet smile held a meaning, I gulped and looked away
Two faced
Yeah, that's what you call me
"I'll be getting my lips pierced later" he said, I knew he liked poking holes in his body so I let him. As if my no could stop him, psh "good for you kookie, you'll look good with it"
"Maybe I should get my tongue pierced? Taehyung said you'll like it" I pulled away a little in confusion, my eyes flew back to his weird friend who was listening. He smirked, his tongue repeatedly licking the V sign he did with his hand
I widen my eyes in horror. Realizing the erotic reference he told my boyfriend. my cheeks flushed from embarrassment "no, I don't think you should"
"But why?" his pupils trembled in disappointment. Sorry there my precious peanut but you're too innocent "I don't want one on your tongue. The rest? you go on and do what you want"
I thought he'd get mad or yell at me why I'm stopping him but he simply nodded and kissed my cheeks "what my baby wants my baby gets"
"I'm sorry but I won't be able to take you out to your favorite restaurant so I told Taehyung to accompany you instead" he tousled my hair and my smile faded, my eyes met hazel colored ones, he scoffed a smirk.
Jungkook is blinded by friendship. he trusts him because they are friends or if that's what he wants to hold on, he doesn't let his emotions take over.
Jealousy is not love Tzuyu, why would I feel that way? babe, he's my friend.
He might be correct in another angle. Jealousy is toxic. People just like to romanticize the thought of possessiveness, anger, jealousy in a relationship
But what do I call this then?
I scoff in disbelief, walking to my locker that wasn't that far away. a sticky note greeted me, as usual, those boring quotes
"Let's see what you have to say to me...."
my smile disappeared
You wanted to kiss me too didn't you, baby?