"y/n i'm bored.i can't study this shit anymore"jungkook whined for the nth time.
"it's not even been an hour you started this, you've hardly finished 2 questions and both are wrong,get uppp koo."i screeched pulling him by his hand who was now lying on the bed.
"noo,let me sleep,you know you can also join me."he smirked wiggling his eyebrows
"haha,yeaa, i hear your ass yelling for a kick."i innocently smiled.
"tsk,tsk, you are no fun."he pouted looking away.
"yea, yea, MR.fun guy, now get up."i said rolling my eyes.
"no,you come"he said pulling me into his embrace.i lied down next to him giving up,placing my head on his chest while he played with my hair.god it was relaxing.
"so?,"he asked. "so.?"i replied
"so?"the guy sounded "so?"she replied again looking at him.
"so, what do you do except for studying and sleeping?" "are you serious?,that question out of everything?"he nudged still playing with my hair, his voice vibrated in one ear when he spoke.i pushed my hand around his waist,tightly tugging on him,looking at his eyes, i whispered "other than sleeping and studying,i think about my love all day,dreaming about him." i winked
"why dream when i'm right next to you?"he smirked.i rolled my eyes
"god, you suck at flirting koo,yak, and if you smirk again i'll kick you and your ugly ass smirk out of the universe."
"kick me and i'll kiss you" he bent towards my face his breath reaching my lips.
"oh, kiss me and you'll never see the light of the day."
"yea,i'm okay with nights too,they say it's more pleasurable when it's night time." he seductively dragged his index softly down my back sending chills and sparks down my spine and resting his palm on my hips.FUCK
"do you see where my leg is right now, if i just drag it up harshly you would never see 'that'night time either."i smirked widely,but bought down when i saw him smirk back, damn he was handsome.we were still 2 inches away from each other, his mint breath filling me up.
"if you kick me there, then it's your loss you can't have any kids in future."i raised my brow.i was hot by now, all i wanted was to kiss the heck out of those luscious lips. not giving up i started
"well,i'll fuck someone else,it's not like you are the only man,and however you are ugly bish."i countered
oh,well,well ask who fucked up real bad,yes exactly ME!, he was mad,tongue poking his cheek making a bump,his eyes, i don't know they were no more playful, was he hurt? but why would he be? is it because i called him ugly? but i have called him many times and there is no way he'd be serious about that, damn i should control my mouth. he was no more holding me, he had slid out the bed,pulling on his jacket
"koo,what happened, where are you going?"i asked instantly standing in-front of him,blocking his way.
"i have to be at the court now,you know practice."he said not looking at me once trying to pass me.i held his hand
"jungkook-ah it's still 2,and it's so hot outside,and we haven't even completed what we had planned to finish with the syllabus."i said pointing at the books"stay back, i'll cook your favorite ramen with cheese,what say?" i said now jumping smiling, trying to make him smile.
"it's okay , you eat, i have no mood to study,i'll finish it before i go to bed, now leave me,i need to go."
"koo, but your practice is at 6 and it's not even near that,why are you mad all of a sudden?"i whined,he strolled past me jogging down the stairs to the door,i pulled him back again clasping his hand tight in both my hand,i looked at him pleading,he sighed
"y/n leave me, i really need to go, i'll come later,if you need anything"he said calm. closing his eyes, he still looked mad.
"why would you go now, it's not like you have your practice now neith-"
"are you really that oblivious to the situation right now y/n? or are you acting like one?do you even understand why i am always here with you,i have better things to do,than these shits, so please just leave me." he slightly yelled and walked out harshly banging the door close. i stood their silent staring at the door, what did he mean? was all the thought in my head.i heard his car drive away. i sat down at my place not knowing how to feel.
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"just go and talk to her lia, i guess she is alone now, and god knows what will be going on in her head."his voice erupting from the speaker of my phone.
"but,koo why would you yell at her in the first place and then ask me to go?tell me what happened first and then i'll decide." i said while mixing the batter of the choco-chip cookie, he sighed,i could here honking sounds through the phone.
"ahh,i- umm,you know, i don't know,like she,how do--"
"oh,MR.Romeo speak in a way i can understand, did she irritate you or did she find herself a new guy or does she want to get bACK TO HER EX?" i asked one by one. SLIGHTLY yelled at the last
"what the heck, why would she want to get back to that bastard,NO,none of that" he sighed again, i could sense him pulling his hair strands by now, he was frustrated"we were just speaking casually and in some context she said that she would fuck someone else,i kind off-- i know it was not even a big fact to be upset about, but i just--i don't know i'm loosing my hopes now, like is she seriously oblivious about me?or does she not like me at all? what should i even do?"he sighed sadly
"jungkook-ah, relax, she has just been through a lot of stuff lately, you know her much better than anybody else, you've been with her,it's not even been a week her ex came onto her, she's really a sensitive person, even though she acts tough,give her some time, i can totally understand your frustration, you want to be with her but think about her for once, she's not in a position to form or get into a new relation,she admires you like a best-friend, i'm sure there's more than that but she needs time to understand her feelings, to top this we have got our exams too, you know how keen she is to maintain her marks to get into her dream company, let's not stress her out." i took a deep breath continuing
"look,i've known her for longer time than you, she took almost half an year to just be comfortable with me and talk open heart, but look at you and her,she's already comfortable with you,i could say overly-comfortable cause she doesn't like a single touch from anyone,not even mine, but she tends to be more secured with you, i've seen her hug you more,hold your hands everywhere she goes,you should be happy that she feels safe around you,and trust more things with you than anyone else.you know this better than anyone right?" i stopped he muttered a small "yes"
"stop smiling like an idiot now." he chuckled
"koo,she's the open book,she shows everyone how much she likes you but is just afraid to accept it, you just have to gain her trust and make her believe in you,it's okay for her to think that every guy is same and i bet it's tough but it's better if you give her time.don't confuse her even more, just stay with her."
"i'll go to her today, don't worry,that bitch has not even called me since you are hanging out with her.god i hate you for taking away my best friend."
"whatever,you took away my best friend,so we are even now, where is your ugly boyfriend?"he asked little relieved.
"you are ugly bitch, not my boyfriend, he is playing games,i'm cooking some cookies for him, kookie,you want some?"i teased
"god,how many times will i hear useless people calling my face ugly? you should seriously get your eyes checked,and you think i give two fucks about your tasteless cookies?"
"yahh, don't forget i'm going to y/n's, i can ruin your life."
"threats huh?she believes me more than you,get your ass off the list of her best-friends,you are not anymore."
"well you are accepting that you'll be friend zoned your whole life,poor you jungkook." i smirked
"fuck you lia,i'm going now bye,call me when you come back from her's, bye and send me those cookies."
"yea, whatever,bye."i rolled my eyes,smiling.
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i heard the door bell ring aggressively, jumping and running down anticipating the person in my mind, i was disappointed when i saw two bodies yell holding plastic bags, i just nodded asking them to come in.
"well, someone doesn't seem happy to see us here."jimin said pouting
"yeaa, she must have been waiting for someone else,what a waste of these DOUBLE CHEESED PIZZA WITH MIXED TOPPINGS, we should just go jimin" lia yelled the pizza part exaggerating it making me jump happily, pizzas were my favorite and she knew it, before they could remote back i had pulled the box out of her hand jumping towards my couch
"woahh, wooooowwwww, that looks so goooooooddddd," i yelled opening the box
"i'm so offended, the person who bought the pizzas is not even invited in."lia sang dramatically
"yeaa, even the delivery boy brings pizzas for me, i can't invite him inside to have fun with me." i gave a 'duh' look, jimin chuckled and i received a pillow slap on my head.
"fuck you, that was hard, i'm letting you go just because you bought me my pizza"i said taking a bite. jimin was seated beside me.
"yea whatever, just accept that you are not strong as i'm." she paused waiting for a reply, when she didn't hear anything she sighed "is my usual here?"yelled again breaking my concentration from the pizza.
"yeaa, i bought new one's today, check the refrigerator,and i have bought a new beer bottle for you, try that out.offer jimin some."i said pointing towards the kitchen "bring him something too, he's acting all shy,for fuck's sake."
"yahh, i'm not acting, i'm just keeping quite cause you both are yelling at each other."i didn't reply as i concentrated on my pizza.i played the TV, while the other two sat beside me drinking their beer and munching on pizza.fifteen minutes to the peaceful time at my place,we started,
"leave that's mine" i growled slowly, pulling the last slice towards me,her hand still on the other end.
"no,leave it's mine, you've had enough and i bought the pizza"she slicked glaring at me intently.
"you bought that for me,now you can't take that away from me."i slightly yelled pissed, looking at the pizza tearing in the middle because of the tension.
"guys, just share it, you eat half and give her the other."jimin meddled up in between to stop the fight
"SHUT UP" we both yelled at him at the same time. he stumbled back holding his heart
"god, calm down women,you do whatever you want,just don't kill each other,i don't want to Be pulled up for a murder case."jimin said taking his seat back beside me,but my back was facing him as i had turned towards lia.
"oh,JUNGKOOK" lia yelled looking at the door, i instantly flipped away from her looking towards the door, fuck i lost to her, the pizza slice was long gone and there was no person standing near the door, turning back i saw her gulp down the whole pizza. i was mad
"woah, did you see that, her face lit up as soon as you mentioned him, oh my god how desperate." jimin smirked
"oh shut up,i'm not"i hit him with the pillow
"then why would you turn around instantly and why would your face lit up like that?"he asked i choked on my drink.
"umm, that's cause he's mad at me and not picking up my calls neither replying to my texts." i said sounding sad.
"why what'd you do?" questioned lia,i explained everything to them
"woah, you fucked up, didn't you?" jimin said
"what, why'd you tell that?what did i do? i just called him ugly, as i do always."i shrugged.
"you seriously think he's mad because you called him ugly? god y/n you should work on your brain more to make it intelligent." he mocked.i glared
"he's mad at you cause you said you would fuck with someone else."lia entered the conversation
"what the heck,why would he?" i chuckle laughed, they both didn't seem to agree as they kept silent staring at me, i feel like i'm in a serious crime investigation now
"are you seriously unaware of his feelings y/n?"jimin asked
"jimin not now" lia stopped him,he looked at her and then stared at me for a moment then shook his head getting up.strolling towards the door
"what, what is it, why is everyone telling me that i don't know anything and oblivious about him?"i stood in front of him blocking his way. HOW MANY WAYS AM I GONNA BLOCK ?
"because you are y/n, everyone can see through you both, especially him."he inhaled dragging his hands through his hair and continued holding my hands "he likes you y/n" he softened his tone.
what no way, NO Y/N they are just playing, that can't be true, you don't deserve love, he can't like me, we will ruin our friendship, my ex turned bad because of me,he blames me for everything, what if jungkook blames me too, what if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore, what if i get alone again.my hands were wet, i was sweating badly,my mind was all over going crazy, i was happy to hear he likes me, i do too, what no,i mean yea but no right, ahh fuck. i looked up at jimin who was still collecting all my expressions.
"no way jimin, you are just lying,that's no-no-no way, not at all tr-true." i stuttered bad,my eyes travelling to all places on the floor, he smirked loud as if he was mocking me,rolling his eyes when i looked up at him,nodding his head in disappointment,he left the house while lia just hugged me for a brief minute and ran behind the man yelling his name. i was left alone here again for the second time,i sat near the door again thinking all through.
after good fifteen minutes i pulled myself up from the ground locking the door, i strolled to my bed ,wanting to escape everything and sleep it was still 8.30 p.m,but i could care less.
"fuck you jeon jungkook" i mumbled pulling sheets over me turning to my right switching off the lights.
"10.30 pm, place your finger here to unlock" i read on the screen for the 12th time now, i scrolled through Instagram for an hour,then played a stupid game, texted jungkook but still no reply.sighing i opened an app typed few things and closed my phone.it dinged making the screen beam with light. opening and closing again, i sat sighing,bringing my hair to a knot.
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"hey jeon,what are you doing here,this late?"
"oh,hii maria,umm, i was just strolling around,just bored."
"uh-oh, mind if i join you?"she raised her bow.
"no, actually i would like it,i'm all alone too."i smiled "by the way are you going somewhere?"i asked
"uh,no actually i had to meet with my ex,he kind of was troubling me so,yeah i wanted to make few things clear with him."she said smiling slightly embarrassed.
"oh,that's-,are you fine? did you guys get back or something?"i asked and i swear i wanted to slap myself now for asking that stupid question.
"ha-ha,no, he ditched me back then for someone else,and wanted to get back now cause she ditched him,he thought i was an easy catch again,but i knew i had to clear stuffs one day or the other and today was certainly the day." she finished looking down
"umm, i'm sorry about that."i said not knowing what to talk
"nah,i'm good, i feel much better after bashing out at him."she said whacking her hand from left to right."i smiled at her cuteness.
"well,how's everything for the upcoming tournament?" she asked
"so far so good..oh, is the cheering team joining again?"mentally praying for them to not to come.
"oh, why very impatient to meet the school popular girl?"she said wiggling her brows teasing me.
"what,no,HA-HA,i'm praying for them to not come to tell the truth."
"woah,that's rude."she said acting offended, shit,why is it so tough to talk to girls.
"ha-ha, don't worry i was just kidding, i know you don't like her,whole college knows for a fact."she said slightly laughing.
"yea,umm"i nodded scratching my nape.
"well,then let's meet again jungkook,i need to go now."she said coming in for a hug which i returned back.
turning back i strolled through the cold night.
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stay safe and happy:)