Sana's pov ❤️
Mujhe acche se dikh raha tha ki sidhaarth ka bed khali hai or saach bolu toh mai waha pe hi sona chahti thi..
( I could clearly see that Siddharth's bed was empty and to be honest I wanted to sleep on it.)
Par bol nahi paa rahi thi...paras k bed pe mai bilkul bhi nahi sona chahti thi!
( But I was not able to say that! I didn't want to sleep in paras's bed at all! )
Koi jagah mil hi nahi rahi thi toh maine socha washroom pe jaa k sou kyun ki waha pe ek bed hai।
( I wasn't able to find any place to sleep so I thought I should go to the washroom area as there is a bed available)
Maan nahi kar raha tha sidhaarth ko chodh k jaane ki...
( My heart didn't want to leave Sidharth )
Par paata nahi kyun unse meri baat hi nahi ho paayi...
( But I don't know why I could not talk to him.)
Aisa lag raha tha ki wo mujhe ignore kar rahe hai...
( It seemed like he is ignoring me!)
Ye soch k bhi hurt hota hai kyun ki mai chahti hu unse mera ek pyaara sa bond baane!
( It hurts even to think because I want him to make a lovely bond with me!)
But paata nahi kyun unhone mere saath ek baar bhi acche se baat hi nahi kiya!
( But I don't know Why didn't he talk to me nicely even once?)
Toh kaise so jau unke saath? Bina unki permission liye?
( Then how can I sleep with him ? Without taking his permission? )
Iss liye washroom bed pe Sona hi saab se better option hai...
( So it's the best option to sleep on the washroom bed)
Jaab mai jaane lagi taab maine unka awaaz suna!
( When I started leaving, I heard a voice!)
Ruko! ( Stop)
Mai ruk gyi or unke taraf dekha! ( I stopped and looked at him!)
Unhone bola, agar comfortable hu toh mai unke saath bed share kar saakti hu.
( He said, if I am comfortable then I can share the bed with him.)
Mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki unhone ye bola.
( I couldn't believe he said that !)
Itni khushi feel ho rahi thi na, baata nahi saakti...
( I can't even tell how happy I was feeling!)
Par nervous bhi feel ho raha tha!.
( But I was feeling nervous too!)
Apni nervousness ko ignore kar k iss baar maine himmat rakhne ki kosish ki...
( Ignoring my nervousness, this time I tried to have courage...)
Unhone baat kiya hai mere saath, ye moka mai jaane nahi dena chahti thi.....
( He has talked with me, I didn't want to let this chance go.....)
Mai unke taraf dekh nahi paa rahi thi, dadkan tej ho rahi thi...
( I couldn't look at him, my heartbeat was getting louder...)
Mai dheere dheere bed k paas gyi or apne side pe let gyi..
( I slowly went to the bed and lay down on my side..)
Unke taraf dekhe bina hi mai dusre taraf turn kar liya, kyun ki bohot saare emotions the dil mein..
( Without looking at him, I turned to the other side, because there were so many emotions in my heart..)
Jis insaan ko tv pe dekh k maine itna pyaar kiya hai, aaj wo mere paas, same bed pe hai...
( The person whom I have loved so much seeing on TV, today he is with me, on the same bed)
Ye feelings mein describe nahi kar paa rahi thi...samaj nahi paa rahi thi ki kya karu!
( I was not able to describe the feelings... I could not understand what to do!)
Mai aakhe baand karne lagi taa ki neend aa jaye par unki awaaz ne fir se mujhe rok liya!
( I started closing my eyes to sleep, but his voice stopped me again!)
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Sid's pov ❤️
I told her to sleep in my bed if she is comfortable!
I saw that she was thinking something! Her face had a glow which made her look more beautiful...
She came slowly near my bed! She was looking so nervous!
She laid in her side of bed and turned...
Her back was facing me!
I don't understand why she Doesn't talk to me?
Am I this bad?
I was waiting for her to turn and look at me! But she never did that making me a little frustrated!
She was a bubbly girl or I should say the Only girl who could impress each and every member of the house more or less!
She was talking with everyone, nobody can say that this was her first day here!
But with me, she didn’t talk at all... I was feeling so affected!
I really really wanted her to talk to me more than anyone else!
I don't know why I felt like that but I couldn’t stop my heart to talk to her!
I thought to take the first initiative!
So I called her...
Shehnaaz...
I saw her back! It looked like she shivered a little!
I really hoped that she will talk to me!
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Sana turned and looked at him...
He was already looking at her!
So, she looked down in nervousness!
Sid: baat kyun nahi kar rahi ho tum mujse? ( Why are you not talking to me?)
His direct question made her more nervous!
She didn’t reply!
Sid: tum baaki saab se toh baat kar rahi ho acche se! Then why are u not talking to me? ( You are talking to everyone else very well! Then why are you not talking to me? )
Sana: ..aap hi baat nahi karte! Baaki saab mujse baat kar rahe the...iss liye mai....mai bhi baat kar rahi thi unse! ( You don't talk! Everyone else was talking to me... so I... I was also talking to them! )
Sid: tumne paras k saath toh khud se baat ki thi na? Infact uski tareef bhi ki thi...( You talked to paras by your own, didn't you? Infact he was also praised..)
He couldn’t control the tint of jealousy he was feeling!
Sana : umm wo...usko maine spiltsvilla pe dekha tha...toh usko jaanti thi, iss liye baat kiya..
( Umm.. I had seen him in spiltsvilla, so I already knew him and that's why I talked to him)
Sid: mujhe nahi jaanti thi? ( Didn't you know me?)
She took a deep breath!
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Sana's pov❤️
Sidhaarth ne pucha mai unko jaanti thi ya nahi
( Sidharth asked me , did I know him or not?)
Arey mai unko kaise baatau ki duniya hai woh meri.
( How can I tell him that he is literally my world?)
Fan hu mai unki, forever fan!
( I am his fan, forever fan!)
Unke direct questions se mai nervous ho rahi thi..
( I was getting nervous because of his direct questions)
Unhone jis tarha se paras k baare mein pucha, aisa feel ho raha tha ki wo jealous ho rahe hai...
( The way he was asking about paras, it seemed like he is getting jealous!)
Nahi nahi, wo.. Wo jealous kyun honge?
( No, no!
Kaha wo or kaha mai? Wo toh mujhe theek se jaante bhi nahi hai...na hi ye paata hai ki mai unki kitni badi dewaani hu..
Par mujhe unke saath naturally hi bond baana na hai.. Dekhte hai waheguru kya chahte hai..
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Sid: bolo.. Mujhe nahi jaanti thi...
Sana: umm...nahi...Why would he be jealous?)
Sid turned to the other Side of the bed, making her panicked!
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Sid's pov ❤️
She said she didn’t know me!
It was not a thing to feel bad but I felt bad because she knew paras, but not me!
I couldn’t control my damn heart which was not in my control from the time she came here!
I don't know why but I wanted her to say that she liked me!
Cut the crap sidharth! Stop investing your emotions!
I scolded myself and turned to the other side!
I closed my eyes to control my every emotions which was difficult.
Because the girl who affected me so much, was just beside me in my bed!
I tried to block every emotion and tried to sleep a little for calming my heart..
But I felt a soft touch in my arms!
She touched me for the first time!
I felt that my heart was beating fast like a train!
I couldn’t ignore her soft touch in my body!
Her touch calmed every cell of my body...I felt relieved for the first time in this house!
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Sana: idhar dekho na! Please... ( look at this side, please)
Sid turned! They both were facing each other now!
Sana:
Aap ko nahi jaanti thi.. Par jaan lungi....hum...hum jaan saakte hai na ek dusre ko?
( I didn't know you..but I will know....we...we can know each other, can't we?)
Gussa kyun ho rahe ho aap? ( Why are you getting angry?)
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He looked at her without saying anything!
Sana looked down!
Sana: agar...aap...aap ko dosti karni ho taab hi karenge dosti...koi jabardaasti nahi hai...
( If...you...you want to be friends then only we will do friendship...there is no compulsion...)
Sid: sleep...
Sana felt angry!!
Sana: itna akad kyun dikha rahe ho aap? Dosti hi toh karne bol rahi hu na? Konsa shaadi karne bola hai maine?
( Why are you showing so much attitude? I just told you to be my friend, did I tell you to marry me?)
She gasped at her own statement!
Sana: ye kya bol diya maine? Shit...
( What did I say? shit।। )
She looked at sid's arms, because she was scared to look at his eyes!
Sana: hehe hehe!!! Mai...mai toh maajak kar rahi thi.. Good morning... Umm nahi matlab night.. Matlab bye!
( Hehe hehe! I was just joking। Good morning।।।umm no I mean night।।।। I mean bye!!)
She turned and hide her whole body and face in embarrassment!
While he was looking at her with amusement and with a smile...
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