so as some of you might know zayn malik has decided to permanently leave one direction.
and I'm a sobbing mess. he is literally a huge part of my life. a huge huge part. I'm just heart broken, why? I respect his decision, and I will never stop loving him but it hurts so much I've been crying for hours. I feel so much pain and I'm so numb I can't.
it's not one direction without zayn.
"It's five of us or none of us."
the only thing really keeping my mental stability is hoping this is all an early April fools joke.
tho I know it's not because if it is then they killed over 200 people worldwide and I know they wouldn't do that to us.
wow, over 200 people committed suicide today.
I'm just..
blank.