Lisa slowly laid Jennie on the bed saka niya ito binalutan ng kumot para hindi lamigin.
She picked up her clothes saka sinuot ulit ang mga iyon. Before going out of the room, she took one last glimpse with guilt to Jennie and finally left, locking the door as she goes.
Lumabas siya ng bahay para magpahangin. Sobrang bigat kasi ng pakiramdam niya. She's so confused as fvck. Hindi niya inaasahang mangyayari ulit ang bagay na iyon sa kanila ni Jennie. She was just drunk and it was just too good to be true kaya nga ang buong akala niya ay panaginip lang ang lahat.
She knows she's attracted to Jennie, hindi niya iyon maitatanggi she even stroked her thing multiple times with the image of the latter on her head pero hindi niya inaasahang aabot sa puntong gagalawin na niya ito.
Hindi niya na mabilang kung ilang beses niya bang minura ang sarili niya, scolding herself for doing such stupid thing.
Hindi niya talaga alam kung ano na ngayon ang gagawin niya. Sobrang mali iyon, she just made another mistake.
"Shit! Shit! I really messed up!"
Hindi siya mapakali, ikot lang siya ikot sa kinalalagyan niya but she still can't seem to calm down. Thoughts bombarded her head that it almost makes her head ache.
The memory of crying Jennie makes her heartache in an unknown reason. She's worried, pano kung mabuntis si Jennie gaya ng ikinatatakot nito? Anong gagawin niya? Hindi ito pwede, pano niya ito pananagutan? Bakit pa kasi ngayon nangyari ang mga bagay na ito kung kailan ikakasal na siya?
And she really has no plan on cancelling the wedding. Si Tzuyu ang gusto niyang pakasalan at si Jennie, baka nalilibugan lang siya dito. She's just attracted to Jennie's lang yun diba?
But it was still wrong, isang kataksilan ang ginawa niya. She just cheated on her fiancé. Hindi niya pa nga magawang aminin kay Tzuyu na may anak na siya eto na naman at may kagaguhan na naman siyang nagawa.
Kapag nabuntis si Jennie, pano niya ito ipapaliwanag kay Tzuyu? Pano niya pananagutan ang mga bata?
Pwede ba yung dalawa ang pamilya niya?
"Arggghhhhh! Lisa you're stupid!" she screamed and kicked whatever was in front of her.
Lisa stayed there for a while habang iniisip ang mga bagay bagay but she still didn't how to fix this problem which just grew a lot bigger. She just calmed herself down and finally decided to go back inside to rest.
Naka-lock ang kwarto ng lola niya kaya naisipan niyang sa sala nalang din matulog gaya ng lasing na asawa ni Sorn. She tried to sleep on the couch. Nakatulog naman siya agad dala ng kapaguran at kalasingan siguro.
On the next morning, Lisa woke up dahil medyo maingay na sa paligid niya. Gising na pala ang mga tao, maging ang asawa ni Sorn ay wala na sa sala. Nauna na yatang nagising sa kanya.
"Oh Lisa, gising ka na pala. Let's go to the dining area, magbebreakfast na tayo" sabi ng mom ni Lisa.
She got up tsaka nagstretch ng katawan niya.
"Good morning daddy" sabi ni Liam saka yumakap sa kanya.
"Good morning little man. Let's go, your grandma said we're going to eat" bati niya sa bata saka ginulo ang buhok nito.
Nagtungo nga sila sa dining area at nandun na ang lahat maliban nalang kay Jennie. Hinanap niya ang babae sa dining area pero mukhang wala pa talaga ito roon.
Bigla na naman siyang nakonsensya ng maalala niya ang nangyari. Siguro tulog pa ito ngayon dahil napuyat at napagod dahil sa ginawa nila. Napabuntong hininga nalang siya saka umupo sa upuan at tumabi naman sa kanya si Liam.
"Daddy, where's mommy?" tanong ni Liam sa kanya.
"Yeah Lisa, where's Jennie?" tanong din ni Sorn sa kanya.
"I don't know, she's probably still asleep"
"Why don't you call her?" suggest ni Sorn.
"That girl thinks she's special enough to even let us call her? The audacity" pagtataray ng mom ni Lisa.
"Chittip, stop being harsh to Jennie. What did the child ever do to you?" sabi ng lola ni Lisa.
Tumahimik naman ang mom ni Lisa.
"I'll call her" sabi ni Lisa while looking down.
"No, stay here. Sorn will call that girl"
Isa pa itong dad ni Lisa, siguro nahawaan ito ng katarayan ng asawa nito.
"Okay" sabi ni Sorn saka pumunta na sa kwarto ni Jennie.
Meanwhile, Jennie woke up because of the banging on the door. The she heard Sorn calling out to her name.
"Jennie, are you awake? We're already having breakfast. Come out now" tawag sa kanya ni Sorn mula sa labas.
Chineck niya ang sarili niya and she noticed she was still naked. That's when she was reminded again by the sin Lisa did with her.
All her fears, worries and guilt got back to her system again in an instant making her cry again in anxiety. She was so confused and messed up.
She thinks she's the worst woman for having sex with someone else's future wife. She knows it wasn't entirely her fault pero pumatol siya ih, nagpadala siya sa kapusukan and she liked it. Hindi niya gusto si Lisa pero bakit ganun? It felt so right.
Kaya mas lalo siyang nakokonsensya, feeling niya isa siyang maduming babae dahil sa ginawa niyang pagpagalaw sa taong may nagmamay-ari na. In short, she feels like a mistress, kirida, o kabet.
And it makes her cry even more.
"Jennie, open up" rinig niyang sabi ni Sorn from outside.
It pulled her back to reality. She calmed herself down. Saka bumangon at nagbihis. She fixed herself first bago pagbuksan ng pinto si Sorn.
"Jennie are you alright? I heard you crying inside" nagaalalang tanong ni Sorn.
"I'm fine, I just missed my parents" pagsisinungaling niya saka pilit na ngumiti.
"Are sure? Look at your eyes they're puffy. It's okay come here"
Niyakap siya ni Sorn and somehow she felt comforted. She really needed some hug right now.
"By the way, where did Liam sleep last night? He never came to our room"
"Oh, Liam and Minnie enjoyed playing together and they were inseparable so they played until they both got tired and fell asleep in our room. It was fine though because my husband fell asleep in the living room same goes for Lisa because they were too drunk" natatawang sabi ni Sorn.
Si Lisa? Hindi niya lang alam kung anong ginawa ng pinsan niya. Kung malalaman lang ay siguradong magagalit na naman ito kay Lisa.
"Oh" yun lang nasabi niya.
"Come on, let's eat breakfast. Everyone's in the dining room already."
Sinama siya ni Sorn sa dining area at pagkapasok palang dun ay nagtagpo agad ang kanilang mga paningin. Guilt is evident in Lisa's eyes pero pinili niya nalang magiwas ng tingin.
Kung pwede nga lang ay ayaw niya pang makita si Lisa. Para kasi siyang nasasakal kapag magkalapit sila. It's reminding her of the mistake they made again.
Buti nalang hindi sila magkatabi ni Lisa. Si Sorn kasi ang katabi niya at sa isang side naman ay si Liam.
Nagsimula na silang kumain. Kahit walang gana ay napilitan nalang si Jennie na kumain kasi baka pagsalitaan na naman siya ng masama ng mom ni Lisa.
In any way na posible, ayaw niyang mapansin siya ng ina ni Lisa. She's just so done with the woman saying ill things about her.