Cigarettes & Songs | h.s

By felicityluvsharry

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"one day i'll come into your world and make it right." After Harry leaves without notice or saying goodbye, O... More

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here we gooooooooooo

when you see the * press the video !! heh im so excited

I sit on his lap as the record clicks, the smooth sounds of the bass playing before I hear Harry's voice through the headphones. I see him from my peripheral vision, Adam's apple bobbing in his throat as he fiddles with his fingers.

"Now, the demo isn't all too that polished yet, so for now we've got an acoustic of it, but once it's all done there gonna be some bass in here that's fuckin' cool!" he beams and I smile at him, nodding.

*

I grab his hand and squeeze it, earning a soft smile from him as I listen to the lyrics.

You don't understand, you don't
understand
What you do to me when
you hold his hand
We were meant to be
but a twist of fate
Made it so you had to walk away

'Cause we're on fire
We are on fire
We're on fire now
Yeah, we're on fire
We are on fire
We're on fire now

I tap my foot to the beat, cheeks hurting as my lips stay curled up in a bright smile.

"Listen to this part," he mutters out, squeezing my hand three times as his face shies away from mine. The rasp in his voice was evident, making my head swirl with not so innocent thoughts.

I squeeze my legs together as best as could without him noticing, and of course, I failed. He glances at me for a second with a sly smirk as I swallow.

"I love you too," I whisper into his ear, planting a kiss on his cheek and trying to distract what just happened as the chorus begins to play.

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep

I just want it to be you and I forever
I know you wanna leave
So c'mon baby be with me
So happily

I look up at him to see him already staring right at me, a wave of emotions crashing down onto me as I figure out what to say to him, my mouth parts slightly ad I try to speak but no words come out.

It's four a.m. and I know
that you're with him
I wonder if he knows
that I touched your skin
And if he feels my traces in your hair
Sorry, love, but I don't really care

'Cause we're on fire
We are on fire
We're on fire now
Yeah, we're on fire
We are on fire
We're on fire now

I'm entranced by the rest of the guys' voices, the way they all mix beautifully, and with each of their bits that make them unique. Zayn's high notes, the rasp in Liam's, Niall's solos (though I did frown at the fact that he had so little), and the way Louis sang with such passion.

They all worked together so well, I could never imagine them apart.

He nudges my nose, snapping me out of my thoughts and I smile at him widely. My mind is swimming as I try to process this whole situation we're in now, and how months ago I was just his childhood friend, that sort- of hated him for leaving me.

How could some of the best moments of my life all come from one person? In that short of an amount of time? Harry had seemingly wormed his way back into my life and changed it completely, and I honestly wouldn't know what I'd do without him, or who id be without him.

I really adored him, and I hoped he knew that.

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep
I just want it to be you and I forever

I know you wanna leave

So c'mon baby be with me
So happily
So happily

One, two, three, four!
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
We're on fire now
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
We're on fire now (we're on fire)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
We're on fire now

"Pay attention to the song," he teased.

"Okay, okay, yeah. Jeez," I giggle at him, leaning in and trying to connect our lips together but he stops me, pulling his neck back (looking absolutely ridiculous doing so) and shaking his head.

"Nope, pay attention to the song." He says and I groan.

"C'mon! This is the perfect moment to kiss to, it's like every YA romance novel, and this is the part where the main characters kiss," I pout at him. "Please?"

"Fuck me, you're so cliche." He smiles, "But absolutely not, listen to the song. You'll get all the kisses you want after," he gives me a pointed look and I roll my eyes at him playfully.

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep
I just want it to be you and I forever
I know you wanna leave
So c'mon baby be with me
So happily

I don't care what people say when we're together
You know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep
I just want it to be you and I forever
I know you wanna leave
So c'mon baby be with me

So happily

As the song comes to a close I stare at him, taking this moment in. His eyes are closed, bobbing his head slightly and I could cry from genuine happiness and adoration as I snap a photo in my mind, hanging it up in a mental gallery of him and I.

Fuck my core memories, I just want him.

Silence fills the room as Harry's eyes open and I stare at him for a moment, looking into his eyes and feeling mine well up with tears. "Can I please kiss you now?"

Instead of answering him, he smiles at me, bringing his hand up to my chin and pulling my face in for a kiss. I could feel every piece of love and passion radiating off of us, and I had managed to go from sitting on his lap with my legs crossed to a full-on makeout and straddle, as my legs part on either side his thighs.

"Fuck, if only I knew I'd get that reaction out of you, I would've brought you here ages ago!" He smiles at me, catching his breath from our makeout session.

"Shut up," I giggle, cupping his cheeks and pressing my forehead up to his. "Thank you for bringing me here, and for the song, and for everything. I love you, so much." I ramble.

My favorite lopsided smile graces his features as he pulls me closer, "So I take it you liked the song?"

"I loved it, I'm gonna call it my song from now on."

"I did take inspiration from you, so it technically is yours." He smiles at me.

"Oh?" I raise a brow at him, "So do I get some revenue from this? Where's my cut?" I demand playfully, reaching my hand out in a 'gimme' kind of motion and he laughs at me, shaking his head.

"You're ridiculous, I love you." He kisses me. "Do I get a reward for having such a good song for you then?" He jokes and I look at him seriously. Silently I start to undo his belt, grabbing the buckle and his eyes go wide.

"Woah! Woah woah woah," He stops me and I groan in protest.

"Too much?" I ask in a panic, and he shakes his head.

"Cameras," He gestures to the ceiling and my eyes widened as I see three security cameras on each corner.

"Good call, wanna head out to lunch instead?" I suggest and he laughs.

"So fucking cute, I love you."

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