I know this isn't the update you all deserve and I'm so very sorry guys. I'm dealing with some mental health stuff and wanting to write this story hurts me right now. I know I keep saying soon, and I really want to write, but right now I think I need to forget about this for a while. This story is in no way complete, but I am hurting too much right now. I'll keep trying for you guys, but my mental health is plummeting.
Thanks for all the support everyone!