Lily
As soon as the door closed behind me, Derek's head snapped in my direction and he launched himself towards me. It took him no time to close the distance between us and he wrapped his arms around my waist as I flung mine around his neck.
"Oh my God Lily where have you been?!" Tears begin to cloud my eyesight and I take a deep breath to compose myself.
"I'm so sorry Derek. I'll explain everything I promise. Just hold me for a minute."
"I've been so worried, baby. The last I heard from you was a text that you had to go out of town unexpectedly to take care of a sick cousin. I didn't even know you had a cousin." This was news to me, someone must have gone through my phone and didn't want him to be suspicious.
"I'm sorry, my phone broke shortly after so I couldn't get ahold of you. But I'm here now." An idea forms and I decide to act on it. This may be the last time a man makes love to me and I want to take advantage of it, as well as letting Liam see what he's been putting me through.
"I've missed you so much, Lily." Derek whispers as he continues to hold me.
"Then show me." I say seductively as I take his hand and pull him towards our bedroom. He smiles at me and pulls me in for a deep kiss.
It's sensual and perfect, but no longer causes a fire in my belly or my panties to dampen. Damn mate bond. Derek pushes me on the bed and lays on top of me, his hands roaming my body like a man starved for touch. The feeling of his hands on me makes my skin crawl and feels all wrong. Is this what Liam feels every time he fucks some woman? Why even bother? The thought if Liam causes my body to stir and before I know it, I clench my eyes shut and imagine he's the one on top of me. My body instantly reacts, my pussy starts to drip my arousal and my core clenches.
Derek wastes no time getting us both naked and I open my eyes to see his curly blonde head in between my thighs.
"I've missed how you taste, baby." He murmurs before reaching out with his tongue to flick my sensitive clit. I close my eyes again and image a head of dark hair in between my thighs and bright green eyes assessing my every reaction. Thank God Derek's saliva adds to my wetness. I'm not sure how prepared I would be for him without it. His tongue dips down into me and I arch my back and cry out. He chuckles at my reaction, clearly enjoying the effect he has on me.
"That's my girl. Always so ready for me." He smiles as he climbs over my body. I smile up at him as he lines himself up at my entrance.
"I need you Derek. Fast and hard. It's been too long."
"Don't worry, my love. I'll take care of you." He murmurs as he pushes all of the way into me in one swift movement.
"Oh God yes!" I cry out as he pounds into me. I clench my eyes shut tight, trying to imagine Liam's large muscular body is the one on top of me and the deep guttural moans are coming from him.
Derek sits up on his knees and lifts my legs to push them over me slightly, giving him a generous angle. He thrusts even deeper than before and I moan with every slap of his thighs against me.
"You look so beautiful taking my cock like this, baby." He moans as his hips increase their speed. I'm getting close, but I need more. Which has never happened. Sometimes I've been embarrassed with how quickly Derek can get me to finish, but not today.
"Let me ride you, baby. Please let me ride your cock." I beg him.
"Fuck yes." He says as he flips us over.
I begin to move on top of him, moving my hands to the headboard and I thrust my hips back and forth, taking him as deep as he can go. He reaches up to rub circles on my clit and I feel my orgasm building deep in my belly. One, two, three more thrusts and I come undone around him. I'm careful not to cry out Liam's name as I imagine it's his cock spilling inside of me. Derek grabs my hips to slow my motions as he finishes his own release. I lay down over top of him and he wraps his arms around me, holding me close and kissing my head.
"Never leave like that again, Lily. Please. You scared me."
"I'm so sorry Derek. I'm so sorry."
We laid in post orgasmic bliss for what could have only been five minutes before I heard the front door crash open and heavy footsteps coming down the hall.
"What the fuck? Get behind me, Lily." Derek says as I struggle to pull on clothes.
A moment later Sam barges into our bedroom and looks from Derek to me then back again.
"Seriously Luna? Alpha is freaking the fuck out over our mind link. Who the fuck is this?"
"I'm her boyfriend. Do you know this man, Lily? Is this who you were really with all week?" My mouth drops open and I reach out for Derek. I start walking towards him where he's standing on the other side of the bed.
"No! Baby, I..." I don't get to finish because Sam punches Derek in the face, knocking him out cold.
"Sam! What are you doing?!"
"I'm sorry it's just, I can feel Alpha's anger. Plus I didn't want you revealing anything to him. We need to go. Get your shit. Your iced fucking coffee is in the car." He says with a disappointed look in my direction.
"You can't blame me for this Sam. You know what he's been putting me through." Sam sighs and nods his head.
"I know, it's just hard. Not all of my emotions are mine right now."
"Is he going to be OK?" I ask looking over at Derek's still form.
"He'll be fine. Someone is coming to keep an eye on him." I nod and gather my things as quickly as possible.
The ride back is nearly silent.
"Are you going to drink that or did you just send me on a wild goose chase?" He asks pointing to my coffee.
"It really is my favorite, I just don't have much of an appetite at the moment." I mutter back. Sam reaches over the center console to grip my hand.
"I'm sorry I lost my temper and punched him like that. He didn't deserve it." I nod.
"I understand why you did it. It's ok." He smiles at me.
"You really will be a great Luna."
Once we reach Liam's house I go straight to my bedroom. I'm putting away the things I gathered when I hear the front door slam.
"WHERE IS SHE?" Liam bellows.
"In her room, but you need to calm down, Alpha."
"Calm down? Are you fucking kidding me?"
I hear quick, heavy footsteps coming up the stairs and down the hall before he barges into my room without knocking. I'm in the closet and I can hear a slight note of panic in his voice when he calls for me.
"Lily?!" I exit the closet and keep my distance from him.
"Yes Liam?"
"Who did you fuck?" He spits at me. I shrug.
"My boyfriend." He snarls at me and turns on Sam.
"Did you know she had a boyfriend?" He asks him.
"Yeah."
"And why didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't want you to overreact and do something rash."
"I'm gonna kill him."
"Like that." Liam turns on me and points a finger at me, nearly foaming at the mouth.
"Never do that again. I was at training and nearly fucking fell over." He seethes.
"Really Liam? Are you sure it hurt that bad? Or are you just overplaying it for sympathy?" I question him sweetly, throwing his own words from this morning back at him. He growls at me before turning to leave.
"Go take a shower. You smell like that man." He tells me before he turns to Sam.
"Handle the boyfriend." Liam orders Sam.
"Already done, Alpha." Liam slams the door behind me and Sam's words cause me to panic.
"What do you mean he's handled, Sam? Did someone kill him?!" I shriek.
"No Luna he's fine. We just had a witch go see him and wipe you from his memory." My brows furrow in confusion as I sit on the bed.
"What do you mean erased me from his memory?"
"He doesn't know he ever met you." I take a minute to absorb this information.
"You mean the last two years of memories together are just gone?" I ask hoping I'm terribly wrong.
"Exactly," Sam confirms.
"No!" I scream as I descend into tears.
"It's better this way, Lily." Sam says quietly. He's never used my real name before and it makes me cry even harder for some reason.
"It will protect him and he also won't have to grieve losing you." He murmurs as he rubs soothing circles on my back.
My body begins to heave with heavy sobs as I roll over on the bed, no longer able to bear my own weight. Of everything these monsters have done to me, this is by far the worst.
"He was the only one, Sam!" I scream at him.
"The only one what?" He asks quietly.
"The only one left who loved me!" I don't hear his reply, my cries are too loud and echo through the room.
Sam stays with me, whispering things I don't bother to listen to and holding me in his arms. I cry for what feels like hours until I have nothing left and descend into the peace only sleep can bring.