Time Skip
I have been 6 weeks since Seb went home. We talk every day through texts calls and face time which always end up being dirty. Seb is consistently asking me to go to thors premiere but i said no. I dont know why but i am just not ready to be in the lime light like that. Seb was disappointed but he accepted it. after the premiere Seb seemed a little distanced with me. I asked if all was ok he just said he was busy with getting ready to film in spain. I had a feeling it was more then that but i did not push the subject.
seb is going to spain today to start filming
Texts between seb and y/n
hate flying will talk to you once i land
ok babe safe flight
Its not hot in here lol
not jelous one bit
three days later
teddy keeping me company at night
Better keep them paws to him self mr teddy bear
Dont worry he just some one to cuddle
Ok i forgive teddy
i read today that your doing this film with your ex hows that going
Yeah did i not tell you alex was in this film. its ok she keeps trying to get close but i am keeping my distance
Its ok Seb no need to explain. Its not like i got any rights over you
y/n not that again just me and you remember
I remember
three more days later
seb thought we where meant to face-time last night --------- delivered 10.30am
Seb are you ok i am going work now text you when finished ---------------delivered 7.30pm
goodnight i suppose---------delivered 12.30am
its been two days since i heard of seb Chloe kept telling me not to worry he prob busy filming .
my phone rings i see the caller is seb
hey hay so sorry i not phoned or text the production paid for a yacht and there was no signal.
oh ok did you say a yacht
yeah i did they hired this massive thing for three days so we could all get to know each other. but once we where at sea there was no signal
cool
yeah we just docked and going to hit a bar but i just wanted to call and say hi
just then a women's voice can be heard '' come on sebby its your round'' i can tell seb covers the phone by the rustling sound it made ''shit'' he says and his voice gets muffled but i can understand '' ok i said i would be there in a min'' the female voice replys '' ok but hurry you owe me a dance'' '' shut up alex''
sorry about that the lads want more drink
the lads right very female voice for the lads
yo know what i mean y/n the guys the crew
yeah ok well your busy so talk to you later
for fuck sake. the line is quite for a moment talk to you later. miss you
bye
i put the phone down and throw it across the room '' WANKER'' i scream
Its been two days since that phone call i have ignored all of his calls. i ahve not even gone on any soical media just in case he posts some think. I walk into the lounge and saw chloe and molly looking at there phones. They look at me and turn there phones face down.
'' whats going on'' i say as i move closer. 'mmmmm'' i get as a reply '' Chloe what the fuck are you hiding'' Chloe passes me her phone ''y/n i am sorry''
EnewsOnline Whats this is this sebastian stan getting up close and personal with ex flame alex. why yes it is. but where has poor old Y/N gone the english rose has faded into the back ground as the co-stars spend time with some of the crew on a private yacht. I wonder if poor y/n is still living in lala land think her prince is waiting for her or could it be that all sebastian and y/n really where just friends and we got it wrong here at Enews ship stan and alex
I give chloe her phone back and smile. '' right where am i working tonight i forgot'' chloe smiles at me '' your on the reception tonight till midnight sorry'' i groan '' its ok i can get started on all the paperwork and that that need to be sent over to the Russo brother and do the shifts for the next months'' Chloe walks up to me and hugs me '' y/n its ok to be pissed off'' '' Why would i be its not like we where officially a couple or any think we said we would give it a go ad it did not work I AM FINE'' i walk off and go to the office behind reception and cry and the worst part i know its my fault i should of gone to new york i should of tried harder. i could phone him shout at him but what would be the point. Its for the best who was i kidding i was never good enough for his world.