TW: possible talk of Suicide, gaslighting, toxic parents!!
Millions of listeners had joined the podcast that was now on. Sounds of two males talking happily with the audience.
"Well guys we have a little surprise! And we have been pretty excited to have her here!" Jack spoke out while looking over to Stevie who teasingly smirked.
"Welcome in (Y/n) Soot!"
"Thank you for having me!!"
"No! We feel pretty honored that you decided to accept this and have a podcast with us!" The female chuckled and thanked the two males again.
"So (Y/n), everyone knows that you're married to Wilbur soot? If I say that correct? I've heard that name from Tommyinnit a few weeks ago and the views along with the audience had requested to have you in the show! So Tell a bit of yourself!"
(Y/n) smiles and brought her hands together as she crossed her legs in a professional way. "Well I'm 24 years old and married,of course-" The woman giggles a bit before continuing. "I'm also a Clothing designer and spend a lot of time with my husband and his friends."
"Well it sure sounds like you have some things to tell us, but my question is, how is it that you married Wilbur at such a young age? Mostly people would just date a few years before marrying which is like long into the future." Stevie was first to shoot a question as he stared curiously at (Y/n).
"It started back in college. Wilbur was first to ask me out and since I was taller than any other males in my college years no one really tried to shoot their chance." (Y/n) we're about to continue until Jack asked his question.
"Wait how tall are you again?"
"6'0 foot"
Jack and Stevie let out a surprised sound while they looked among themselves.
"Haha and When Wilbur did ask me out I wasn't so sure but I was open to go on a few dates to get to know Wilbur. It was very funny when he tried to flirt with me in the most terrible way but those times is what I treasure the most. I'm not really sure where I would've been if he didn't ask me out back then"
"Oh, so when did Wilbur propose to you?"
"The day we graduated College. It was really a shock to see that he planned the whole thing! I felt like I would fall!" The group lightly laughs as they came back to their normal vibe.
"So (Y/n) everyone knows about your married, now a bit about yourself, please tell us, if-or-when you were-not exposed that sounds weird-" (Y/n) cuts off Jack who was wondering the right answer saying it's alright and that she ain't misunderstand.
"Right- tell us if when you made it into the internet, was that planned or just something on a complete accident."
"It was a total accident. I knew Wilbur streamed for a living along with making music-to which I support!- and we decided to have me "hidden" as I didn't like being inside the camera very much. But it's alright now." (Y/n) smiles as the two males seemed to feel a bit at ease.
"Oh! I've heard you're really rich! Is that right?" Stevie spoke out but Jack seemed to jump in the conversation really quick.
"Dude, that's a weird question! Who asks if someone is rich?" The trio giggles in delight.
"But yes. I am actually rich. Since the job I have gives a good amount of money and my addiction of not buying much I have saved up money that requires 5 bank accounts to keep up the money. All accounts is highly guarded and unable to hack into."
"That's actually very impressive! Oh another one! The fans want to know your skin routine! I don't know why but yeah I also want to know."
The woman smiles and leaned a bit in her chair. "Well I don't use very much of a skin routine but I read somewhere that salt water can help to acne a lot! I usually just have a face-cleanser and then spry salt water on my face! It's simple and working!"
"Wait, Salt water?"
"Yeah! I don't remember where I learned it sadly but I know it works!"
"Do you mind telling me where you're from?"
"I'm actually half (Your country). That comes from my father's side while my mother have been living in the UK for a long time. That's why my brother and I don't really look the same. He has Blonde hair from our mother while he has blue eyes from my father. I received (e/c) from my mother and (h/c) from my father. The skin tone of mine is actually from my grandfather from my father's side since it does skip some generation from time to time.
"Oh this one may a bit personal and you don't have to answer that."
"Right"
"Do you have a family? And what is your current relationship with them?"
The silence was awkward and heavy. Despite (Y/n) smiling it could be felt by how heavy the air were.
"Well it's a complicated situation now. I've actually cut of ties with them since they were never healthy to begin with. I have a lovely brother that loves me back but it was never really enough when it comes to a parent's love." The two males nods and continued to listen to the female.
"My brother is about 11 years older than me so when my parents got me, they were more strict to me. Perhaps my brother as well but he had more, what could I use, freedom. I were never really allowed to do many things as a child and spend my days inside working early inside my room along with going to school and then get picked up. It wasn't until my brother was 16 he tried to take me with him but failed pretty badly and ended up moving out without me for a solid 12 years until I could escape and live with my brother."
"Oh, so you had a very bad relationship with your parents?"
"It wasn't just me but also my brother. I remember hearing him over the phone to my parents trying to get my to move in with him but it always ended with my parents hanging up on him." (Y/n) felt heavy about this topic. Usually only Anthony knew about this along with Polaris and perhaps Wilbur but now it would be shared with everyone who listened.
"When you said you weren't allowed, what do you mean by that?"
"As it sounds, I never experienced what other children does now, happy and curious about their lives. I wasn't allowed to know certain things like, today's type of music or something would entertain one's boredom. I was heavily gaslighted and was constantly blame for something I did not do, I remember never being able to relax any time and constantly having to work all the time. I would be forced to work when I had 40 degree fever which felt like I was dying."
"40 DEGREE FEVER?!"
"Yeah! I never knew what relaxation and peace was until I met Wilbur!"
"I know that my parents made me an prodigy because now I'm just automatically good at anything expect for the modern things such as Video games. So I would be pretty old fashioned."
"When you said you met Wilbur. Did he save your life when you were a teenager?"
"Yes. Since he made my sad life explore something new I automatically fell in love with him. I'm sure that I would not be here if it weren't for him. Maybe that's why my parents despite him so much."
"W-what more did you experience with your parents?"
"I experienced something many teenagers does today. Expect I was never allowed to relax, I'm not saying that the things I went through it worse than any other's! I'm sure there is children today who has it worse and everyone has their bad lives to worry about along with bad parents to live with! When I lived with my parents I felt tired, I was tired of working and tired of living. So when Wilbur made it into my life I felt lucky and finally could rest."
"I can't really say that I understand your situation but I do hear you and I also agree there must be other kids having the hard time for them also."
"Is there something more to tell?"
(Y/n) leaned into the pic before speaking softly. "I want you young listeners to know that you may not be alone in your hard times. Whenever it's by parents or other situation. I want you to know your not alone and that even I know how you feel. please remember that you have to stay strong until you can finally be free.
And soon the Podcast came to an end leaving new listeners and watchers at a new hope. Even if it was not strong a small light had been fired inside of them.
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Please know your not alone. You have a future and you have still to live it.
This chapter was dedicated to show you guys that our (Y/n) is having problems even when she's smiling and also give out that you don't have to worry about where u come from.
Btw I have received a lot of Italian speaking readers in my DM along with Some German but need some South African speaking people and some Russian as well! Thank you if you still thought of helping me!!
Thank you for reading this chapter and next time!