Chapter 6
Letters To The Pack
Tess' p.o.v
Stell went to her room to pack when we got back and I decided to write one more letter, this one was too the pack.
Dear Pack..............................................
I have left. I do not want you to look for me, even though you probably won't. I am fed up with you all. I hated it here and now I have finally left. Thank the moon godess,! I won't have to deal with all your fucking idioticness anymore.
If you look for me you won't be able to find me. I know how to hide my scent so your wolves won't even be able to find me. Even if you get the best trackers on the earth you won't find me
But then why would you I'm Tess the one everyone hates and picks on, so you'll probably throw a party in celebration.
What I don't understand is why???
Why did you all turn your backs on me? Why did you all start being an ass to me? I didn't do anything to any of you.
It's like one day someone flippped a switch and the real you came out. I want to know why you started hitting me? Beating me? Bullying me at school? I also want you to know that this is your faults! The only people I actually liked was Casey and my family.
As for all the other teens you all can go die. The elders didn't know for they would be repulsed be all of you if they did.
And as for Colin... yes I didn't forget you MATE. That is the thing that made me snap. I couldn't bear to see you shoving your tounge down some whore's throat!
Not only did you break my heart but you also broke my wolf's heart too. Oh and I Lutessa Fauora Bradon accept your Colin Blake Parks rejection.
And Dax I know if you could have prevented it I know you would've. But it was out of your hands so please don't fret maybe we will meet in another life. I'm truly sorry that you got Colin as your human side I will always love you. After all you are my other half... No?
Goodbye Dax I love you
Lutessa Branden and Pluto. I don't love you. Die, please.
After my wolf finished writing a note for Dax I put the note in an envelope and tacked it the the alpha's desk. I walked down stairs and saw Stell sitting on the couch in a t-shrit and some sweats, I looked at her quizicaly and she stood up."I never like wearing all those whorish outfits," She grimaced "I actually prefer some sweats" she smiled "well good! Because if I catch you wearing them you won't have any clothes to wear at all." She smiled and grabbed her bags
"Hey I was thinking we could drive your car to Colorado instead of flying or whatever" Stell said after closing the door "hmm that is a wonderful idea!" I chirped happy that I can keep my car.
I walked to the trunk and put my bags down. Stella walked to the front and looked at me "what?" she was looking at like I had three heads. "Um where do I put my stuff?" she asked "in the trunk with my stuff" I said walking over to the driver side of the car.
"So...you sure about this?" Stell asked when she got in the car "sure about what?" I turned to her "about this," she said pointing to the stuff in the back and her "you know leaving?" "yup... never been surer of anything in my life" I said as I was backing up and driving away and not daring to look back because I knew I'd wind up crying.
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About five hours into the drive we were in Illinois, Stella was asleep and the radio was playing the only station it picked up. The car started sputtering and the shut off I looked down at the fuel gage and then cursed. How in the hell did I forget to gas up?
"What happened?" Stell asked rubbing her eyes "I forgot to get gas" I said opening the door heading to the trunk. Once there I popped it open and grabbed the gas can I had in there and shook it "thank god!" I sighed in relief "there is enough to make to the gas station I saw a few miles back" I told Stell as she walked from the front.
"Okay. hey do want me to drive for a bit you know so you could rest a little?" Stell persuaded "sure why not" I finished putting the gas in the tank dropped the bottle back in the trunk closed it and went to the passenger side.
"Okay it was just a little bit back that way" I said as we came to a fork in the road trying to remember wich way we came. I pointed to the left "I'm pretty sure it was that way" I nodded agreeing with myself. Stell shrugged and turned down the road.
We drove for a bit and came to a dead end that was when the decided it was gonna shut off and it did. "Motherfucker!" Stell yelled hitting the steering wheel.
She rubbed her face and pulled in some weird ways then pointed a finger at me "next time 'I'm pretty sure' ain't gonna cut it" she used finger quotes around I'm pretty sure then got out and started walking down the road. I got out and chased after her "Stell where are you going?" I asked pleading with her to stop "to go find a fucking gas station!" I nodded and followed after her.
After walking for about fourty-five minutes and getting no where Stell stopped and sat down muttering to herself. "Listen Tess I'm sorry I went off on you like that it's just...." she sighed "I'm pregnant" now that got my attention "what... I mean when?!" I asked because honestly if she said with Colin I think that would be the end of it... and that I would probably die of sadness.
"Well what I didn't tell you when we were in the woods is before I called Colin me and my mate well..." she said her bright pink "awe! wait so when did you find out?" curiosity spiked my brain. "About a week ag-" she began but I cut her off "shut up" I whispered "what? what do you mean shut up" she asked angrily "I mean shhh! Listen!" I whispered again she frowned but shut up. I heard some crinkling of leaves and some hushed voices.
"Stella come here." I said wearily she came over and I whispered "we are in someone's territory. There for we are tresspassers and they could kill us for that." I said creepily calm Stell on the other hand was not calm her eyes went wide and she looked like she was about to pass out. *How in the hell is this girl a pack fighter* my wolf questioned *meh hell if I know* "calm down you're a fighter remember,?" she nodded her head and took a deep breath "and what is the worst thing you could do in a battle situation?"
"um be unprepared and ner.nervous?" she said but it sounded more like a question "exactly. So calm down think straight and for god sakes put your guard up" I told her "oh yeah o-okay" she stuttered but she did as I asked.
Not even a minute later were surounded by wolves and they weren't just any wolves no they were huge wolves. Huge scary looking wolves all looking at us like they wanted to rip us limb from limb. The wolves parted and a man walked out from the woods. He was about 6'4 had redish brown hair tan skin and piercing black eyes. Not dark brown no black like the night.
"This is forest moon territory you have trespassed on." his gruff deep voice said "We were not awhere that there was a pack on these lands. We ran out of gas and got lost driving down these roads." I wondered where that voice came from and then I realised it came from me.
"I am the alpha of this pack. And I believe that I did not ask you to speak." now that just pissdd me off "excuse me sir. But I do beleive that you are not my alpha in fact my alpha would be very pissed to know that someone treated me like this" I said through gritted teeth "shut up" Stell whispered to me "no" I whispered back "is that so," the alpha said "and who is your alpha?" the alpha walked over by us "Alpha of the Gray moon pack... Colin" I said because hey I would rather be sent back to that pack then die.
The Alpha scoffed "him that is your Alpha he just took the title a few days ago the boy doesn't even know how to run a pack let alone be an alpha" he just kept chipping away at my cool calm and collected facade. Colin may be a horrible mate and a dick and a player but I know that he has been training to be Alpha since he shifted.
"And what about you sweet heart," the Alpha said to Stell but paused when I moved in front of her. He growled and pushed me out of the way. "As I was saying before," he shot me daggers "what about you would your alpha be pissed off to know I was treating you like this" he said and proceeded to grab Stell's ass.
That broke me I started to shake like visibly shake then I started growling madly. My wolf took over, shifted and attacked the alpha.
I blacked out after that because you see when your wolf takes over you don't know what's going on you get pushed into the darkest corner of your mind and are left to "enjoy" the ride only to take control when your wolf allows you.... for me and my wolf it's about a hour at the most two.
A/N sorry it took so long to upload I just couldn't type anything! I scrapped this chapter twice, deleted half of it and changed it once. So yeah I was having a hard time.
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