Y/n pov
I woke up and feel sad again why?
We will get into that a little later
First let me introduce myself and my background
Name: Kim Y/n
Age: 19
Parents: abandoned by them
Siblings: unknown
Friends: Eric and Juyeon
Status: single
Occupation: interior designer
House: lives in a apartment even though can afford a villa
Now let's get on
Ever since I was little, I always wanted a older brother but my parents wouldn't let me
I asked them to adopt me a older brother but they wont do it and there was a reason but they wouldn't tell me
They started their business and soon they didn't care about me, they gave me some money and a apartment which I'm living in right now
I was always jealous of my friends having older brothers
I would cry because I have no one to lean on and tell my problems to but that's because I met Eric and Juyeon who are like my older brothers
They would always pick me up from work when they can and always make sure I'm okay, and I was eating well
Until one day...
I received a phone call
??: Is this Kim y/n?
Y/n: yes who is this?
??: Come to XXXXX at 3pm then u will know
Y/n: uhm okay?
??: Okay see u there
End call
Y/n pov
Well that was weird
I went to work and I have my own interior design company, where we specialise in designing house interiors, malls and offices
I walk into my office after getting my tea, yes I prefer tea than coffee
It was almost 3 pm I took my stuff and left to the place
I went in the cafe and look around, I called the person and he answered
??: I'm at table 5 beside the window wearing all black
Y/n: okay I see u
End call
Y/n: so uhm hi?
??: Hi, so u must be eager to know right?
Y/n: yes
??: *Sighs* I'm your older brother
Y/n: wait what? But I don't have one
??: I'm Kim Byeongkwan and I'm your older brother... Our parents didn't tell u because I was sent to study in LA but I came back to find you my one and only sister
Y/n: so u are really my brother?
Byeongkwan: yes
I stood up and hug him, I bury my head into his chest and started tearing
He hug me back and I felt safe and secured
Byeongkwan: hey don't cry, I'm here now
My friends werent lying when they said a older brother's hug is really precious
I understand that feeling now
Byeongkwan: u okay?
Y/n: yup, I'm so happy I have u
Byeongkwan: but where is mom and dad now?
Y/n: oh uhm...when I turned 19 they abandoned me and just gave me some money and a apartment to live by myself after I graduated college they cut all ties with me so I had no one then I met Eric and Juyeon who were like my brothers before I knew u...
Byeongkwan: can I meet those guys? I wanna thank them for taking care of u
Y/n: I guess let me call them
Eric: yes Princess??
Y/n: Eric oppa are u and Juyeon oppa together now?
Eric: yes we are why?
Y/n: I met my brother and he wants to meet u both
Eric : oh okay send us the address we will be here
Y/n: okay bye oppa
Eric : bye princess
Soon they arrive, I hug them and they kissed my forehead
Juyeon: hi y/niee and u are?
Byeongkwan: I'm byeongkwan and u guys must be Eric and Juyeon?
Eric: yes we are
Byeongkwan: I would like to thank you both so much for taking care of my sister, what can I do to pay u guys back?
Eric: oh it's okay...
Byeongkwan: please I insist
Juyeon: how about u just treat us a drink thats enough *smiles*
Byeongkwan: my pleasure
We talked for a few more hours and we parted ways...
Since Byeongkwan oppa don't have a place to stay he will move in with me
I'm so happy and glad that I finally have a brother...
Thank you for coming back brother...
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Hi guys!
I hope u enjoyed this chapter...
This is based on my own life...
U can read this, this is a additional story
U see I'm the oldest child, the first granddaughter, the first niece and the first cousin
I always Envy those who have brothers because thats what I always wanted... I could have everything i want but the most important thing I want is a older brother now why do I want a older brother?
Me being the oldest, no one was really there to comfort me and ask me if I'm okay...
No one asked if I was going thru a hard time
All they ask is
"help me take care of your little cousin for a while"
"How are your grades doing?"
"Why are u always on your phone?"
"Why do u Stan these boys who don't even know u?"
"Please be more better, u are a role model to your sibling and your younger cousins"
But what about me?
What I really want to hear is
"Hey are u okay? Do u feel happy?"
"U are doing great, so proud I have a niece/ granddaughter"
"Are u okay? Why are u always on your phone? Do u need help with something? U can talk to me"
That's what I really want to hear... Not some questions that make me feel bad
Yes it's hard to be eldest daughter/ niece and granddaughter
I'm expected to ace everything when I can't...
I Stan these boys because I feel connected to them, they are like my brothers that can comfort me from miles away with their music, every vlive they do, every video they put out. They make me feel happy when u weren't there.
I thought family was the one who would make u happy and feel all the feelings u feel I guess not
My friends became my brother/ sister that I never had
Yes I have a sibling but he is younger than me. I can't tell him because
1) he won't understand
2) he would tell my mom
3) he would make it like it was a joke
So I ended up not telling him anything, I end up watching the groups I stan to make myself happy because they make me happy while being miles away and behind a screen but yet I feel connected to them...
But I can't change anything, I can't have someone older than me if my parents were to give me another sibling.... The only way would be to adopt but it's not common in where I live... So that's how my life is... It's not all rainbows and butterflies on the inside , I look happy on the outside but on the inside I feel down, sad and the ones who made me feel happy was them...
Imagine having a older brother, he would be there for me when I need him... He would comfort me when I feel sad.... He would protect me from any danger but he would also be the most important person I'm my life...
But I can't do anything but imagine.... :)
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So yeah that's my story... I hope u can relate to it... But if not tell me what it feels like to have an older brother...
Love, your author