"I am tired! I am tired of everything...", you slammed the door harshly watched out without looking back.
- * -
You went to your brother's house, crying on his shoulders. There was no one other than Jihoon whom you can lean on to.
"Gwaenchana... Gwaenchana... ", Jihoon said caressing your back while you cried on his shoulders. "You still have my nephew/niece in you. We shouldn't be stressed my girl..."
You calmed yourself before speaking. "Can I stay here for a few days?"
"Of course stay as long as you want. We are more than happy to have you with us.", Eonni said hugging you.
-*-
Chan looked at the empty space in his bed that there was someone else who used to smile at him brightly. He unconsciously smiled imagining you smiling at him then frowned realizing what happened a while before.
Was he regretting anything? May be or may be not? Did he try to call you? No! He didn't. Happy? Or may be sad? Mentally exhausted may be...
A Few Days Later
"Oppa I was thinking of something actually. I know I might sound crazy but I want you to pursue music...", you said holding his hands. You can't really sulk for more than a few days. Neither do you want to be a burden on them nor want to let go.
"Y/N..."
"I will be your manager. Dont pay me until we start earning. Okay?", you said confidently.
"You know its not easy right? Also with the baby coming..."
"I know its hard. I need you to take vocal lessons till I give birth. Then I will be there with you for everything."
"Y/N... I am not confident... What if I couldn't... "
"And what if we do succeed oppa? Wont that be good?"
"What about the money..."
"I earned enough. I am also thinking about passing a proposal to Jimin for sponsorship."
"Y/N ... You know I am really lucky to have you as my sister.", Jihoon said almost crying.
"I am lucky to have you two in my life. Wait should I say 4 of you?", you said caressing your bump and then looking at your nephew.
-*-
"What the hell were you all doing when all the investors were pulling out their investments?", Chan shouted at his employees.
"Chan dont blame it on us. Its Mr Lee, your father who did it.", Vernon reciprocated.
"WHAT???"
-*-
"Dad! Why did you do that?", Chan almost shouted barging into his parent's house.
"Huh? Don't you think you deserve it? Do you think I didn't know what you were upto this whole time?"
"You... You kept tail on me? "
"I was quite this whole time because I thought you were keeping Y/N happy but I guess I was wrong. She sent the divorce papers just now. Oh if you're wondering if I will support you then no. I thought you would change after marriage but guess I was wrong. We can't put trust on someone who can't even keep his own wife happy. "
"Why are you doing this to me dad...", he said kneeling down on the floor crying.
-*-
Chan worked hard for the next few months to stabilize his company. Though he wasn't a really pleasant boss before but now he turned more into a ruthless jerk. And then returning home just to cry alone on his pillow the way he lost everything he loved.
Looking at your wedding picture, he threw it on the wall harshly.
"YOU LEFT ME... YOU FREAKING... left me... ", breaking down yet again he hugged the broken frame crying yet again the whole night.
-*-
What about you? Did you never miss him? Only if you had time for anything to feel about. All day busy handling Jihoon and then also dealing with your pregnancy. Of course you want him back but can you really afford that? After all he said would you be able to stay with him with the same feeling of love? May be you need a break from him too to look at yourself. Care for yourself.
3 Years Later
Things have been for the first year with conducting free concerts to performing on the streets gathering people to listen to finally debuting on the stage. Also receiving hate for debuting late.
But everything was worth it. 6 Months into media, fans started to flock hearing his angelic voice. Hearing his stories through his songs. Being the multi-talented guy he is, he self produces his songs now. Sponsorship from Jimin lasted for 2 years and both the parties benefitted and for the past year you have been independent. You managing all his schedules solely since this was more benifitting but was also tiring.
"WOOZI! WOOZI!"
Fans were cheering for your brother who singing on the stage shining like the brightest star in the sky. A small tear left your eye hearing him performing on the stage.
"Eomma! Eomma!"
You heard a voice from the back so you turned to look at the little dinosaur running towards you. You hugged him quickly showering kisses all over his face.
"Eomma I finished the whole meal on the plate today. Also I made a lot of friends in Kindergarten. Jong is a big boy now."
"Omo! Jinjja...", you said raising him to make him sit on your shoulders to see Jihoon better.
"Waaaa~ Samcheon meossiseo!", he screamed with his little voice cutely.
Do you still live with Jihoon? No, you moved out after Jong turned 6 months. But still he stays at Jihoon's house in the day time then you pick him up at night after work.
What about your parents? Did they accept you back? Well... They had rather say they don't have children. And that's how you two don't much affection towards them even though you send some allowance directly to their account. Neither of you say anything about it. Its not like you can totally abandon them. They raised you for 22 years.
Chan? Yes! you miss him. Miss him alot. When you look at Jong, he looks just like him. The way Jong sighs when he can't get a thing done is so similar to him. You sometimes end up getting overwhelmed and then there's Jong who wipes your tears with his small hands. You just feel blessed to have Lee Jong in your life. He was all you wanted...
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