Friday August 13 4:38pm
*play it now*
I walked out of the house and started walking down the block. I eventually got to an open field so I walked through and went into a small forest. I walked around till I found a big rock so I sat on it. I felt so overwhelmed with everything that I started to cry. I was just crying and I couldn't stop. I hate when me and alex are fighting because then I can't just go to him like I want to. I know if I give in he could take advantage of me since I always forgive him. I went on my phone and scrolled through my Snapchat memories. There was a bunch of pictures of alex and I didn't want to look at that so I scrolled further. I ended up finding pictures and videos from when I was pregnant with the first baby. Alex was kissing my stomach and talking to him while I was just laughing. I missed these moments so much and I can't get them back. Before I officially joined the gang like before the training and stuff alex would always keep me out of those stuff but now I always have to be involved and I hate that. Honestly I wanted to hug someone and I think it was a sign when alex facetimed me. I quickly wiped my tears and then answered it
*on ft*
A - y/n where are you
Y - I dont even know
A - what do you mean are you lost
Y - no
His voice was so soft and I could tell he was concerned
A - oh
Y - I'm in some forest I dont even know *shows alex*
A - well that's not safe
Y - yeah
A - are you ok
Y - mhm
A - share your location with me
Y - why
A - just do it
I shared it
A - also Diego came and picked up Bentley
Y - ok I shared my location
A - I'll be there in a bit...god damn did you drive
Y - *laughs* no
A - alright then bye
Y - bye
As soon as I hung up I started crying again. I put my head in my knees and just sat there for awhile. I heard footsteps so I looked up and there he was walking towards me. I quickly got off if the rock and ran to him. I hugged him and he hugged me
Y - *cries* alex I'm sorry I shouldn't be a bitch to you right now because I know how much you want to find out
A - baby its ok just breath
He hugged me tighter as we rocked back and forward
A - do you want to go home
Y - *shakes head*
A - ok what do you want to do
Y - I want to go to that one spot on the cliff that we took Bentley to
A - wow so specific
Y - *giggles*
He pulled back and wiped my tears but I didn't want to let him go. He kissed me on the forehead
A - come on baby girl let's go
I slowly let go of him and he picked me up by my thighs. I hugged him tight as he walked us to the truck. He sat me in and then went to his side and took off. The car ride was silent until we got to place and he put on some music
A - come here
I climbed over the arm rest and sat on his lap. I hugged him and I felt kisses on my neck. I pulled back and we looked into each others eyes until he pulled me by my neck and kissed me. We started to make out and he reclined the seat back. His hands went down to my ass and he pulled me close. I felt his hand go up to the waist part on my sweatpants and then slowly slide in. I felt him softly rub my 😽 so I moaned into the kiss. I pulled back and we looked at each other until I felt his fingers go in. I couldn't help but let out a moan
Y - fuck alex
I leaned down and started making hickies on his neck. He went faster and I couldn't focus on making hickies so I just laid my head in his neck while moaning. I ended up cUmMiNg and he took his hand out of my pants. I kissed him and we started making out again. He pulled back and then reached forward to the cup holder for a random napkin that was there. He wiped his fingers
A - sorry I didn't want to get it on you
Y - *smiles* well it already is you bitch
A - you could've told me to stop
I pulled him into a kiss again and we both laughed into it. I looked into this eyes
Y - I love you
A - I love you to
I laid my head in his neck again and his hands slid down my body. He put them in the back of my pants and played with my underwear straps
Y - can we go home so I can change
A - you have to get off of me first baby
Y - *groans*
A - *laughs*
He continued doing what he was doing and I just laid there. After a bit I got off and sat on the passengers seat so we can go. Once we got home I went and showered then changed into this⬇⬇⬇
With a high bun and no bra of course (no shoes). I skipped into Alex's room and he was playing call of duty
A - hi baby
He looked at me then back at the game and back at me
A - *smiles* god damn why are so fucking fine baby
I walked up to him and sat on his lap. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pecked me on the lips
A - im playing a game right now
Y - fine I'll just go take the test on my own
I got up and he quickly took his head set off and turned off his ps5. By the time he was done I had already ran downstairs to grab the test. He ran down the stairs after me so I ran to the bathroom and locked the door
A - baby open the door
Y - *laughs* I dont have shorts on
A - and? The fuck
Y - let me pee on the stick first and then I'll let you in
A - you act like I've never seen you naked before
Y - why do you want to be in here
A - because this moment is special
I opened the door and he was standing there
Y - bring me water
He quickly ran to the kitchen and brought me some water. I drank it all then put the cup down
Y - now we wait
A - what do you mean I thought you had to pee
Y - not yet
A - then why are we here
Y - because *mocks* this moment is special
A - *smiles*
He put his hand on my waist and kissed me so I wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled back and put all of my weight on him
A - *laughs*
He pulled me closer and held me so I hugged him. We were messing around and I was drinking a lot of water until I finally had to pee
Y - go get a cup so we can do 2 at a time
He ran and got one then came back. I peed in the cup while he opened the tests. I got up and washed my hands then we dipped the tests in the cup and put them upside down on the counter. I looked at alex and he put his forehead against mine while holding my hands
A - take deep breathes
We took deep breathes at the same time
A - are you scared
Y - *nods*
A - its ok whatever happens im still gonna be here baby nothing is gonna change
Y - I know I just really want another kid like just imagine it
A - *smiles* trust me that's all I've been doing
Just then Alex's phone started ringing and it was Kevin his assistant. We both looked at his phone
A - should I answer it
Y - yeah it could be important plus we have time
He answered and put it on speaker so I hugged him
K - ayy alex
A - yeah what's up
K - where are you
A - I'm at my house with my girl
K - cool so umm we need you here at the club
A - for what
K - I dont know there's some people that want to meet you
A - who are they
K - I think there those ones from the south
A - fuck I forgot about that uhh can you stall them for like 20 minutes maybe
K - what the fuck are you doing
A - I'm busy
K - I'll try but just so you know this could be risky for business
A - that's not important to me right now *looks at you*
K - fine bye
He hung up and put his phone down so I kissed him
Y - I guess were going to the club
A - you don't have to go if you dont want to
Y - this is the only time I can go since I'm not allowed to be there without you which I think is stupid
A - you can think whatever you want about it but I'm not changing my mind
Y - *rolls eyes*
A - I'm sorry baby girl but I dont want nothing to happen to you ok
Y - fine whatever I dont care
A - also why do you want to go there if those girls dont like you anymore
Y - because I dont know they listen to me since your the leader
He smiled and kissed me again. Its been about 6 minutes
Y - are you ready to look at them
A - yeah
I was so scared to look at them but I knew I had to do it
Y - you look at them first and then tell me what it is
A - ok
He picked up the test
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