After taehyung's sudden confession, i was deeply moved, AH FUCK BEING CALM RIGHT NOW HE CONFESSED SJANDHANDBSKS
well obvi now i need to change the whole plan, I'll have to cancel the flight, tell my father im staying although he wouldn't really question my sudden decision, move the furniture back into the house, bla bla bla and the list continues
But now i just want to focus on me, and taehyung... i want to focus on us ( imagine getting to call you and your crush us )
"jaehyun-aa, im sorry but it seems like i-" before i finished, jaehyun interrupted
"NO GO AHEAD, i have people waiting for me there, you go on with your life here chaeng, with the people you choose" he smiled
From the bottom of my heart, i truly appreciate jaehyun, really
He was there from the start, we were childhood friends, we went through many things together, words can not describe just how thankful i am for him and everything he did
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Taehyung and i decided to just walk to my apartment that at the time i forgot was almost empty except for all the basic furnitures, we walked side by side, honestly im a bit shy you know..
well, yes we've done this before but before, taehyung didn't confess, so now, it's different okay, im even blushing
"are you comfortable walking in those heels? " tae started , pointing at my feet that was reddening as the shoes i was wearing was a bit tighter than usual
"not really, but I'll make it to the apartment" i replied while adjusting my legs position
All of a sudden taehyung got down on one knee with his back facing me, i don't know what he's expecting but, wait a minute
Is he thinking about carrying me?! ON HIS BACK, HAH AS IF i won't be embarrassing myself this time
He looked back at me asked "aren't you getting on? "
Tae honey i want to i do, but it's too embarrassing, i would rather die before he carries me
I replied saying im fine and as i continued walking, i stopped in the middle, looking back at taehyung who was still staring at my feet
He smiled looking into my eyes, probably because he knows why,
yes yes i can't walk comfortably FINE
From walking side by side now he's piggybacking me, my pride and dignity is crushed on the floor every steps he takes
My cheeks reddened as he adjusted his head in a more composed position, which was closer to my face
Well it wasn't just me though, because i think he's blushing too HAHAHA his ears are dead red, we're equal now
TAEHYUNG POV
ah JWKSHSJNDD, who knew it would be this hard carrying a girl, it's not that carrying chaeng is hard, it's the feeling that comes with it
She's so close, can she hear my heart beating like crazy right now? PLEASE GOD SAVE ME
"im heavy aren't i" she laughed
"nope, you're as light as a feather, and TO ME, THE GREAT ALMIGHTY KIM TAEHYUNG, THIS IS, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING " i bragged
"AHAHAHA"
im glad that my sarcastic ass lifted uo the mood up a bit, it's better this way, i mean, this is just the start so it's bound to be awkward at first but we'll go along with it, just like we used to
Couple minutes later we arrived at chaeyoung's place, she keyed in the door lock code and we entered together
It was empty, i mean of course it is, i only see a few furnitures here and there, it's okay i guess, can still survive ( sir- this isn't a Zombie Apocalypse)
"are you staying for the night? It's getting late and dark, " chaeyoung questioned as she pushed her two suitcases into her used to be bedroom
"i guess so, " i replied back, i mean
what could go wrong?
MOMENTS LATER
everything is going wrong-
first of all, i don't have extra clothes, and now im in the bathroom, SHOWERING, WHAT CLOTHES AM I GOING TO CHANGE INTO
next, sleeping here means a long night of awkwardness, WHAT ARE WE EVEN GOING TO TALK ABOUT
then, we also have telling the others our relationship, HOW THE FUCK
AND LASTLY, how am i supposed to even have a normal conversation with her now..
In the marble designed bathroom i was washing myself, that was drenched in sweat, i could hear chaeyoung's voice outside the bathroom, probably on call as she sounded like she was having a conversation with someone
"taehyung are you done?" she yelled
"Ah, y-yes but"
"BUT WHAT? "
"i don't have any clothes and my previous right now are very much, wet.. "
A wave of silence came by,
ahh.. the embarrassment
Then a second later chaeyoung bursted out laughing, does she think this is funny? what am i supposed to wear now?!?!
"AHAHAH HAHA HABSSNBS... Ahhh, you're funny tae, really, AKZHAJXBD
let me see, i think jaehyun left a few of his clothes here, let me check"
Jaehyun?! PLEASE NO, ME, WEARING HIS CLOTHES, IN FRONT OF CHAEYOUNG, my my my.... Yk the word, oh come on taehyung don't be lame now...?! My,
girlfriend
i smiled at the thought that now i have chaeyoung and i haven't lost her, still in my daydreams i was knocked to reality when i heard a knock on the bathroom door
"i left the clothes outside the door!"
"can you, look away before i take it? " i plead
i am NOT going to have the embarrassing half naked with a towel session with her right now, NO
I could hear her scoff outside the bathroom, as she agreed to look away, i slowly opened the bathroom door and pulled the clothes in, and thankfully, she WAS LOOKING AWAY
i took the clothes she placed very neatly right in front of the door and hurriedly pulled my arms back in, i took my time wearing the clothes, but there was one thing that disturbed me
why does he even has his clothes here
But i guess i don't really need to worry about it, i mean, she is mine now, so, really, what's there to worry about
I walked out the bathroom with a towel on my head, I could see chaeyoung in front of the tv, she was laying on a thick material blanket on the floor while scrolling through her phone
"oh tae, come here" she patted the pillow beside her
I've never laid beside her have i, well, THIS IS OUR TIME TO SHINE
i gracefully threw the towel on my head to the cushion and sat beside chaeyoung, adjusting my clothes and proceeded to lay on the floor beside her
"are we going to sleep like this tonight, you have a bedroom though?"
"i prefer sleeping here than the bedroom itself, "
Chaeyoung turned off her phone and laid down in a straight position, facing the ceiling and then facing towards me
"are you not going to sleep? "
ah right,
I also turned off my phone and laid down, facing chaeyoung
it wasn't really that awkward though, i was busy looking into her eyes that never failed to make others adore her
and then all of a sudden she moved closer, placing her head on my chest
"you know, if you didn't come earlier, i would've went ahead and looked for another man"
"wah, im not that replaceable you know," i scoffed, placing my hands on top of her head
If i had realized being with her alone would feel so comfortable and warm, i would've told her i liked her ages ago, i always felt a feeling of comfort whenever im with chaeyoung, because in this world of chaos, she was stillness, she was peace
with chaeyoung in my arms, i felt like I had the whole world in my hands
because she is,
she is my whole world