DONT KNOW WHAT FOR YOURE TURNING HEADS WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOOOR DONT NEED MAKEUP TO COVER UPPP BEING THE WAY THAT YOU ARE IS ENOUUUUGH-
it takes very little to awaken the directioner in me
"I don't think that he likes me very much."
Obi-Wan froze, hand completely still on the piece of bread for the sandwich he had been preparing for his grandpadawan. He glanced over his shoulder to see her at his counter, her chin resting on one hand while the other drummed its fingers against the surface.
He knew that Anakin and Ahsoka had not gotten along very well in the beginning of the earliest hours of their partnership, but he thought that things had gotten better. They always seemed completely fine when he was with them, joking and teasing each other constantly.
"What makes you say that?" he asked, clearing his throat in an attempt to keep his demeanor casual as he placed each slice of meat onto the sandwich, folding the two pieces of bread together and turning around to place the dish before her.
She shrugged, taking a bite.
"Well," she swallowed, "for one thing, he's away on a mission without me right now. He keeps refusing to take me, and then when he's back home he always leaves."
"I see."
Well, for another thing, his past few missions have involved protecting a certain Senator, Obi-Wan said internally. He didn't have to do much guessing to discover where exactly Anakin was going when Ahsoka referenced his constant 'leaving.'
"I just..." she sighed, looking down for a few moments, "I'm not sure what I did wrong."
"Nothing, Ahsoka," was his immediate response, laying his palm on her shoulder. "I promise."
She shook her head, finally looking back up again to meet his eyes.
"I don't think so."
If only she knew.
"Do you know how he speaks of you when you aren't around?" he questioned, tilting his head to the side.
"I... didn't know he even did," she chuckled, taking another bite.
"Well, the last time that he came over here, I believe that he used the words 'might give me a run for my money when she's older.'"
She perked up slightly at that, but the change in her expression was subtle enough to convince him that she wasn't exactly concerned with her master's approval of her lightsaber skills.
"He called you a 'mini-him' too when he was first getting to know you," he added, sifting through memories of conversations he'd had with Anakin in the past about Ahsoka, who sometimes seemed to be their shared padawan.
"Really?" she asked, smile brightening.
"Really."
"Anything else?" she continued excitedly. Obi-Wan laughed softly, remembering a talk that they'd had late one night, a few evenings prior.
"He didn't say it in words but... there's a look," he began in a gentle voice. "He gets it every time that he talks about you, especially when he's tired and, well, not so good at masking his emotions."
"What's 'the look?'" she asked, brow markings furrowed as she swallowed again.
"It's not a full smile, but you can see that it's there. And it's all in the eyes, really—they get all wistful. Like he's not actually looking at you, but remembering something from far away. It's like I said—you remind him of himself when he was younger, more," innocent was not the right word based on his childhood, "carefree, I suppose. You make him happy."
She chewed slowly, her entire face smiling as she finished the last bite.
"He loves you very much, Ahsoka."
She looked down bashfully as Obi-Wan patted her on the shoulder, getting up off of the stool next to her, and heading back over to the other half of his quarters, giving her a bit of space to process his words.
I love you too, Masters.
i give you my reactions to clone wars over text to my best friend that i found on my old phone:
august 20
*talking about how tros is garbage* me: *sends a pic of tcw intro* you know what's not garbage? THIS MASTERPIECE
me: WE STAN ANAKIN AND AHSOKA
me: HECK WE JUST STAN ANAKIN PERIOD.
me: it hurts to watch this show because i know what's gonna happen at the end
me: i already LOVED him [anakin] in the movies but he is SOOOO much better in the show so it's gonna HURT
friend: U NEED TO TEXT ME WHEN U FINISH SEASON FIVE
me: IDK WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN BUT NOW IM EXCITED SO OKAY
friend: PROMISE ME
friend: WHAT SEASON ARE YOU ON
me: I PROMISE
me: season 1 ep 17
*little later*
me: *sends pic of the ICONIC 'take heart little one' scene with anakin's hand on ahsoka's shoulder* I LOVE THEM
august 25
me: *sends vid of s3 ahsoka* WHY IS AHSOKA ALL GROWN UP i want my little snips back 😭
august 26
me: *sends pic of anakin resurrecting ahsoka on mortis* DANG I LOVE THIS SHOW
friend: AHHH
me: i watched the ep where ahsoka and anakin both go dark at 2am and i was losing it
(y'all i have vids of this on my phone too lmao)
me: and now i'm on the one when anakin got sucked into a magnet cuz of his arm
september 2
me: Lux kissing ahsoka is a no from me
me: i hope he dies
friend: ok no
friend: we like lux
friend: she's just confused
me: guess i'm still confused then cuz i don't like it. every time i think about it my head just rejects the ship. we'll see what happens
september 3
me: i love how there's a whole episode dedicated to anakin finding obi-wan's murderer
me: it's the ✨irony✨ for me
*later*
me: i've heard so much abt this but i can't believe maul actually has spider legs
september 8
me: i'm watching clone wars cuz i have a free period
september 9
me: I FINISHED SEASON FIVE
me: IM NOT OKAY
me: THAT HURT
september 10
me: season 7 is breaking my heart
friend: bro the ending hurts me every time
friend: what part are you at
me: ahsoka just came back
me: and anakin was gonna give her something but then obi wan ran in and said there was a mission
me: i'm guessing it's the padawan beads but don't tell me
friend: it hurts
me: it hurts A LOT
me: and anakin hasn't called her snips yet and i'm mad about it
me: knowing what happens at the end is making this so hard to watch
friend: ahhhh it hits you hard
me: i can't wait for my heart to be broken yet again by a fandom
september 11
me: i finished the clone wars
me: i can't believe they did that
me: just ended it like that
me: my heart is broken
friend: bro ik
friend: it literally killed me
me: why did they do that
and then i cried myself to sleep for two weeks and wrote on wattpad to make myself feel better.