Dream a little, Dream of me

By oakleaff

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Cutthroat? Yes Annoying? Yes Tempting? Yes And the list went on..... The above list was how Lilliana Mae pref... More

Life's a loosing game when you dont play, dont hold your cards too close
I'm not dying, you say that we'll just screw it up in these trying times
you can aim for my heart go for blood but you would still miss me in your bones
Lost in your current like a priceless wine The more that you say The less I know
Cause' when I'd fight, you used to tell me I was brave
Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe All the hell you gave me?
I heard him laughing, I saw the dimples first and then I heard the accent
And I hate accidents except when we went from friends to this
The wine is cold Like the shoulder that I gave you in the street
'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in,So shame on me now
I rubbed it in so deep, salt in the wound like you're laughing right at me
I can see us lost in the memory,August slipped away into a moment in time
Whisky on ice, Sunset and Vine You've ruined my life, by not being mine
Said I'm fine, but it wasn't true I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
Cause it was never mine, And I can see us twisted in bedsheets
And you're cursing my name, wishing I stayed Look at how my tears ricochet
What if we rewrite the stars? Say you were made to be mine
Maybe I was naive, got lost in your eyes And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love You had to fight to have the upper hand
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone
A scar I can't reverse, the more it heals the worse it hurts.
Love is another leap of faith.
Give me peace, but then you steal it.
You had a speech, you're speechless, love slipped beyond of your reaches
We never got it right, playing and replaying old conversations.
They say home is where the heart is But that's not where mine lives
It's growing faster than you're grown Now you're stronger than yourself
And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain, crossing out the good years
Cause I honestly believed in you Holdin' on, the days drag on
You're not my homeland anymore So what am I defendin' now?
Now this is an open-shut case Guess I should've known from the look on your face
To let you know that what I feel is true And I'm only me when I'm with you
We were stupid to jump In the ocean separating us
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it.
And maybe we got lost in translation Maybe I asked for too much
Running scared, I was there I remember it all too well
So dignified in your well-pressed suit So strategized, all the eyes on you
It's all me in my head, I'm the one who burned us down
I can dream about what happens when You see my face again
My best laid plan Your sleight of hand
Walls of insincerity Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face
And I lived in your chess game, But you changed the rules every day
Lost again with no surprises Disappointments close your eyes
All your closets of backlogged dreams And how you left them all to me
Flashbacks waking me up I get drunk, but it's not enough
It was so nice being friends again There I was giving you a second chance
And you're thinking we'll be fine again But not this time around
You drew stars around my scars But now I'm bleedin'
I'd write this in the sky I miss you like it was the very first night
But we can patch it up good Make confessions and we're begging for forgiveness
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
losing grip, on sinking ships You showed up just in time
All's well that ends well to end up with you
Why'd I have to break what I love so much?
I still remember the first fall of snow And how it glistened as it fell
He can't see the smile I'm faking And my heart's not breaking
They say, "She's gone too far this time"
I'd say I love you even at your darkest And please don't go
Can we always be this close forever and ever?
Do I really have to tell you how he brought me back to life?
I once believed love would be black and white. But it's golden

When I still see it all in my head In burning red

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By oakleaff


The ballroom was crowded with a host of swarming people that seemed to dance in formation as if it were a battleground. The famed musicians were playing melodies that seemed to liven up everyone's spirits and kept the people dancing and twirling. 

The halls were crowded with people in dresses and coats and masks. All clothing that suited the occasion, it was a masquerade. 

Lilliana was led by her brother and Vivianne who was his childhood friend on the occasion and the two couldn't stop talking and made it impossible for Lilliana to not fall asleep on foot so she rerouted as soon as the two busied themselves once again in only 'friendly' talking and giggling that seemed liked flirting.

She turned away from the tooth rotting fluff of their talking she seemed to sigh in relief as she now had no urge to throw up at their giggling. She took a few turns and reached to the entrance of the decorated ballroom. She stood there to look at herself in the mirror highly conscious of herself.

She was in a gown of lavish blood red, with a plunging neckline that seemed possible to ignore. The skirt of the gown had many strips of darker red pleated fabric sewn on. The frills were the petals of a rose. The sleeves ended short and her hands were adorned in red gloves that started from her elbow. The ensemble made her look like a blooming rose. 

Her hair had been braided half and tied into a bun and secured with a comb and the rest of her hair fell in curls. There had been beads strung into her hair and it suited the dress beautifully. 

Her face though had been covered by the mask she was wearing but the bronze dust on her eyes was noticeable and set the red off perfectly making it shine and shimmer. And her lips had been coated in red. Perfectly matching.

She set one of her curls in place and adjusted her red mask and took a deep breath before turning and entering the room. Who was who she had no idea so it was fair to say she looked confused. She moved among the crown towards the tables where bottles of liquor, whiskey and wine sat. 

She was pouring herself a glass, when a stranger approached her. She turned to look at them, her glass of wine in hand. 

The male rose an eyebrow at the color scheme.

As coincidentally it almost matched his. 

The male was dressed in white shirt that had the first two buttons unfastened. With a burnt orange (more to the red side) jacket over it and the same colored straight pants with shoes underneath. In the pocket of his jacket sat a white Lily. The male's auburn hair were messy. 

And the mask made his amber eyes look golden. 

"Surprising." She said

"Of course."

"You sound familiar." She said narrowing her eyes

A smile formed on his lips at that.

"You may have heard it in your dreams." He said grinning like an idiot

She laughed. It sounded joyful. Crisp and happy. 

When she looked at him he looked so shocked.

"Your laugh is beautiful." He breathed

"Thank..you." She said 

Her heart raced. 

"May I have a dance?" He said extending his hand forward and sketching a bow.

A smile bloomed on her lips.

She just placed her hand in his and nodded.

He pulled her to the floor, placing her hand on his shoulder and then placing his own at her waist, and then the dance began according to the melody.

"I'm not much of a dancer, my teacher said I was an ugly duck quacking and waddling among a group of  beautiful dancing swans." She said 

"You dance beautifully."

"I-

"Every part of you is beautiful." He said

"You don't know that." She said even as her cheeks reddened

"I don't need to see it to know it." He said smiling.

"Flirt." She murmured

His smile widened.

"You know you're sharp." He said

"Excuse me? I'm a petite rose." She said

"You're the whole bush of roses blooming at once, shaking and yet so earthly." 

She smiled. 

He twirled her and spun her thrice.

"So you flirt with every dancer?" She raised her eyebrows

"No, not every single one." 

"Oh so was there something special here?" She was grinning

"Everything is." He smiled

"Charming." Her cheeks were aflame.

Then as the tune of the song moved from from fast to slow, he spun her dramatically. 

"Where are you from?" She asked

"Does it matter?"

"It does."

"Why?"

"I need to know where this fine male originated from."

"For research purposes." She added

"Oh really?" He swept her down and then pulled her back.

Lilliana caught Kallias's teasing stare.

She was in for so much later.

"Of course." She grinned wildly

"I don't know Lil- miss." He said 

Her brows furrowed.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing." He said quickly

She nodded slowly.

"You're from here?" He asked

"Uh yes." 

He nodded.

"What about you?"

"I-

"Red hair?"

She had seen these auburn hair before, messy in the same way, soft and curly. The face seemed familiar too, the same face cut and jaw, she had seen it somewhere. And the voice was too familiar.

"Autumn court?" She asked in a shaky breath

"Maybe." He said with a sly smile.

"Honestly?"

"I don't think you'd like my honesty, little rose."

"Och." She said

"What?"

"Little rose?" She narrowed her eyes

"Oh so that's the only thing you caught to be ask-worthy?" 

She laughed.

"No I need the honesty."

"From what I've heard, honesty is found near fir trees." there was once again a clever smile coiling at his mouth.

"Oh really? Is that an invite to the garden?" 

"Yeah." He breathed.

Then she pulled him outside the hall, outside the corridor, outside the wing, outside the palace. They ended up in the garden on a bench.

"Now?" She asked gesturing to the garden.

"Nothing." He hummed

"So you had me bring you out for nothing." 

"Not exactly."

She raised an eyebrow.

"You won't mind if I..

He trailed off as his hands sat at the ribbons of the red mask. 

She knew exactly what he intended.

"You want to take it off?" 

He nodded.

"You take yours, I take mine so its fair."

"I'm not a particular fan of that suggestion." 

"Why?"

"I suppose you would not want to see my truth."

"Why is that?"

"I might be a ogre."

"You are fae." She said

He sounded nervous.

She inched closer,

"You're hiding something." She said, her eyes sparkling with excitement.

He looked around as if he was truly hiding something.

"Come on-

She was cut off as he inched very close. His breath fanning her cheek. He bent down to kiss her cheek. softly. Before-

"Goodbye little rose." 

And then he vanished into thin air. His mask in her hands. With a white petal that had something inked on it. She looked closely and found her name in his writing.

She knew that writing. She knew that voice. She knew those eyes, that face. She definitely knew it. She knew the person. She knew that fae. 

"Rose, right?" He asked

"It's Lilliana." She muttered

"Of course." He said clicking his tongue.

"So, aside from taking my breath away, what do you do?" He asked

She looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"what do you want?" She asked sighing.

"You know what?" he said a smile forming on his lips

"What?"

"If you let me borrow a kiss, I promise I'll give it right back." He said

She remembered it all too well.

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