Monday August 9 4:19pm
After about an hour of napping Bentley finally woke up and sat up. I paused the show and me and alex sat up
Y - finally Bentley are you ok
Be - *nods*
A - why were you crying earlier
His eyes started to tear again
Be - because you and mommy were yelling *sniffles* and I don't like that because the last time you and mommy broke up and didn't live in the same house
I wasn't even thinking about that. I was speechless and didn't know what to say except
Y - I'm sorry
I hugged him
A - bentley are you afraid of me and mommy breaking up again
Be - *cries* yeah
Alex hugged the both if us and we just stayed there like that. After a bit we pulled back
Y - Bentley look at me
Be - *looks up at you*
Y - me and daddy are not breaking up again I promise
A - me to because we know how to work things out now and we bettered ourselves
Y - I'm sorry if us yelling scared you but that's why we got out of the car
Be - I knew you guys were still yelling I'm not stupid
A - your right your not and that was my fault because I shouldn't be yelling like that especially not at mommy
His conversation started to make me tear up
Y - yeah *wipes tears* fuck I dont know why im crying like I swear I wasn't this much of a crybaby before now I'm like sensitive
The both laughed and continued talking but that's when I thought about it...I got more sensitive. Holy shit what if I'm pregnant
Y - ALEX WHAT IF IM PREGNANT!
They both looked at me
Be - what does that mean? *wipes tears*
Me and alex looked at each other
A - uhh she's talking about her hair but Bentley can you go find ottie please and take him to your room to look for my white shoes
Be - ok *gets off bed*
A - dont come back until you find them
Be - ok
He left and alex looked at me
A - why do you think that
Y - because you said that I got more sensitive and remember when I was pregnant with Bentley I was very sensitive like you couldn't even say shit to me or I will get upset
A - ok but that's it have you felt sick or anything
Y - you dont always get sick every time
A - are you late
Y - well I haven't started yet and I'm not supposed to till the middle of the month
A - baby we just had sex in Vegas which is to soon
Y - I know but I dont have fertility problems making it easy for me to get pregnant
A - do you want to take a test
Y - *shakes head* even if I do it will be to early to see because we did it *counts fingers* 5 days ago and we cant be sure until a week later
Alex started smiling and he kissed me. He pulled me on to his lap so I pulled back
Y - *smiles* your excited?
A - your not?
Y - no I am of course I am I want another kid with you alex but what about Bentley and the gang
A - baby I'll figure that out I promise you guys will be safe ok
Y - *nods*
A - that shit is for me to worry about not you
I hugged him and he hugged me back but gently
Y - imagine if we have another boy
A - or a girl
Y - nah nah nah I don't want another girl taking me place
A - *laughs* no one is taking your place you will always be my princesa
I put my head in his neck and kissed it a bunch if times
A - can we not tell Bentley about this until we know for sure
Y - yes please
A - ok great
He rolled over and laid me on the bed then laid on top of me. I played with his hair until Bentley came into the room
Be - daddy are you sure its in my room
A - you know what now that I think about it there probably in my closet
Be - oh *gets on bed* do you want me to get them
A - no it's ok
He crawled over to us smiling
Be - PILE ON MOMMY!
He jumped on top of Alex and both of there weight went all on me. Alex quickly got up with Bentley on his back then threw him on the bed. He started tickling Bentley which made them both laugh
A - *holds Bentleys hands* hey Bentley listen to me real quick
Be - *smiles* what
A - we need to be careful with mommy's stomach ok
Be - why
A - she has a tummy ache
Be - oh *looks at you* are you ok mommy
Y - I'm fine baby
Be - ok
They both continued fighting so I fixed myself on Alex's bed and went on my phone.
*skip to Friday August 13 12:05pm*
A - baby can we please go get the test
Y - no I'm tired
A - fine I'll go by myself
Y - your gonna leave me alone here
A - I dont want to
He laid his shirtless body on top of me
A - so come with me
Y - what about Bentley
A - he can come to
Y - *shakes head* nope I'm good we can go tomorrow
A - baby please
Y - no alex
This whole week he had been bugging me to get the test but the truth is I dont want to do it because what if its negative then we were excited for nothing. I like the feeling of alex thinking I'm pregnant because then he is so sweet and gentle with me like more then usual.
A - *whines* baby pleaseee
Y - alex...no
A - why not
Y - because then it feels like that's final either a yes or a no
A - well its better that we know now
Y - I know but I just dont want to know because right now there's still the possibility of me being pregnant but once we take that test that's it either I'm pregnant or not
A - we have to find out one way or another so let's do it now
Y - can't we just wait until I'm late because then buying a test will be a waste of money
A - yeah money that we have and I'll even pay for it if that's what this is about I'll even buy you what ever else you want baby just please
I didn't say anything instead I just stared at him
A - for me baby girl
Y - *sighs* fine
A - really
Y - yeah let's go but I have to get dressed
A - *puts shirt on* well hurry I'll get Bentley
I went to my room and changed into this⬇⬇⬇
With Alex's black Playboy slides. We got our stuff and then left in Alex's car. We got to walgreens so we got down and Bentley was on my back. We walked to the pregnancy test aisle
A - ok which one
Y - I dont know
I started twerking so that Bentley would jump up and down which made him laugh. We both started laughing
A - y/n be serious
Y - I am
A - no your not
I stopped and looked at him serious
Y - your the one that wanted to come so you pick it while me and Bentley go look at the Candy's *turns around*
A - y/n
I walked away to the other aisle
Y - daddy said we can get whatever we want so what do we want
Be - that candy *points*
Y - *grabs it* ok what else
We started grabbing stuff until we couldn't hold them anymore so we got one of those little carts you carry. We passed by alex and he was on his phone looking up stuff. Me and Bentley put toys and stuff that we found then we went to the makeup. I got some more lip glosses and stuff and we were done so we went back to alex
Y - almost done
A - ...
Y - ok fine
He looked over at our basket then back at his phone while rolling his eyes
Y - you know what fine you dont have to pay for this shit I'll just buy it myself
I started walking away but he pulled me back by my arm
A - no y/n stop I'll buy you those stuff just give me a second
Y - alex its fine I can pay for it I can also pay for these test since you wanna be mad at me
I grabbed the same brand that we got before and put it in the basket. I was about to turn around but he grabbed the basket from my hand and walked past us. We followed him to the cash register
Ca - cashier
Ca - is that all for today
A - yes ma'am
Ca - it will be $45.67
She started putting the stuff in bags while alex inserted his card. They were finished so he grabbed the bags and we walked out to the truck. I didn't want to talk to alex right now so I sat in the back with Bentley. He didn't say anything about it instead he just drive off. The whole car ride was silent so once we got home I quickly unbuckled Bentley and got him out. I took him inside and alex came behind us with the bags. I knew it would make alex mad if I didn't take the test and instead just go do something else
Y - Bentley let's go watch a movie in your room
Be - ok
He quickly ran upstairs so I followed behind him. We went up to his room and I put on sponge Bob the movie since he liked that one so much. We laid down in his bed and cuddled with each other
Alex's POV
Y/n was getting on my nerves at the store and now she is doing other things than what she should be doing. I wanted to talk to her so I went to Bentleys room but they were both asleep while the sponge Bob movie was playing. I didn't want to mess with her right now so I just let her be and went to my office.
End of POV
I woke up and another movie that I dont even know had started playing. I paused it then checked my phone and it was 3:42pm. Bentley was still asleep and I didn't want to wake him but I also didn't want to talk to alex. I decided to go downstairs and get some hot cheetos but when I got to the kitchen alex was sitting on the counter scrolling through instagram. He looked up at me
Y - I just came for chips
A - yeah and not to take the damn test
Y - alex I dont need a lecture right now just fuck off
A - I can't y/n because that could be my kid in there and if I could find out on my own trust me I would but I can't so I need you to just pee on a fucking stick
Y - its not that easy alex...I'm going on a walk Bentley is upstairs asleep
Alex's POV
She turned around and started heading towards the door. I didn't want to make her yell so I just let her go
End of POV
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