She is pacing in her room and thinking about incident which happen few min ago shit I should control myself how can I, he must be thinking at the day of marriage I was saying I won't like this relationship and all, and today what I did oh god now how will I confront him tomorrow, no I will leave early tomorrow for hospital hmm that's better.
As I decided I came early in hospital but here I am not able to concentrate on anything just those flashes of that kiss are roaming in my mind and like a stupid divertirme I blushed whenever I am thinking about that kiss I am unable to understand what is happening with me I am totally lost in my own world, that from past 10 minutes Shankar is calling my name and even I don't hear him now he is here with Suhani, and she is shoving me aloud.
Sai Suhani what you are doing
Suhani: what happen Sai shankar told me you are not answering him I was so scared
Sai: no need to scared I am alright
Suhani: by looking at you, you won't look alright
Sai : Suhani please, shankar you say anything urgent
Shankar: yes mam Aryan sir calling you to assist him in a surgery
Oh god if in ot I will lost like this, then no I can't risks someone life so it's better I won't assist this surgery. Better I won't assist this surgery.
Sai: hey Suhani this time you assist Aryan
Suhani: Sai are you seriously alright I think something is wrong with you (she check her fever by her hands)
Sai (caught her hand) why are you overreacting I already said I am alright
Suhani: how can you say no to surgery I can't believe this
Sai: Suhani please go for now, it's already too late Aryan must be waiting
Suhani: ok ok I will see you after surgery
Sai: hmm all the best
I send Suhani for surgery but what about me I went to check patient in ward there also I wasn't able to concentrate then I come back in my cabin that Virat must be alright and doing his work but look what he did to me and again there is knock she must be Suhani why this people can't leave me alone for sometime but no he is a Aryan.
Sai: hey Aryan, how is the surgery
Aryan : that was good, but what happen to you
Sai: me, nothing I am alright
Aryan : then why you denied for surgery
Sai actually I was not in a mood
Aryan : I can't believe my ears what you said due to mood you said no to surgery
Sai : you are also overreacting like Suhani
Aryan I am not overreacting you know Sai if anyone tell you to do surgery in middle of night then also you are ready and now you are saying mood, its surprised me
Sai Aryan please not now all this
Aryan: Sai what happen you can tell me as a friend, I am observing you from past few days you are lost somewhere
Sai: no Aryan everything is fine
Aryan: Sai I can understand you don't want to share it, its ok
Sai Aryan nothing is like that
Aryan: Sai just keep one thing in your mind, whatever is distracting you from your work ignore it you know what your dreams are and how to achieve it, don't let anything dominate you
Sai: ok Aryan I will and thank u also
Aryan: thank u for what
Sai : aise hi
Aryan: now you leave its already late
I pick up all my belonging and left Aryan is right I have to focus on my work not all this things I don't know when, how all this started but now I know what i have to do and now I will confront Virat and clear all this.
I was in my room doing my work which I ignore today then Virat enter in my room again those flashes are came in my mind but this time I control myself to not blush and said hii
Virat: hey Sai today you left early for hospital
Sai : ya there was a emergency in hospital
Virat : ohh I thought due to yesterday incident you left early
Sai : what
Virat: no, nothing
Sai : you want to say something
Virat : yes, no
Sai Virat bolo na
Virat : Sai actually I am sorry
Sai : for what
Virat : for yesterday incident
Sai: oh that, why are you sorry for that
Virat : I thought you must be upset
Sai : why, what's wrong with that I should say sorry for that
Virat: why
Sai: due to me that lizard stick on your back
Virat : but Sai wait, what you are talking about lizard
Sai : yes, so what are you talking about
Virat : about that kiss
Sai : I also want to talk about that
Virat : really
Sai : hmm
Virat: so what you thought
Sai : look, I think we both were not in our sense, so its better if we forget that
Virat: that kiss doesn't mean anything to you
Sai: no, and you should also don't mind it
Virat: no why will I, even I was saying the same
Sai : that's great
Virat : it's too late you sleep now
Sai : hmm
And he went thank god it's clear but i didn't like it I lied to him that, that kiss doesn't mean anything to me but then what will I said him that from morning I am thinking about that kiss only, even he want to forget that and look at me, I guess I am thinking too much I need to stop this I only tell him to forget this and I am unable to do it.
I was mad who was thinking to give one chance to our relation look at her how easily she said forget all this and like a stupid from morning I am thinking about her only that kiss affect me so much and she is unaffected.
I wish that our marriage is also like a normal wedding but with my own hand I destroyed my married life because of that Pakhi now I can't do anything I will just support her now she want to forget all this then fine I will forget everything, but how I will try to forget.