Qiu Li laughed softly, "She hates me. The day she left, she was so happy. I had never seen her smile so relaxedly. I used to treat her badly, but her temperament was soft. Even if she was reborn, she would be angry. If she sees me like this now ... would she forgive me?"
Tao Zui couldn't say a word.
They tried many times, and failed.
At the end, he smiled like a child, excited and pure, "I saw her! She is in college. She is very popular."
In turn, he was a bit lonely, "But I couldn't touch her, I had almost reached her."
It was a bit unbearable. At that time, quarter of Qiu Li's stomach got necrotic.
Later, he had a heart problem, and the pain was the same as sticking needles in it. He had to endure it every two days. However, he smiled more often.
Qiu Li looked at himself in the mirror when he was thirty-six years old.
He looked at his few white hairs in the mirror and his lips twitched, "She never waited for me."
But if he couldn't find her again, he would be old. He wasn't afraid of old age, not of death, but of him being unworthy of her.
The last time he attracted souls, Tao Zui said, "If this went unsuccessful, your body will stop working."
Qiu Li didn't change his mind.
Tao Zui said, "Even if it succeeds, you might live at most for two or three years."
Finally, he couldn't help but ask, "Is it worth it?"
For him to endure the pain like this.
The Qiu group was sold out and used to buy high-priced items that attract souls.
His body was rotten and his soul was broken.
Was it worth it?
Qiu Li didn't speak. He glanced at the picture in his hand. It was taken by him secretly that year. The girl held the flag and looked up with a brilliant smile.
He also smiled.
It was worth it. She was Nuonuo.
He was just thinking that he hadn't treated her well. He wanted to see her again. She gave him too little good memories like that night, when she was asking to go to university, she whispered in his ear. It was also the sweetest time.
The next time he attracted souls, he succeeded.
Qiu Li shivered into the rain.
In thunder, she looked up at him. Her eyes were strange and terrified.
It was raining heavily, so nobody saw it, but his cheeks had tears.
Nuonuo saw the memory with Tao Zhu. She had been crying for a long time.
Tao Zui patted her cheek to wake her up.
She opened her eyes.
It was afternoon. The sun shone in.
She cried till she choked and her hands had been shaking.
Tao Zui sighed softly and drew the curtains. In the last few minutes, she wouldn't remember him anymore. It was good. Anyone who had been loved like that would remember it for a lifetime, and maybe regret it for a lifetime.
Tao Zui wanted to close the door.
Finally, he couldn't help but pat Nuonuo's shoulders. His eyes were soft, "He loves you, so you have to be happy."
Nuonuo gradually couldn't see everything around her and her eyes weren't blurred by tears. It was the same feeling she felt when her soul was separated from her body last time.
She remembered Qiu Li's words..
She pressed her cheek to his strong cold arm.
He never hugged her again.
After going back, she wouldn't even have the qualification to remember him.
"Tao Zui." Nuonuo suddenly said, "You told me that Song Nuonuo left me a lot of luck, enough for me to live a safe life."
Tao Zui was shocked.
Nuonuo smiled softly, "I will give it to him. Even if it was a little, he would get better slowly, right?"
Tao Zui frowned: "You ... don't want to go back now?"
Nuonuo interlocked her fingers with Tao Zui.
The sun was shining all over the place like gold. The cicadas rang, and Tao Zui heard the girl's sweet voice, "I will stay with him all my life."
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Id-nim: This novel is coming to an end!
Still two Chapters to go ^^