"cant believe we're leaving" emily complained as we left the hotel room dragging our luggage behind us
"honestly i feel like we just got here" sofia added on sad
this trip was one of the best weeks ever and i wish i could be in it forever but all good things come to an end
on a positive note good 4 u comes out tomorrow at midnight so that's fun and i had the cutest dress shipped to our apartment we're staying at in NY
"guys my dress just got there!" i slightly screamed excited
"omg really can we see!" emily shouted
"you'll see it tonight" i responded smirking
"fuck you"
"come on we're late" dixie said storming out of the elevator "let's go move it!"
"someone's in a mood" i whispered following dixie to the elevator
"heard that!" she shouted from in front of me
you know when you're in an elevator and you feel like it goes faster when you think harder, yeah that makes sense, that's what dixie was doing
"okay every one, one last picture!" camila shouted handing me the camera "you don't mind do you?"
"not at all" i answered getting the hint it's a senior only picture and taking the picture
"aww you guys look so good" emily complimented smiling
"i can't believe we're the next seniors" sofia says in shock
"it's crazy i feel like we were just in 6th grade" i added thinking back to me, theo and dylan hanging out 24/7
"it's sucks that you're gonna be in La for it" sofia complains causing me to feel bad
i made a decision a few days ago, with my parents, about school, which i haven't told anyone not even dixie, and i was planning to do it in New York maybe, i don't know i was hoping it would just come up, which now it has, so now is a good time i guess
"about that" i laughed trying to think about the best way to say it causing the group to look up at me confused
"what?" theo asked after i stayed quiet for too long
"i've made a decision with mum and dad, to do something, this year, for my last year because you know it's my last year of high school and" i rambled on stopping once i realised "sorry, i'm doing half and half"
"huh?" emily asked confused like everyone else at the confusing answer i gave
"im going to be spending time between La and Connecticut" i explained trying to figure out their reactions hoping it would be good
"really?" they asked excited
"yeah but mainly in La" i added thinking about it
i like what i've been doing the past few months with the social media thing, but i don't really love it, i want to be a normal teenager for my last year of high school, but at the same time i don't want to disappoint anyone, so i'll try to maintain an image in La but also spend time here in connecticut.
"wait so you're going to be here?" theo asked excited
"sometimes yeah" i questioned their reactions
"the trios back!" dylan shouted grabbing me into a hug
"what's going on?" dixie asked
"ellie just told us!" sofia said jusmping up and down excited
"told you what?" she asked again
"you haven't told her?" emily said excited
"not yet"
"told me what omg!" dixie asked becoming impatient
"i'm going to be living between connecticut and la, like the original plan" i explained feeling bad
"oh really?" she asked
dixie isn't going to alabama state anymore, and she's living in La full time, which is one of the reasons i didn't feel too bad about not being there all the time, i didn't want to leave charli alone
"yeah i'm sorry" i answered realising she might not want me to
"it's okay if it's what you want i'm happy" dixie smiled, it looked a bit fake but i don't want to fight with her right now
"well at least for the first semester, but it might change depending on life you know" i added on
a lot can change within a few months, i mean look at where i am and it's not even been a year, like if anything happens between me and my friends in conneticut i'm moving back to cali, but if anything goes wrong with the tiktok/music/d'amelio career i'll fully move to conneticut
"yeah it does i can't wait!" sofia shouts excited, her and emily bringing me into a hug
"okay cars are here let's go!" camila shouted pointing the groups towards cars
everyone is leaving bahamas today, but people are going everywhere, a few are going to miami, our group to new york, a few to conneticut, and one or two to other places
"NEW YORK HERE WE COME!" i shout to our group jumping into the car
elliedamelio
good 4 u out tomorrow at 12am est!
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