Storm always reminded me of you,
So did rain and all other seasons.
Probably because my whole life revolved around you in past.
I could relate anything with you if I'm being honest.
That's what power you held over me, your words would've been my command. Your embrace was my escape, your laugh my laugh, your happines mine, your sadness my pain.
I could turn you into poetry but I couldn't make you mine.
I was the one who gave up her happiness, sacrificed her self respect for you but maybe just maybe in this process I lost myself.
I let myself get hurt thousand times, neglected my own self just in the end to get wounded,
Harshly wounded
You treated my soul like a rag when I was supposed to be handled with care.
There I learnt a lesson that always be in love and never fall in love because the outcome was what I've become.
Trust me, all I can do is loathe myself. Taunt myself at what I've become and where is the real me.
You've broken me totally without mercy and all I can do is blame my own self for it.
You even stole the ability to blame you for what I've become.
You left me alone so that I can hurt myself even more.
You knew how weak I was, you knew I myself would torment my soul for the mistakes I've done.
Love, I'm sick of that word, tired and drained out. It isn't a word from a fairy tale for me anymore.
Now when I was in process of healing and trying to move on, you are here again ruining whatever I tried fixing.
Irony isn't it? You used to cause a strom in my heart and now here you are planning causing a strom in my life.
- You.
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Introducing you to Jeon Jungkook.
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Fifty shades of Kim
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