THAT PICTURE MAKES ME FEEL BETTER 💖😌
I don't know why, but I've been just plain irritated and angry at everyone. I'll start the day happy and excited to get things done, but within the next hour, I'll be angry again. There is absolutely no silence in this house, and I share a room with one of the loudest members. So you can see how easily I'd be irritated by that, especially now. But it's not just the noise at my house that makes me angry. It's also the stupidly high expectations from my parents, it's the snobs I have to deal with at school, and it's the thought that I'm a burden to everyone. And because I'm a burden, I feel like I need to handle this all on my own. And it sucks. It really does. I want to reach out to someone, honestly. But my family won't take me seriously, my friends won't listen to me, and everyone else is just crap. It's just too much for me right now. I'm so freaking lonely at school, volleyball, and even at home. I don't know what to do with myself.