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𝙽𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚒𝚒𝚖𝚎.....
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️(𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐) ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
(𝚂𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎/𝙼𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚙𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗)
𝓑𝓪𝓴𝓾𝓰𝓸:
Cherry blossoms.
A cherry blossom tree reaching as a high as my middle school roof.
Which seemed to be where I found myself standing.
My crimson eyes staring straight at the back of green fluffy hair and our old middle school uniform.
Only 𝘩𝘪𝘴 always had burn marks and old rips.
After the third time of having to replace it the school refuse to give him anymore.
With farther inspection, I noticed 𝘩𝘪𝘴 red shoes were taken off and put to the side along with a folded up paper.
Most likely his suicide note.
Now I know what your wondering.
Why aren't you doing anything??
The love of your life is about to jump and your just gonna let him??
What the hell is wrong with you!?
Relax, I've had the same exact nightmare for almost a year and a half.
Although I assumed this nightmare finally disappeared, I guess I was wrong.
Any minute now he's gonna turn around and repeat the exact words I spat out at him once upon a time.
"Izuku."
I called out, nawing on my bottom lip.
He swiftly turned around at the sound of his name being called, his beautiful emerald eyes staring straight into mine.
Harsh and sloppy tears runnning down his freckled and flush face.
His peachy lips finally speaking those harsh words.
"I'm gonna take your advice ok Kacchan?"
"I'm gonna take a swan dive, maybe I will. be born with a quirk in my next life. "
"Wait! "
"Izuku don't this!! "
I yelled.
Yeah I know this is a nightmare, a terrible terrible nightmare.
But he looks so much like Izuku I can't help but feel my heart slowly getting crushed into a thousand pieces with ever word or movement he makes.
"Why do you care Katsuki! "
Izuku spat out, venom laced in ever word he spoke.
"Because I love you! "
"You didn't deserve any of the shit I did to you! "
"Please, please come down! "
I pleaded taking small but gentle steps towards him.
I know saying these things is pointless, like always he'll jump and I'll watch his lifeless body be carried on a stretcher.
But that doesn't mean those words I said were meaningless.
"Your right I didn't deserve any of the stuff you put me through. "
Izuku mumbled, his hair covering up most of his face now.
W-wait.
T-This is new.
"But you do. "
Before I could process his words, I found myself in his grip and being dragged off the building.
What the fuck!!!?
This has never happened before!!
"Izuku what are you do-"
"Shut the hell up Katsuki!"
Another familiar voice spoke up.
M-mom.
Sure enough both my mom and dad appeared next to Izuku.
"You deserve to be the one that dies! "
"If you weren't alive the rest of us would still be here! "
My dad yelled, his brown eyes piercing into my soul.
"T-that's not true. "
I whimper out, clawing at Izuku's hand.
Though I don't know why I am, if he let's go of me I'm pretty much a scrambled egg.
"Face it Katsuki, if you were strong enough we'd be alive. "
My mom spat out, she had a wicked grin plastered on her lips.
She's right.... I am weak.
It's my fault.
All of it is.
"Kacchan~"
Izuku purred snapping me out of my thoughts.
I quickly took notice on the fact that my parents were no longer there.
It was just him and me.
"You want me safe and alive right? "
Izuku cooed, his other hand brushing my face lightly.
"Y-yeah of course I do. "
Fuck, I hate sounding so weak!!!
"𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦. "
Izuku stated before completely dropping me.
*𝙎𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙩*
𝙴𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚎.
𝓘𝔃𝓾𝓴𝓾:
I got woken up from the most agonizing scream I've ever heard in a very long time.
"Kacchan?"
I called out my attention turning to a shaking teary eye blonde.
He didn't respond, he just kept rocking himself back and forth mumbling stuff like.
"I-it's all my fault."
"I'm weak".
" I need t-to get stronger".
"Or maybe.... I'll just kill myself. "
"Yeah! "
"Izuku will be alright if I wasn't alive. "
"He'll be safe. "
What in tarnation??
"Kacchan! "
This time I yelled out his name successfully getting his attention.
His crimson teary eyes met mine and eventually a small smile appeared on his lips.
"Kacchan what happen? "
I asked, slowly getting closer to him.
"N-nightmare".
Kacchan stuttered out, fat sloppy tear falling from his ruby eyes.
I hadn't realized it before but Kacchan ended up throwing up all over himself and our bed.
" Hey baby how about we take you a bath and you can tell me everything ok? "
I half suggested already taking off his nasty shirt.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to get sick. "
"The... dreams.... are just so... so gruesome. "
Kacchan mumbled helping me take of his pants in the process.
Leaving him only in his underwear.
"It's ok baby, it's not your fault let's just go get you cleaned up. "
"Can I help you bathe or do you want me to stay out here? "
Hey don't judge me!!
He's my boyfriend, and I want to bathe him!
"Can we take a bath together? "
Kacchan asked with puppy dog eyes.
Pun attended.
"Of course we can. "
I exclaimed jumping off our bed to go start the bath water.
𝙰 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙷𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚝𝚞𝚋 𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙱𝚊𝚔𝚞𝚐𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗.
(𝙸𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚞 𝚋𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚘𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎.)
𝓑𝓪𝓴𝓾𝓰𝓸:
"Kacchan? "
"Are you ready to talk? "
Izuku asked me turning himself around to where we were face to face.
Not really.
Why do I have to tell him anything??
It's none of his business!
Plus he'll probably call me weak and pathe-
Wait Katsuki stop.
That's middle school Bakugo thinking!
Izuku would never think about you like that, he's just worried.
And I'm beginning to get worried as we'll. since I'm practically talking to myself right now.
"Kac-"
"The nightmares always have you dying in them. "
I stated, our bath water be coming a lot more interesting then his eyes.
"....."
"A-and my parents have shown up in a lot of them as well. "
"They keep saying stuff like 'how it's my fault they're dead.'
" Or how your gonna die next and it'll be my fault as well. "
"A-and then in the last fucking nightmare you were on our middle school roof. "
"But instead of what normally happens you threw me off the roof claiming you'll be safe as long as I'm dead. "
"Kaccha-"
"And you know apart me kinda believes that... "
I admitted, trying my best not to cry for the second time tonight?
Or is it morning?
I don't even know.
"Kacchan! "
Izuku yelled, lightly hitting the back of my head, kinda reminding me of the old hag only he made sure not to do it hard unlike her.
"Gah! "
"Why'd you hit me!? "
I hollard.
"Because I'm hoping to push those stupid thoughts out of your mind. "
Izuku replied lightly hitting my head again.
Pff even when he's upset, he still makes sure not to hurt me.
How'd I get so fucking lucky??
I can't let him die.
He needs to be safe.
"Kacchan my life would not get any safer with out you. "
"A lot of people could take advantage of me cause let's admit it I can be pretty gullible at times and I'm a fucking cinnamon roll. "
"So if you weren't by my side a lot of people would take advantage of me, you can be all scary and mean which makes people back off when they hug me for too long. "
"I mean I love Ura but sometimes she can be overly touchy. "
"But doesn't that make me toxic?? "
"Or controlling?? "
I intervened earning a soft smile from him.
"No Kacchan it doesn't. "
"Your just.....possessive? "
"But in a good kinda way. "
"If you were toxic then you would threatened to kill me or heck yourself if I keep hanging out with people. "
"But you just kinda growl and then hug me right after they do. "
"Believe it or not getting touched all the time makes me overly anxious and you help a lot with that. "
Izuku explained planting a soft kiss on my lips
Oh.
I actually didn't notice.... Then again thinking back on it that does make a lot of sense.
"Yeah well...."
"Damn it nerd you don't make anything easy. "
I mumbled wrapping my arms around him.
"Hehe what was I supposed to make easy you offing yourself? "
"Not happening. "
"Please don't let it happen. "
Izuku whimpered out planting soft kisses all over my neck.
"Tch, I promise I won't kill myself, happy?"
"Yes, very! "
"Now let me wash your hair!! "
Izuku half order, reaching over for the Carmel shampoo.
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After a long moment of him just scrubbing my hair and me washing out the carmel scented shampoo I finally decided to speak up.
"If we were to talk to that caterpillar.... when exactly would we? "
"And what would we even fucking say? "
"Caterpillar? "
"Oh! "
"Mr. Aizawa! "
Izuku concluded with a small chuckle.
I guess he was laughing at the nickname??
"Mmh I'm honestly not sure. "
"Maybe I could ask Ura to talk to Mr. Aizawa and we could secretly plan away to meet up."
"With the help of Toga, she could tell us when the league is leaving again. "
"And then we could sneak out.... and meet up with him at a certain place.... Oh! "
"Maybe that cafe that just opened up... the one with Kitty's".
" Mr. Aizawa love kitties! "
"And you wanna pet them. "
I intervened.
"And I wanna pet them.... but can you blame me?? "
"Hey since we're technically vigilante what would you say if I stole one!!? "
Izuku suggested with a wicked smile.
I gotta admit that smile worked for him.
"Are you serious? "
I asked in disbelief.
"Ppfff of course not Kacchan.... well not all the way. "
"I'm mostly joking. "
Izuku muttered turning himself around and sinking further into my chest.
"Heh, you wouldn't have it in you. "
I stated grabbing the strawberry shampoo so I could wash his hair.
"I'll talk to Ura after our bath. "
Izuku informed me, he let out a small squeak after I poured a glob of shampoo in his hair.
Ok but listen.
That might seem like a lot, but he has a loooot of hair.
"Wait did you say after our bath? "
"Izuku I hate to break it to you but she's most likely asleep it's the middle of the night. "
"No it's not, it's almost 6 in the morning. "
"And she leaves around 6:30 to go to school.... so we don't have long. "
Izuku stated leaning into my hands as I scrubbed his scalp.
So cute.
"Oh... I didn't realize it was already morning. "
"Well then I guess while you talk to round face I'll go make us some breakfast. "
"Do you feel like eating waffles or pancakes?"
"Mmh pancakes!!"
"Heh alright pancakes it is! "
I declared giving him a sloppy kiss before washing the soap out of his hair.
𝙈𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙.
𝘌𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘳𝘬 𝘖𝘯𝘦!
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