i was chilling in my bed just exhausted.
for the last two weeks i've been going from the studio to the hospital back to the studio, checking on kehlani, dealing with kehlani, dealing with her boo boo the fool ass nigga, dealing with saweetie, dealing with meg, dealing with karrueche, being on the low with jhené, messing and dealing with normani, and trying not to kill any of them by the end of the week.
i might need a vacation soon because they is tiring my ass out. the only one that don't mind that i can't always come and see her is ri ri.
i looked at my phone and saw kehlani called me for the 4th time in the last hour.
i closed my eyes and let out a breath.
there was knock on my door and it opened.
i opened my eyes to see kendrick.
" kehlani wants you" he said giving me the phone.
" keh" i groaned out.
" i called you four times" she said.
" i was sleep" i lied.
" can you come and get me" she asked.
" can i come and what"
" come and get me"
" i heard you the first time you asked now why the hell am i doing that"
" because me and my baby father had an argument and i don't wanna be in this house" she said.
"can auntie just come and get you i'm tired" i said.
" y/nnn" she whined.
" kehlani" i mocked her back.
" just come and get me and stop being a fucking dick jeez-"
" okay okay jeez i'm getting up" i said.
" okay" she said her mood changing.
i gave the phone back to kendrick and he hung up.
i threw a mini fit in my bed then sat up.
" i'm so OVER THIS can you resign as a god parent somehow" i asked him.
" it's that bad" he chuckled.
" it's that bad when it's your ex who's clinging to you 25/8 and her baby daddy be so close to getting his ass beat" i said sitting up.
" so it's that bad" he said nodding his head. " are you still attracted to kehlani in any type of way"
" i don't know man i'm figuring it out okay" i said rubbing my face.
" okay bruh you got it... you sure you not the pregnant one" he chuckled.
" ake ake ake ake get out" i said.
he threw his hands up as he surrenders and walked out the room.
i got up and thew my slides on.
" getting my ex girl cause her baby daddy ain't acting right what type of shit is this" i said grabbing my keys.
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" thank you" she mumbled as i sat her in the car.
" yeah yeah it's fine" i said closing the door.
i walked around the other side then got in.
i pulled out of her driveway and started to head towards my house.
" y/n i'm hungry" she said.
" i can make you something when we get back to my house or i don't know chick-fil-a or something"
" you have peanut butter" she asked.
"yeah" i said.
" i can wait till we get to the house" she said with a smile.
"this is going to be a long few days isn't it" i mumbled.
we got to my house and i carried her out the car into the house.
" hey keh" kendrick said plopping on the couch.
" heyy" she said.
i carried her upstairs.
" look at you all strong and shitt" she said biting her lip.
" god do me this one favor stop her ass before i get labeled as a home wrecker too" i mumbled as i laid her down.
i was about leave the room when she stopped me.
" wait where are you going" she asked.
" to get the peanut butter" i said.
" okay hurry back" she said.
i sighed and went downstairs.
" girl you playing god parent or parent" he asked laughing.
i got a spoon and the peanut butter and a water.
" i'm finna ake ake smack ya bitch ass to africa in as second" i said. " but to answer your question i don't know what i'm doing" i said rolling my eyes heading back upstairs.
" you have fun with that" he joked.
" not funny" i said walking into my door and closing it.
i looked at kehlani to see her recording
me.
she was typing for a minute then stopped.
i walked over and gave her everything.
" thank you" she said opening the jar of peanut butter she scooped some of it on the spoon then put the spoon in her mouth.
i wanted to look at her disgustingly but i read somewhere not to or it will trigger them so i pulled out my phone and started play a game on it.
" someone take me out right now" i mumbled as my phone started to ring with normani calling.