//Zhan//
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"You really loved her right?"
I asked when we parted. I was wrapped my arms around his waist and his hands were still cupping my face.
I looked up at him and when I met his eyes, he held my gaze.
I don't know what he thinks about me. He never had feelings for guys before and it's only me. But I don't think he is feeling exactly the same what I feel for him. He is not gay, maybe he is Bi and maybe one day he will find a girl. Maybe one day he will walk away from my life because he didn't make any promises to me yet and I haven't asked anything from him too.
When he absently stroked his thumps on my chin, I blinked.
I know I'm going to get hurt. But I couldn't help but sink into the feeling of the present. Maybe one day Special Agent Wang Yibo will break my heart but until then I have him, so, I want to have as much as I can.
"I did once." He admitted. That statement didn't hurt me. I knew it already.
I smoothed my palms on his waist and he didn't let go of my face yet.
"Why did you break up?"
"She cheated on me and when I caught her with another guy on a pub, she said she doesn't love me."
I saw him heaving another sigh and I had to smooth my palms again.
"I can't completely blame her." He added.
"And why is that?" I raised my brow.
"I wasn't a good boyfriend you know. I am not a warm person. I'm really not a boyfriend material." He chuckled humourless.
I stared at him and I couldn't believe what he just said. He said he is not a warm person? Not a boyfriend material?
I looked over at that dinner table and those dishes he made for me.
"I might disagree." I mumbled.
He followed my gaze and there was a light smile on his lips when he shook his head.
"Have you ever cooked anything for her?" I asked and the deep in my heart I wanted him to say No. But he nodded and I hide my disappointment.
"I see." I think I really couldn't hide it though.
His eyes lingered on me and these moments felt so good.
"What is in your hideous head.?" I asked after a few seconds.
His one hand reached on my shoulder and he squeezed it when he spoke.
"Last night...." He trailed off.
My heart did a summersault.
"Don't tell me that you are sorry you asshole." I blurted and I saw him smiling on that.
"Why would I be sorry? You are the one who started it all." He said and I gaped at him.
"What? Me? No! You are the one who attacked me first."
"I'm not talking about last night." He glared slightly, tilting his head to the side.
I gaped at him again.
He traced his hand to the back of my head and he stroked my hair.
"I warned you like 1000 times, to not flirt with me. You didn't listen. Now it's all your fault. So frankly, I'm not sorry for attacking you last night and I regret that I didn't fuck you"
I blinked at him. My jaw dropped and I couldn't say even a word back.
What the fuck he just said?!!!
He closed my mouth with his other hand and there was a grin on his face when he leaned on me.
"Am I the only one feels regret?" He whispered and.... Fuck!!!! I'm blushing like hell.
"Last night, I was just being a little kind to you you know!. Not everyone will be like me. So, be careful when you ever flirt with anyone again." He said like a suggestion.
"I am not that much of a flirt." I found my tongue back.
"Oh yeah. Then what were you doing with that guy on that bar yesterday?" He asked when he pulled away from me and walked towards the dinner table. I followed him with a frown. Really, why he is keep mentioning him? Is he really bothering this Idiot?
"I didn't flirt with Jingyu." I said.
I saw him glancing back at me when he sat on a chair.
"Yeah, I know. You didn't flirt with him. You only just let him flirt with you. But now I'm here not talking about that jerk." He said and I couldn't help but chuckle on what he just said.
Is this hot head really jealous about me and Jingyu? Really?
"Then which guy you are talking about?" I sat opposite him.
"That bartender guy." He said sarcastically and I chuckled again.
"Mark?" I asked.
He just shrugged.
"Jealous huh? Don't you have your own 'Bob'?" I shrugged sarcastically back.
"Jealous my as*." He said when he served the noodles into my plate.
"Awww.... You look so adorable whenever you get mad. Can I kiss you right now?" I reached for his face with my hands and he slapped on them with a glare.
"Adorable my as*" he said.
"I bet." I shrugged with a chuckle.
I got one more glare. But I don't care.
We almost finished our breakfast.
"will I be getting any reward?" I asked when I had my last bite.
"For what?"
"For eating these things that you cooked?"
"Ha ha ha. Very funny. No you won't." He said with pure sarcasm.
I laughed.
"About Mark, that guy was really admiring you yesterday." I said to him.
He didn't look up from his plate when he stuffed that noodles into his mouth and shrugged saying "I know. Who doesn't."
Hmm.... Arrogant as* I thought.
"Yeah. That's why he invited you for a sex party." I said and Yibo coughed immediately when he heard it.
"Oh! My!" I said with an immediate laugh. I grabbed some water for him and I tapped on his head after he drinking it.
"You, okay?" I asked and I couldn't help but laugh.
He pushed away my hand and he glared at me in disbelief.
"Why are you looking at me like that? I'm not the one who invited. Actually, he did invite me too."
"WHAT??!!!" Yibo gaped at me more.
"That is a gay bar Lao Wang. Thing like these might happen." I shrugged when I stood up with our empty plates. I walked towards the sink and I saw him following me.
He coughed when he leaned on that counter beside me.
He was watching me curiously when I was washing those plates.
"Arrr... Are you gonna go?" He finally asked and I looked at him with a raised bow.
"Huh?"
"I mean... Arr.... Are you interested in that...Party?"
I couldn't help but smile when I saw Yibo fidgeting.
I leaned on him with a grin "Do you want gege to go ?" I asked.
His cheeks turned red when he averted his eyes from me.
I chuckled.
"For your info, I'm not interested in such things. I'm more interested in things like......last night." I winked at him and he blushed even more.
"Bars like these will often held parties like this. It's so common. He saw me flirting with almost every person in that bar and maybe that's why he thought that I might be interested in it. So, he asked me to join. He said It is a theme party and the theme is 'Angels and Demons'." I explained to him.
He stared at me for a moment before he nodded.
"It will be funny right, with all the wings and the masks." I chuckled again.
But....
Suddenly something crossed on my mind.
I stopped laughing and I looked at Yibo.
He was having the same expression as me.
"Mask!!" We both said together.
Our eyes widened.
"I will call Lulu." He said when he rushed towards his room.
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