Introspection

By CuteKitCat

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"I can't keep everything in here forever" Welcome to my mind. In here, you'll find dozens of thoughts, mostly... More

A Little Letter
Recurrence
New Headings
All Of It
Insecurities
In Time
What is...
It
Wait
The Message
My ground
Because of You
I don't want to..
Salvaged Hope
Him #1
You, Light
My Key
Me
Purrfect
Lost
Alone
Him #2
Agone Anticipation
Let go
Remunation Overflowing Me
Shards
Separated
Evanesced
Journey
Him #3
Message to Me
Her
The Hill
Realisation
Out Of My Reach
Obstruction
Goodbye
Gone again
Don't Look Back
Chessed
Still gone
Dark
It, again
Him #4
On The Road To Inconsolable Desolation
When I close my eyes
Giving What is Taken
One
Two
Three
Four
Minus Five
Guiltily Falling
A Few More Miles to Go
Reaching The End
While Time Goes On
Desire
Belonging
Pristine
Lonely Heart
A Melancholic Ending To a Bittersweet Story
What now?
The Pit Once Again
Misty
String
Destiny
Draft's From a Vague Place
Broken
Them
Ambitions
Stepping Into Darkness
Shun
Silence
Him #5
Her #2
Well Messed Up
Irreconcilable
Lost Pieces
Distractions
You're Pushing It Now, So I'll Start Pulling
Something For You (All)
Sealing It
Time Passes
Calefaction
Used to
That's Why
What's Next?
Shift
Blind Perception
Conversations of Old
Incomprehensible
Closure
Simply Unknowing Convolution
Not Yet Unworthy
Wandering No More
Purpose
Break Down The Past Once
Hitting The Right Spots
Now That It's Gone...
Game. Over.
Lost
Straightening My Cold Shoulders
Relief
Why?
Impossibly Strong Yearnings
Time Flies
Much
I'll miss you, my "Love"...
Urge
Ephialtes
Really now?
A letter to You.
Off My Chest
Wake Up Call
I admit it.

Cutting The Wire For Now

12 3 0
By CuteKitCat

I hate this.

We know...

It just feels like I have no other choice.

We understand.

As much as I love it all, I can't handle it. I've never handled it well.

Always pushing myself down for everyone because I thought-

Don't worry dude. You'll be back.

It is time.

I know.

How can I be sure this is the right thing to do?

Because once this is over, you shall be back. You shall be a thousand times stronger and you shall not regret what you have done.

There. I've done it. Now what's step two?

Focus.

What?

The next step is to focus. What do you need?

I need it back.

No. What do you need? What do you seek?

A... clear mind... For once.

Then we will start there; focus, commitment, sheer will.

Wait... In a week?

This shall take 6 weeks, at least, so we have not much time left.

Focus. Right. How do I do that again?

Use what you love.

Plug these earbuds in deep, you're gonna need it pal!

...I'll... Try?



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