Trigger Warning :Cutting:Beating:Cussing: downgrading: Su^cide mentions
Alright so this is a rap-
very downgrading
Your so dumb
All you can feel is numb
You let things get you down
But you still stick around when all your buddies are in town
Ur useless
Placing bets that u know your not going to win
A fuck up
The worse of any pair of twins
Watch ur friend bring a knife to there wrist
But there's a twist
They did it in front for you on purpose
Making you feel so worthless
But I do suppose all there attemps are your fault.
Like all the other people around you.
You weren't good enough to let them think for a moment there's someone who will break down.
Cry every fucking night
But who cares
You shouldn't be existing
But you have nothing better to do then waist air, eat, bring yourself down as a small treat.
Wish to just get beat.
No more mentally but physically.
I come to like the pain I bring myself.
It can show you that ur still alive, sadley enough.
Sit down, grab a knife. Dissapoint the birth giver and the bitch that calls you there child.
Take another sip. Another hit.
And just pass the time as you sit on your ass.
...
I'm yelling at myself. Looking in a mirror. Funny, ain't it?
most definitely not complete: multiple ideas in one? I'll figure it out later