Sabrina
6 months later
Sabrina: one two three four five six seven and eight...Yall got it
So I'm fully healed from losing my baby and I had to find something to keep myself busy. So Chris suggested to Trey to let me choreograph his dancers for their concert. I have been really enjoying this it's been keeping my mind off of everything.
I was chilling in the studio after rehearsal just dancing around. I really feel like I haven't danced in a long time and it feels good to be doing this again.
I was in my own world when somebody grabbed my waist.
I turned around and it was Trey
Trey: Wassup
Sabrina: hello Mr. Neverson
Trey: how are you?
Sabrina: I'm ok and you?
Trey: I'm good.
Sabrina: that's good
Trey: I wanna thank you for doing this. I know you've been going through a lot
Sabrina: no thank you! This has really been a breather for me and you know I love to dance
Trey: yeah I know. Your amazing at what you do
Sabrina: thank you
Trey: so you gone show me a couple moves
Sabrina: oh you wanna dance too?
Trey: I mean I gotta bust a couple moves with yo man on the stage doing what he do lol
Sabrina: I can't even imagine you dancing
Trey: what?! Girl don't make me bust a move on you
Sabrina: show me something then
Trey: okay
He went and cut on the radio and started doing what he called dancing. I was laughing hard it made my stomach hurt
I had to stop him
Sabrina; ok you could use a few lessons
Trey: who better to teach me than you
Sabrina: so you really wanna dance
Trey: Naw lol I'm joking.
Sabrina: good
Trey: was I that bad?
Sabrina: yes
Trey: ouch! Couldn't even sugarcoat it for me
Sabrina: lol your cute so dancing doesn't matter
Trey; oh I'm cute?
Sabrina: your handsome!
Trey: much better
Sabrina: aye don't try to make me drool over you! I am married lol
Trey: don't worry I won't tell Chris that you're secretly in love with me
He walked up on me
Sabrina: lol whatever
I hit his chest and my damn heart skipped a beat
Trey: you're not too bad looking yourself
Sabrina: excuse me lol
Trey: you're beautiful
I just looked at him in his eyes and my knees got weak. I had to look away so fast
Sabrina: thank you
Chris: baby you ready
I jumped and moved quickly away from Trey
Sabrina; yes, yes baby I am
Chris walked out.
Sabrina: bye Tremaine
Trey: bye beautiful
I smiled and walked out.
When I got in the truck the way Chris pulled off I knew he was mad.
Chris
When we got home I tried to stay away from Sabrina. I heard her in there flirting with Trey. That shit is crazy!
I was out on the balcony smoking a blunt and texting Nia.
So the baby is mine. I haven't told Sabrina because I'm just not ready to face that drama. I know once it comes out she's going to probably kill me!
I have been trying to figure out ways to explain but there isn't anything I can say to justify how I'm such a fuck up!
Sabrina: baby you hungry?
Chris: Naw
She came and wrapped her arms around me
Chris: watch out Sabrina
I moved her.
Sabrina: what's your problem
Chris: I heard your little conversation with Trey
Sabrina: oh god
Chris; so we can flirt with other people that's what we do now
Sabrina: no that's not what we do! I wasn't flirting I was just being nice
Chris: too fucking nice
Sabrina: ok baby I'm sorry. Just come downstairs and eat
Chris: man no
Sabrina: oh so you wanna act like a spoiled brat
Chris: no I'm being a pissed off husband
Sabrina: I'm sorry baby ok
She started kissing my neck
We haven't had sex in a while and I have been waiting to get a piece of her ass
Chris: alright I'll come eat
Sabrina: thank you
I grabbed her hand and we headed downstairs
Chris: damn you made all this
I grabbed a piece of chicken
Sabrina: it's not much and I refuse to eat another bite of fast food
Chris: I agree
We made our plates and sat down
Chris: so we haven't really talked about that whole situation ever since it happened.
She took a deep breath
Sabrina: it's not much to talk about. I just never thought it would happen to me twice
Chris: why didn't you tell me he was in danger though
Sabrina: I honestly didn't think anything of it. My plan was to relax and make sure that he was going to make it and that's exactly what I was doing. Then the last few days before it happened I was fine then the morning you came back it all went downhill
Chris: I just wish you would've said something
Sabrina: I know.
Chris: yeah
Sabrina: what I wanna know is why the hell does Jhene hate you so much now
Chris; she does?
Sabrina: yes lol! What did you do to my bestie
Chris: man nothing
Sabrina: where supposed to be having lunch this weekend I'll talk to her about it
Chris: don't even sweat that baby
Sabrina: no I wanna know!
Chris: it's cool Sabrina
Sabrina: no I'm finding out
Chris: ok
Sabrina: so guess who calls me like every single day
Chris: who?
Sabrina: Nia!
I shifted in my seat
Chris: why?
Sabrina: she calls and checks up on us every day it's sweet
Chris: Sabrina I don't want you building a friendship with this bitch
Sabrina: what do you have against her? You don't know her Chris!
Chris: I don't have to know somebody to know they ain't shit
Sabrina: I'm getting a feeling you do know her ass and you not being honest. Did you sleep with her?
Chris: never met the girl a day in my life
Sabrina: whatever
She grabbed our plates and put them in the sink
I got behind her and started kissing her neck
Chris: you the only girl in tryna sleep with to be honest
I started pounding my hard dick up against her butt.
Sabrina: move Chris lol
Chris: you don't miss daddy dick
Sabrina: no I don't
Chris: oh for real
Sabrina: yes for real
I grabbed her and placed her on the counter
Chris: we bouta see how true that is
Later on
Sabrina: AHHHH FUCK RIGHT FUCKING THERE!
We didn't even make it out the kitchen
Sabrina: oh god that feel so damn good ahh
I grabbed her ass sucked on her neck as I held her up against the refrigerator.
Chris: baby I missed this shit! Ain't nobody better than my baby
Sabrina: mmm that's right daddy!
Chris: what I'm gone do when you gone!
Sabrina: wait what
She started pulling away
Sabrina: Chris what are you talking about?
She started pushing me.
I had to do something to get her mind off of that
I grabbed her and flipped her over and slid right in
Sabrina: fuck!
I ain't hear another word about what I said.
The next day
I got up bright and early feeling like a new man. My baby was knocked out. I tried to get her up to head to rehearsal but she wasn't budging.
Chris: baby I'm about to leave
Sabrina: and go where?
Chris: to rehearsal
Sabrina: OMG! I can't move
Chris: don't worry about it baby, just come when you get up I'll let everybody know
Sabrina: you sure
Chris: yes
Sabrina: ok
Chris: I love you
Sabrina: I love you more
I kissed her then headed out.
When I got to the rehearsal my first thing was to talk to Trey
Chris: yo Trey
Trey: wassup
We did our little handshake
Chris: I wanted to talk to you about something real quick
Trey: ok
Chris: look we like brothers you been riding for me through it all but when it comes to my wife, I don't give a fuck who you are I'll hurt somebody
Trey: lol aye look Chris I ain't mean no harm. I know my boundaries and I'll never cross that line. Like you said we brothers. I'll never do no shit like that
Chris: I hope not
Trey: I apologize man
Chris: it's cool
Trey: we good?
Chris: we good
Then my assistant walked in
Rochelle: Chris you have a visitor
Chris: who
Rochelle: Nia and your daughter
Chris: FUCK! Send em in
Trey: who is Nia? A new nanny
They walked in
Trey: whoa Chloe got smaller
Nia: her name is Royalty, Chris's youngest daughter
Trey: awww shit! Chris what the fuck you done did man?!
I just looked at him
Chris; Nia let me talk to you in the hallway
We walked out
Chris: are you fucking crazy?! Don't come up here! My wife works here! If she sees us she'll kill me!
Nia: she has to find out sooner or later
Chris: she really don't! If I can have it my way she'll never find out.
Nia: oh please! Somebody is bound to run their mouth soon
Chris: so I hope you got your funeral planned out cause she killing both of us
Nia: not me but you most definitely
Chris: you gotta get up outta here
Nia: so you don't wanna spend time with your family
Chris: Bye Nia!
I walked back in the room and sat on the couch
Trey was just looking at me.
Chris: don't even say it
Trey: that's a joke right?
Chris: man I wish
Trey: when? How?! I thought you got yo shit together my nigga
Chris: it was when we were supposed to get divorced. I was so fucking drunk
Trey: did you even take a DNA test, you know most of these bitches out here looking for a quick buck!
Chris: man look at that little girl she look just like me
Trey: that don't mean shit! You better get to swabbing!
Chris: this shit is crazy as hell
Trey: Sabrina gone kill yo ass man
Then Sabrina walked right in
Sabrina: hey baby
Chris: wassup
Sabrina: hello Tremaine
Trey: Hey Sabrina
I pulled her on my lap
I just looked at Trey and he just shook his head
I can't believe Nia came up here!
I don't know how long this gone be a secret if she do shit like that!
Later on
We were in bed and Sabrina was laying on top of me.
I was so tired from these damn rehearsals! I appreciated all the sleep I get now.
Sabrina: Chris
Chris: yes baby?
Sabrina: was I tripping earlier or did I see Nia
Chris: it was her, she came up there looking for you
Sabrina: looking for me? Why?
Chris: I don't know man. That girl is trouble I swear
Sabrina: but she saw me and didn't say anything. She just put her baby in the car and sped off.
Chris: well you know we don't get along so maybe something I said pissed her off.
Sabrina: let me text her and see what she wanted
She grabbed her phone but I snatched it and put it back on the nightstand
Chris: don't worry about her right now. Just worry about what position you want daddy to put you in first
I flipped over so she was now on her back
Chris: do you know how much I love you
Sabrina: Nope, tell me
Chris: I love you more than I love myself, I love you more than I love my shoes, I love you more than I love my cars, I love you more than any other man could ever love you and I would lose my motherfucking mind if you left me.
Sabrina: what's up with you constantly talking about me leaving you
Chris: I'm just saying Sabrina
She sat up and gave me this look
Chris: what's wrong?
Sabrina: what you gotta tell me? Tell me now before I find out on my own
I honestly wanted to blurt it out but I wasn't ready to die.
Sabrina: hello!
Chris: I don't got nothing to tell you girl
Sabrina: are you sure?
Chris: positive
Sabrina: ok Chris
Chris: so how's the clothing line coming
Sabrina: ok, after we lost the baby I had to put it on hold and now I get to do a lot more and get it out faster. I'm so excited
Chris: I'm happy for you
Sabrina: thanks baby
Chris: and what about the schools
Sabrina: I went up there the other day everything was ok and I talked to my people in New York I was going to fly out there in a couple days to check on them and maybe try and do a recital
Chris: look at my business woman. Now I don't want you overworking yourself baby
Sabrina: I'm not
Chris: I know you've been wanting to do everything you can so you won't have to think about what happened.
Sabrina: yeah
Chris: everything gone be ok. We gone get through this one like we did the last one.
Sabrina: it happened 6 months ago but I can still hear her telling me my son was gone. I never want to experience that again or I might really end up losing my mind.
Chris: I kind of wish I would've just let you keep your tubes tied. You wouldn't even be going through this
Sabrina: well it happened. All we can do is just learn and move on from it.
Chris: yeah
Sabrina: now enough sad talk...lets go swimming
Chris: I'm down
She grabbed my hand and we headed downstairs
Chris: no swimsuits?
Sabrina: Nope
Chris: oh you tryna get nasty huh?
I smacked her ass
She walked over to the side of the pool and stripped of all her clothes. I just stood there and admired the view
Sabrina: you just gone stand there or you gone join me
I quickly took my clothes off and jumped in. I stood in the middle of the pool and watched her swim under water. She swam over to me and stood close in front of me.
Chris: your so beautiful.
Sabrina: I remember when we got together you used to tell me every single day how beautiful I was
Chris: do you think things have changed since then
Sabrina: I do but nothing stays the same. Sometimes change is a good thing.
Chris: but sometimes I feel like the love isn't as strong as it used to be
Sabrina: I feel that way at times
Chris: I don't like that. I love you more than I love my damn self Sabrina and I never want you to forget that.
Sabrina: I won't baby and I love you more than I love myself. You get on my last nerves but I wouldn't trade that for the world. I can't imagine my life without you. When I filed for divorce as soon as I walked out the building I was like what the fuck did I do. Am I really ready for this to be done forever? Every single day I regretted doing that. It's just that Chris you do me so wrong sometimes but yet I hold you down. I love you so much I don't care how foolish people think I am for running back to you. I swear you all I know! God forbid but if this don't work out I don't know what the fuck Imma do! You gave me my beautiful headaches CJ and Chloe. You gave me this beautiful life and you have opened so many doors for me. Most importantly you showed me how to love. You taught me that it's not easy, you're going to go through things but true love conquers all. So no matter if you feel like I don't love you the same I want you to know I will always fucking love you. If you left me today and said you was done imma want to kill you but deep inside I'll always love you. Nobody could ever take your place in my heart. I swear
Chris: come here girl
I was damn near in tears. But the guilt just rushed all over me. I might have another kid out here! When she finds this out I don't think it's no way in hell she'll still love me!
How could I be so fucking stupid!
Sabrina
A few days later
I was on my way to meet Jhene for lunch after I got done dropping the kids off at Chris's moms house.
I decided to invite Nia. I've been feeling bad about Chris treats her when she's around and she's been trying to get in touch with but Chris always takes my phone and tell her I'm busy.
I got to the restaurant then headed in. Jhene was waiting for me
Jhene: hi honey
Sabrina: hello
We hugged
Jhene: how are you?
Sabrina: I'm good and you?
Jhene: I'm fine
Sabrina: I haven't seen you since the hospital! You gotta stop being famous for a little bit and hang out with your BFF damn!
Jhene: you just as busy as me
Sabrina: hardly!
Jhene: so how have you been holding up since then
Sabrina: I'm ok now. I just never expected that it would happen twice. But I'm really learning that you can't always expect things to go your way in life
Jhene: ooooooo bitch you deeeeep?
Sabrina: lol shut up!
Jhene: for real! But that's so true
Sabrina: where is Nami I feel like I haven't seen her since she was born!
Jhene: and I feel the same way about my God babies!
Sabrina: you so busy I'm telling you just clear a day for me and my babies! Shit half a day
Jhene: I am! We can take them to Disneyland or something
Sabrina: yes! Chloe loves seeing the princesses and Minnie Mouse
Jhene: it's a plan then
Sabrina: don't play us! I'll have Chloe tell you about yourself
Jhene: Ms. Sassy
Sabrina: my grown baby! Ok so how's the love life
Jhene: Still me and my baby Dot
Sabrina: that's right boo ride strong with yo man!
Jhene: love feels good
Sabrina: yeah it does...I remember I wanted you and O'Ryan to get married
Jhene: okaaaaaayyyyy next subject
Sabrina: I had so much faith in Yall lol
Jhene: I love him because of our daughter but no
Sabrina: I know that but a girl can dream
Jhene: well wake up bitch! Wake up!!
Sabrina: so what else been going on
Jhene: nothing much! I've been working my ass off.
Sabrina: making that money baby
Jhene: trying to...what's being going on with you
Sabrina: just trying to stay busy! Chris talked Trey into letting me choreograph his dancers for their concert together
Jhene: Aww finally he uses his brain
Sabrina: ok what did I miss what's this beef you got with my husband!
Jhene: Chris used to be my boy and you know that but some of his decisions ain't cool
Sabrina: like what, Yall was just cool! You just did a video together. You've always been team Chris. When two people I care about aren't getting along that really bothers me. Tell me what's wrong Jhene
Jhene: it's just a lot of shit Sabrina
Sabrina: I need you to be specific
Jhene: Sabrina your husband is an asshole.
Sabrina: Jhene
Jhene: he is! And you deserve so much better than him. He does not respect you! He's hurt you so many damn times and ain't no telling what else he's hiding
Sabrina: what could he possibly be hiding
Before she could say anything Nia walked in
Nia: hi Sabrina
Sabrina: hey Nia...Nia this is Jhene, Jhene, Nia
Jhene: you gotta be fucking kidding me!
Sabrina: OMG what?!
Jhene: do you know who this bitch is? How do you know her!
Sabrina: she's someone I met at the doctors office. How do you know her?
Jhene: she was at the hospital the day you lost the baby.
Sabrina: ok so you don't like her because?
Nia: do I fucking know you?!
Jhene: bitch you don't have to but I know you ain't shit! Smiling in my best friends face when you really just want what she got!
Sabrina: excuse me!
Nia: oh whatever
Jhene: this bitch a hoe Sabrina. She ain't yo friend! She fuck anything walking especially famous niggas like Chris!
Nia: that is a lie! I'm your friend Sabrina.
Jhene: bitch no you not!
Sabrina: what you tryna say to me Jhene?
Jhene: just ask your husband
Sabrina: why would I have to ask him?
Jhene: think about it Bri!!
Sabrina: did this bitch fuck my husband?!
Jhene: that's for her and Chris to answer and you might wanna take a better look at that baby of hers
I just stood there for a minute.
Then it just hit me like a ton of bricks. All I saw was red and I could taste blood. I was about to kill somebody!
Sabrina: is Royalty Chris's baby Nia?!
She didn't say anything tears just clouded up her eyes!
Sabrina: ANSWER ME!!
She nodded her head!
Sabrina: bitch you got a baby by my husband?!
Nia: I'm sor-
Before she could even finish my hands was right around her neck
I just love choking bitches and these bitches love taking me there! I could feel myself ready to put this hoe to sleep! I've defended her, Ive been nothing but nice, she's been in my house, in my car, she's been smiling in my face and the whole time, THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME, she got a baby by MY husband! And then Chris no good ass just kept lying in my damn face! I gave him so many fucking opportunities to just be honest but he couldn't! I don't know why I ain't just divorce his ass the first time and this would just be another bitches problem! After I kill her im killing that hoe ass nigga next!
Jhene: let her go Bri!
She knocked me out of my thoughts
Sabrina: bitch you been in my house! Around my kids. Smiling in my fucking face.
Jhene: let her go Sabrina! It's not worth it! It's not worth it!
Sabrina: this whole fucking time! THIS WHOLE FUCKING TIME
Jhene finally got her out my grip. Nia fell to the floor gasping for air.
I just kicked her in the stomach
Sabrina: I gotta go! I gotta get out of here!
I ran out of the restaurant so fast.
I headed to my house. When I got in the door I just stood there.
The first thing that came to my mind was destroy everything in sight! This nigga was about to lose EVERYTHING!