{ Wensday 9:00 }
I was in my first period class with Prodigy and I haven't seen Roc yet and I was not trying to. I was wondering if Roc really did ask out Mariah out and I knew at least one of the boys knew if Roc asked her out or not. I was sitting next to Prodigy and I was so tempted to ask him if he knew or not and I kept glancing at him and Prodigy noticed I was looking at him because he would give me weird looks.
Prodigy : do you have a question ?
Dimond : how did you know ?
Prodigy : .... wild guess
Dimond : well I do have a question ..
Prodigy : shoot
Dimond : did Roc ask out Mariah ?
Prodigy : yea .. he didn't tell you ?
I wanted to cry. He really asked out Mariah , I was so shocked and I was so mad because how can Roc do this to me ? I am just done with Roc and I mean it
Dimond : nope
Prodigy : oh he told me that he was going to call you and tell you
Dimond : well he did call but I didn't answer
Prodigy : you didn't bother to call back ?
Dimond : I really didn't feel like talking to him
Prodigy : ohh .. well how come you didn't come to school yesterday ?
Dimond : oh uh I wasn't feeling that good
Prodigy : well are you okay now ?
Dimond : ehh im getting there
Prodigy : Princeton didn't come either
Dimond : ohh ..
I haven't seen Princeton at all yet .. I was actually very excited to see him today , and I am also very excited to see Ray because thoes two boys make up my day. After class I went to my other two classes then I meet up with Ray for lunch at his locker and he said that we were all going to stay in for lunch again.
RayRay : you know Roc has been looking all over for you
Dimond : why ?
RayRay : he said he hasn't seen you in a while
Dimond : *shurgs shoulders* I will see him at lunch i guess
RayRay : you guys seem to be breaking apart
Dimond : who ? me and Roc ?
RayRay : yup
Dimond : well maybe if he didn't ask out Mariah we would be cool
RayRay : you already know ?
Dimond : yes I do
RayRay : wow .. well we should get going to lunch
I agreed and Ray and we walked to lunch. I saw Princeton and Prodigy waving toward us and Roc was facing the other way so he didn't see me , but then I saw somebody else sitting next to Roc and I wondered who it was. As we walked to the table where everybody was I couldn't believe who was sitting with us
Dimond : what is she doing here !
Roc : calm down ... I said she can sit with us from now on
Dimond : its bad enough that you are going out with her but now she has to sit with us ?!
Roc : who told you ?
Dimond : does that matter right now ?
Mariah : you better get use to me being more around bitch
I looked at the boys at the table and there jaws were touching the table when they heard what Mariah told me
Dimond : and who the fuck you calling a bitch you fucking hoe ! nobody wants your nasty STD ass because you fucked almost everybody in this school even girls ! so bitch bounce !
And with that I left the lunch room. I can't stand that girl I wanted to bunch her dead in the face but I didn't want to get in trouble , before I walked out of the school building somebody grabbed my wrist and turned me around and it was Roc
Roc : what is wrong with you ?
Dimond : what's wrong with me ?! are you seriously asking me that question ? Your girl is the one who called me a bitch ! and I just went off on her ! and my other prob is that you stabbed me in the back !
Roc : and how did I stab you in the back ?!
Dimond : you asked out Mariah !! the girl who broke me ! that week when she broke me I was crying on your shoulder becasue Mariah turned on me ! and ovi you don't care because you start to hang out with her behind me back and three months later you ask her out ?! then she calls me a bitch and you don't even back me up ? you are some kind of best friend
I felt a tear come down my face but i didn't wipe it away
Roc : I am sorry Dimond I really am , how many times do I have to say it ? I like Mariah a lot and I don't want to lose her because you want to act like a tought bitch !
I felt my knees shake when Roc called me a bitch .. wait did Roc just call me a bitch ??? More tears came down my eyes and Roc notice what he said because his eyes widen
Roc : look I didn't mean t-
Dimond : I AM TOUGH BECAUSE I AM THE ONE WHO HAS TO GO HOME EVERYDAY TO TAKE CARE OF MY YOUNGER SISTER LIKE SHE IS MY CHILD !!!! I HAVE TO ACT LIKE I AM A PARENT AND I AM ONLY 14 YEARS OLD !!!! I AM THE ONE WHO HAS TO PAY BILLS, COOK, CLEAN, GO BUY CLOTHES FOR ME AND MY SISTER WITH NO PARENT AND I STILL HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL AND DEAL WITH YOUR SHIT ?? !!!! HOW DARE YOU SAY I ACT TOUGH !! YOU MIGHT BE ALL BUFF BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN SHIT!!! THAT DOESN'T MAKE YOU TOUGH. YOU THINK BY CALLING ME A BITCH MAKES YOU TOUGH !!! YOU ARE A PUNK AND A ASS AND I HATE YOU !!! DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME EVERY AGAIN OR SPARKEL !!!!
I ran out the building and ran home tears pouring out my eyes. I hate Roc and always will .. this time you really hurt me ...