I'm doing this because
I miss Tomomi and i've
been binge watching MHA
back to back, up to the latest
episode so I don't want to delay
things for too long....
also, yes, Tomomi is going
to be abducted again. But this
time, she'll be very much over
it.
when Shiggy had her, she was
weak with poison and emotions
this time, she's really going
to mainly be worried about
Eri and getting her away from
Overhaul.
also the reason will be
different as to why Overhaul
wants her.
it has a lot to do with Akira's
father. but don't worry, Akira
is still a good guy. he's just very
clueless to everything.
this is going to be a shortish
chapter. just to let you know.
don't forget to not be a ghost reader
and happy reading!
( The following is told in Dabi's point of view )
The worst and best thing that anyone has ever told me came from the words of my own little sister. She told me, "I'm going to be just like you, nii-chan."
And for a kid with a self esteem lower than hell and a mental state worse than any loony patient, that was the best compliment and worst thing to ever say to me. Because even then.....I never wanted her to be like me.
She was nothing like me. Which was what I kept telling myself. I still do, now....
Tomomi isn't like me. She can never be like me.
She could never have the amount of blood on her as I have on me. Maybe I deluded myself into thinking we have an understanding. Or it could be because I was desperate for something to keep me going, she was the first thing that I saw and decided to take advantage of the smiles she wore.
Am I evil for leaving her? Yeah....I am.....
But it wasn't the most evil thing I did to her. And I've done a lot to her.
Kurayami was right. I've only ever harmed her instead of protecting her like I promised her. But it made it a lot easier to distance myself from her.
She was a weakness. She was my weakness. And I had to eliminate my weakness in order to go through what I planned for Enji Todoroki.
Was the right thing to do?
I don't know.......But I do know that leaving her again wasn't the cruelest thing I've ever did. In order for some to understand what I mean, I'll have to tell you the story.
I was the oldest in the Todoroki family. Don't get me wrong, it wasn't bad in the beginning for me. My mother loved me and my father saw value in me. I was happy. I was excited to have other silbings, even. At some point, I loved my siblings and family. But all of that changed the day my mother and Enji came home with two babies. One wrapped in a dark blue blanket and one wrapped in a light blue blanket.
Shoto and Tomomi. Their presence hit like a freight train for me. I couldn't wait to play with them, take care of them and love them. And for a long while, that's what I did.
That is......before they got their quirks.
And that bastard decided to look for a younger model to be his pride and joy while I was treated like the scum of the earth. I became a ghost to Enji after Shoto got his quirk. All of us did.
We were like the air. We were there but invisible to a man who only ever acknowleged us whenever he wanted to tell us how incompetent we are.
Fuyumi and Natsuo were basically useless to him while I was the son who was so desperate to please his father that I would hurt myself in order to prove my wortth to him. I wanted to have his attention. I wanted his approval. But all I got was bad treatment and mental issues.
And it was all their fault. The twins were at fault for what I was going through. Mostly Shoto. He was the reason I was seen as nothing to our fuck up of a father.
I was angry. I was hurt. So I tried to do the unthinkable. I tried to kill them. Because I believed that if they were gone, it would make him feel what I have been feeling this entire time.
If his precious twins were gone, I would have his love again. I would have his approval. And as fucked up as it sounds.....In the beginning, I hated the sight of Tomomi. She reminded me of all the things I used to be. Who Touya was.
But no matter how angry I was at her......That hate disappeared the night I tried to kill her. I don't know why but....
Angry and full of hate, Touya crept through the hallway late night. Barely walking past his parent's room without making a sound. He was seething. He was crying angry tears as he made his way to his little sister's room.
If Enji loved those twins so much, let's see how he likes it when he takes away the only thing that gave him pride and joy. Let's see how he feels when Touya takes away his precious "twins"
Starting with Tomomi.
Touya walked over to his sister's room, slid the door open and was immediately met with a big gust of icy air. His hair flew back a little as he held onto the door to stop himself from falling. It shocked him. Once the cold air was gone, Touya looked into her room.
Almost everything was frozen. Her walls had frostbites all over it. The ceiling had huge icicles hanging above the entire room, but her bed was the only thing untouched by the ice.
Snowflakes were suspended in the air, frozen in time. A sight that shocked young Touya to the core.
He slowly entered her room and looked around the place. Did she do all of this? Dumb question because she's the only one using the room. He knew she developed her quirk way too early in life but he had no idea it was to this extent.
"Woah..." He sighed out, a cloud of cold breath exscaped his lips. "....How intriguing."
Suddenly, he heard sobbing. Like.....light and small sobbing.
He turned his head and saw his baby sister awake, sitting upright in her bed. She was crying in her tiny hands as her hands were rapidly. She looked like she was trying to stop it but she couldn't. Ice was slowly creeping down her hands and wrists.
Touya realized the more she cried, the colder the room got. Meaning, she was controling the temperature with her emotions.
He never anticipated on her to be awake. He hoped she was asleep so that this would be way easier. But she was crying in her arms as she didn't know what to do to stop the freezing.
Touya contemplated on just leaving her but as he was about to leave, something stopped him from turning around. Maybe it was her cries or whatever. But whatever it was, it made him stay put.
Seeing no choice, he quickly made his way over to her. "Hey, Hey!" Touya whispered a little, quickly sitting on her bed. What on earth was he doing? He was supposed to kill her and here he was.....attempting to comfort her. He was supposed to hate her.
He had hate for her. But.....now, that hate was dying a little in his chest as he pulled her into his lap, warming his body to melt the ice on her hands.
Little Tomomi snuggled into his hold as her crying was muffled by his shoulder. She had no idea that he was there to kill her. All she knew was that her big brother was comforting her for the first time ever.
"Shhh~ It's okay." Touya cooed, holding her in his arms. "It's okay. You'll be okay, Toto."
Tomomi sniffled, raising her head to look at him. "Big brother?" She sobbed out, holding up her semi frozen hands. "I-I don't know how to-"
"It's okay, here." He said, gently grabbing her hands and warming her hands in his. The ice disappeared from her skin. "See? its going to be okay. I promise."
Tomomi looked at her hands, blinking for a second. He made the ice go away. She had a terrible nightmare before he got there and it scared her so bad, she froze her room and her hands. And she didn't know how to make it stop.
But he saved her. He really helped her. It made Tomomi look at him like a hero. He protected her from the monsters in her dreams.
Touya fought back a small grin as he tried to keep a straight face but his defenses were disappearing. The hate in his soul he let boil for a while, simmered down once she looked into his eyes. It was like something told him 'What the hell were you thinking?! How could you kill her?!'
Tomomi had an effect on him and it was quite evident.
"I...." He started, shaking himself from his deep thoughts. "I....I promise....I will take away the pain if you ever need me to, okay?"
Tomomi nodded, wiping her tears away with her tiny fist. "P-Pinky promise?" She asked, holding up her tiny pinky finger.
For a second, Touya was about to not do it. But the look in her eyes made him rethink that.
Reluctantly, Touya wrapped his bandaged pinky around hers and grinned just a bit. "I pinky promise, Toto....I'll protect you from the monsters."
I guess you could say, I saw myself in her. She was just like me in that moment. Weak, scared and fragile. So I did what no one else would do for me. I stayed and I promised her that everything was going to be okay.
I must have broken that promise so many times.
I hated myself. I still do, kind of. I hated that I couldn't take her with me. I hated how much Enji hurt her and our family. I hated how much I used to hate my own baby sister.
But most of all.....I hated how no matter what....no matter how long it's been.....I could never hate her.
I couldn't just push her away like the others. I couldn't harm her, I couldn't bare to see her harmed eventhough it's my fault she's been hurt and humiliated. And because of that, I hated myself even more.
But what kept me going was anger. Hate. Vengence. And I was determined to take it all out on Enji.
Tomomi made her choice in staying with the false heroes. And I made mine when I abandoned her again. But even then.....I was determined to make her see that the age of heroes has to end.
I was determined to make her see just how much she is like me. She is me. I know it. I hate it and I want to deny it even more. But she is me. She just needed to see that, herself.
Tomomi.......I guess I was in denial all of this time.....You are me.....You are powerful like me. You are deadly like me.....You can be me even more if you would wake up.....
And I know exactly how I can make you see that.....I know how to make you see.....You belong with us and not them.....
But I want you to forgive me.....Maybe not now.....I'd be long dead before you forgive me but even if I am 6 feet under and on my way to hell.....I want you to know that your big brother loves you....always.
Which is why I have to do this.....
I'm sorry, Tomomi
.......
well......uh....
don't mind me. just
setting up future events.
like the war arc and beyond that.
You think Tomomi is already
mentally unstable now.....wait
until we get to the Liberal War Arc
( I handwritten that arc already and....
it's gonna hurt way more than the
camp arc. )
I'm sorry and i hope you all
can forgive me.
dont' forget to comment and vote.
love you and stay safe!