( Now Wednesday- 3 days after the weekend get away)
Piper went through alot to stay sober once again, she wanted to stop all the hurt but didn't know how. She started to realize that she stayed on the narcotics for so long because she never wanted to feel like how she is right now, she never wanted to face her demons. Piper threw them in the closet and locked the door but the second she got sober, them so called demons busted down the door. Opening every crate that's been locked away in chains for years. She no longer feels free, she feels trapped in her own mind and no release this time. It's full force, feeling the hurt, feeling the pain and her inner child dying inside. She laid on the bathroom floor for hours more hours then she could keep track off that day, more and more tears shed as the minutes passed by that she wasn't high.
(Day five of being sober Now Thursday)
Piper was hanging out all day with her daughter, she didnt have school so she took her and her baby mama, to the park and played baseball. Her little one was having the time of her life with both her mommies there, driving back to drop both of them off at isabella's house.
P- "Do you think we will ever get back together"
I- "You know I'm with someone and you know I will always love you, we just grew apart"
P- "Things will be different tho, I promise"
I- "You don't know that"
P- "Couldn't we try, at least give me that"
Piper so determined to win her wife back got shut down on a number of occasions.
Piper dropped them off the house, kissing Sophia goodnight as she carried her inside and tucked her in.
P- "I'll see you later"
I- "Okay, thank you for today, Sophia really enjoyed that"
On the drive home Piper tried to hold herself together but couldn't resist, she bawled her eyes out screaming the song lyrics at the top of her lungs.
(It was their song that came on the radio, breathe by faith hill)
That's what broke her, for years that was her home, wherever isabella and Sophia were. She was always right there, maybe if she paid more attention to Bella she would still have her, maybe if she was already healed from all the trauma, she would of stayed, maybe if she would of learned to unpack her baggage in a different manner, she would still have her family but no she was drowning, her boat was taken in too much water at once, she was sinking fast. Many thoughts racing through her mind as she turns up the radio.
Talking to herself in the rear view mirror
P- "I hate the monster that you are, you disgust me"
(Pulls in the driveway)
She wipes her tears and walks in her mom's to only find her in the middle of snorting up a line
M- "Hey baby do you want any of this"
Piper looks at her with a blank stare
Shrugs her shoulders
P- "Fuck it, yeah I do"
And just like that her sobriety was down the drain
P- "Hey can we get any more of this"
M- "There's my girl, let me make a call"
Piper and her mother went on a drug run with the rest of piper's paycheck.
(Back home)
Piper parks in front of the house, runs inside to do a few bumps with her mother.
P- "I'm gonna go out for a little bit"
M- "Okay baby I love you"
P- "I love you mom"
Piper drives to Vickie's, she pulls over a mile from her house to do another line before even getting there, cleans her nose up nicely and drives the rest of the way.
Vickie always leaves the door unlocked and she knew that.
Piper wakes in and finds Vickie jamming to music in the kitchen, Vickie screams then realizes its her, she runs
V- "OMG You're Here!!!"
Piper never said a word, she grabbed her by the back of the neck and kissed her with such force, pushed her up against the wall then bites her neck while her hand is still gripped to the back, she grabs her hair and will a aggressive pull, Vickie let's out a moan
V- "okay okay but let me turn off the stove first"
P- "Go to the bedroom and strip down Now!"
V- "......ohh okay" while her lips shivers with excitement
Piper turns the stove off then walks in to Vickie's bareass leaning over a desk trying to find a good song to fuck to.
Piper grabs the strap on from the dresser without V even knowing.
(Vickie still searching for a good song)
She slips it on and then slips it in while Vickie let out a very loud intense moan, she grabs the the edge of the desk.
V- "I've been bad, are you gonna punish me?"
Piper smacks Vickie on the ass as hard as she could while she's ramming her from behind
V- "YES...Again!!"
P- "I'll tell you when you can talk"
V- "Mhmm"
P- "TELL me you understand"
As she smacks her again
V- "I understand"
P- "Noo say Yes Ms Piper, I understand"
(Vickie moaning, clenching her toes)
V- "YES..... Ms Piper... ohh I under.... I Understand"
Piper flips her around and throws her on the bed, climbing on top she kisses her cheek and whispers
P- "Good girl" in her ear
Giving Vickie goosebumps and cold chills down her spine as her eyes roll in the back of her head.
Piper puts the strap back in and gives three huge thrusts
(Vickie digs her nails into piper's back)
Just moaning and moaning in piper's ear, piper grabs Vickie's thighs with her hand and Vickie bites her neck, piper leaned up to get a better placement.
V- "Hit me"
P- "I told you I will tell you when to talk"
Piper smacks her across the face
V- "Thank you, may I have another?"
Piper went to smack her again but before doing so.
Vickie digged ger nails in her back
V- "pull it out"
Piper instantly went faster then faster and then pulled it out while v was squeezing her hands on pipers back, grabbing chunks of skin just holding on so tight then releases seconds after piper stops. The bed was soaked
Piper held her for a second then got up and got dressed
V- "Where are you going?"
P- "Home"
V- "Your not gonna stay"
P- "I'll text you"
V- "why are you being so cold"
Piper walks out the door and drives home
(Now Tuesday)
Piper went on a full on drug binge, would see her daughter and text isabella but that was it. She disappeared from everyone else. Vickie blew up her phone but she never answered.
(Two weeks later)
Piper calls Vickie to see how she was
V-"what the fuck is going on with you"
P-" Nothing what are you talking about?"
V- "I haven't heard anything from you in two weeks, almost three.. Like What the Fuck?!"
P- "Oh shit, has it really be two weeks"
Piper scratching her head puzzled at the fact that she lost all memory for the past couple weeks, stumbled on her words
P- "Wow I umm.. I didn't even realize"
V- "Are you fucking high?!"
P- "Why would you ask that?! You got me sober"
V- "Don't fucking lie to me!!"
P- "okay, I might be a little bit"
V- "Jesus fuck"
(Vickie hungs up the phone)
Piper jumps in her car and drives to her house, for once the door is actually locked
[BANG BANG]
as piper pounds on the door
P- "Vickie let me in"
V- "Go away!!"
P- "Come on just let me in"
(Door opens)
P- "Hey you"
Piper grabs her and kisses her lips and pushes her against the wall, Vickie trying to push her away but piper is stronger. Eventually V gives in and kisses her back. Piper picks her up and takes her to the bedroom, piper high off coke... still.
P- "Take your pants off and bend over the bed"
(Vickie does as she is told)
Piper grabs a wooden baseball bat and smacks Vickie's ass as you hear Vickie let out a ohhh sound
V- "Harder"
Piper swings the bat above her head in a circle motion as she takes a step back and takes one more swing, you can hear the whisking sounds from the bat going through the air and as it touches her bareass once more, you could hear the sound of the smack and Vickie moaning while biting her lip.
Piper throws the bat down, grabs her by the back of the neck, pushes her against the wall, she gets down on her knees and eats her out while holding Vickie's leg up in the air, her legs shaking, she's rubbing her hand through pipers hair humping her face. Piper slams her fingers in while still touching her tongue on her clit and she comes all over pipers face, Vickie's knees give out and she falls to the floor, piper again rams her fingers inside
V- "Yes, yes"
Piper goes really hard and fast till v is coming all over the floor then pulls out and goes to the bathroom. Piper pulls a tiny bag of coke out, puts it on the counter, flushes the toilet to help cover up the noise then quickly snorts it up before the toilet stops flushing. Then walks back out like nothing happened
P- "Hey im gonna go"
V- "Are you fucking kidding me?"
P- "what? This is what you wanted right, that's why you kept calling me"
V- " No!! I called you to see if your okay but obviously you are"
P- "I'll text you.. okay"
V- "You're an Asshole"
Piper drives home with no music, not even a thought, her brain was shut off. Nothing crossed her mind, before she knew It, she was outside her house and it didn't even phase her that she blacked out and don't remember driving.
Piper goes to brush her teeth and get ready for bed when she looks at herself in the mirror with her eyes bloodshot and glazed, smiles at herself and chuckles
P- "Iam an asshole"