(TW) Life is Really A Flower Garden (11)

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what if- just like a garden when a gardener says "just cut the dead flowers, they'll grow back pretty like the rest of em" people who sort of 'die inside' and break or become broken- cut themselves so theyll be closer to becoming pretty- the more they break themselves (like in death- when someoen dies- they sort of get cut from existence) the more our gardener sees and cuts us away so another beautiful flower can grow in our place-

im breaking-
faking
aching
shaking
knife in hand - i stand
hopeing a few more cuts will get-
the attention- of our gardender

to cut me out of this world-

so someone more beautiful, amazing, overly crazy and kind
can take my place-
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life is overbearing
i somehow keep overshareing

over shareing the shit that should go down in a drain and only should have to stain
my heart

i keep chasing
never really bracing
For an impact anymore-
because all i can say-

is
why do i stay
if im the broken flower of the bunch
cant the damn gardener take a little hunch

im cutting off my petals so i stand out-
all my colors are faded
do i need to shout?

LYRICS I COME UP WITH BUT NEVER FINISH Onde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora