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I made my way to Elizabeth's office to talk with her about James. Not that I was sure what I was gonna say...
I knocked on her door as I heard her say come in from the inside. I opened the door and stepped in. "Oh hello Y/N, come in'' she said. I stepped into her office and walked towards her desk where she was sitting. "Did you want to talk about anything?" she asked me. "Uhm yea...uhm have you thought about hiring a new governess?" I asked a little carefully. "Oh uhm no not really, is there any problem?" she asked me. I wasn't ready to tell anyone, I was actually terrified as I didn't know what he was capable of. "No no he's fine..." I said and gave her an awkward smile. "Alright and yea right I forgot to tell you! Me, David and Carolyn will go visit my brother Roger soon so that will leave you alone in the house...well except Julia but I guess she's not much to company except for your therapy. Are you okay with that?"
"Uh yeah uhm sure" I said, that would give me some alone time with her and we could maybe figure out some things but that would mea- "Great! I'll see you then if you don't have anything else?" she interrupted me in my thoughts. "Yea...yea bye" I said as I walked out of her office. My hands were sweaty and I felt how my face turned red for some odd reason.
I walked up to my room again where I a few hours ago were cuddling with my doctor. I looked over to the bed where she was sleeping last night and then I looked over to the bathroom where I was only standing in a bra before as she admired my body. I just couldn't stop thinking about her, all I wanted was to experience that again at least one more time. I know it would never happen during the circumstances but I could always dream. But now I was here again all alone in my room and being bored. I think I've already red 10 books since I arrived but to stay positive, I totally was obsessed with 7 of them and it's not that usual to find so many good books in a row.
I had one book left in my room I hadn't red yet so I grabbed it and laid myself on the bed where me and Julia were before. I laid my head on my pillow as I pretended it was her chest and started to read the book.
Hours passed by and I was half through the book already. I really missed Julia but what stopped me from meeting her? I thought.
I know I didn't have an appointment on weekends but I could always just go talk to her. I decided that I was gonna go down to her office but I didn't really have a plan for the rest. I would let the universe decide.
I tripped down the stairs and made my way over to her office as I passed the kitchen, "Oh Y/N there you are, dinner is ready if you would like some" Elizabeth said. I didn't feel like eating. All I felt for was to see Julias face again. "Oh no thanks I just ate a sandwich" I lied and continued my way over to her office. While outside I could hear whispers? I couldn't really tell but suddenly something smashed against the wall. My adrenaline got up as I was worried for whatever was going on in here. I opened the door a little carefully and two terrified eyes met my gaze. Soon enough I realised it was Julias but she wasn't alone in there. She was pressed up against the wall by James. I think my heart skipped a beat as I felt anger as sorrow. "Hey what the fuck!" I yelled at him. He quickly realised I was in the room as he quickly let her go. He looked over to me as he fixed his suit. "We just had a little talk you see" he said calmly and passed me. I was in shock as I just stood there with my mouth opened. Did he do something to Julia that I didn't know about...
I closed the door after him as I quickly made my way over to Julia who was pale and tears had escaped her eyes. "Jesus Julia are you okay!?" I asked her as I grabbed the both of her hands. "Yea...yea it was nothing" she answered as she tried to act normal, why didn't she say anything?
"That wasn't nothing Julia" I said as I was confused by her answer. "Hey look at me" I continued as she refused to look at me. She met my gaze and I saw she was hurt but there was another feeling in her eyes that I couldn't tell. I know what he had done to me and that is why I was more than worried over her. "Did he hurt you?" I said as my voice cracked and I held back tons of tears. She noticed the sadness in my voice as she cupped my face in her hands "No no darling, no" she whispered the last word. "Please you need to tell me" the sadness in my voice wouldn't go away even though I tried hard to make myself sound normal. She said nothing and I was just about to hug her when I felt her warm lips against mine. Butterflies invaded my stomach with the lovely electricity between us. It was like a shock to me, a lovely shock as I immediately kissed her back. "What was that?" I asked as she broke the kiss. "I don't wanna talk about it" she whispered and was about to walk away when I grabbed her wrist, just like last time and kissed her. I wanted this but she started it. She didn't even stop me. She kissed me back as fast as our lips touched. The kiss became more rough and soon enough the red haired doctor explored my mouth with her slippery tongue. I let her take every inch of my mouth as we made our way over to the bed without breaking the kiss apart. A wind of confident blew over me. I pushed her down the bed so she was lying on her back "This isn't right" she said trying to catch her breath. "What is now days?" I asked as I laid myself over her, kept kissing her soft lips. I needed her and I had her. I knew this was wrong on so many levels but I couldn't.
"I'm your doctor" she moaned into my lips. "A- hot- one" I moaned back as her lips kept cutting me off. "This is illegal" she kept muffling into my mouth. "I don't care" I groaned into her mouth as well. I sat myself upon her, each leg on each side as I went back to kissing her. I slowly started to take off her over-dress as she helped me a little. She soon enough started to undress me my oversized shirt until I was left in the same bra as this morning. "Still haven't changed bra huh" she moaned. "You don't like it?" I asked as she didn't answer that question. Our kiss become more and more passionate as rough. I started to unbutton her shirt that was underneath her over-dress that was now lying on the floor besides the bed. I soon enough saw her black lace bra as I kept unbuttoning the shirt. Her bra really cupped her boobs perfectly. I broke the kiss apart to admire them, she was breathtaking! "Are you sure you want this?" she asked me. I met her gaze and absolutely drowned "Yes" I answered straight away. "In that case, I don't like your bra" she said as she put one hand behind my back to unbutton it. I was left in only sweatpants as I felt the cold air against my bare boobs. "First time I see them without a bra" she whispered as she went in for another kiss. "Not the last time either" I moaned into her mouth as I started to squeeze her boobs through her bra. A moan escaped her mouth and therefore I squeezed harder as another even louder moan escaped her mouth. I smiled against her mouth,"shut up" she moaned into my mouth again. I left her lips and continued to kiss her cheekbones and farther down her neck. I left a visible hickeys all over until I continued down her chest and left hickeys all over there as well.
Soon enough I reached her boobs and made small fast kisses as I pulled down her bra to free her medium sized boobs so I had access to them. I crawled off her and placed myself between the both of her legs, she spread her legs wider, allowinng me access to what I wanted. I kissed my way down her stomach until I reached the beginning of her skirt that formed her slim waist. "Can I?" I whispered, waiting for a response. She nodded to an answer as I pulled down the skirt and took it off and as I was there I took off her heels as well and threw them on the floor. Her body was beautiful in her black fitting lingeries.
I stopped for a moment to just take in the beauty I just experienced. I met her gaze, smirking as she noticed I was completely gone by the look of her. I slowly made my way between her legs and up to her face "You're so pretty" I whispered in her ear. "Ah stop it" she giggled. I kissed her a little fast on her forehead as I made my way back between her legs.
I started to caress her thighs, near her clit as I made shivers up her body. A small moaned escaped her mouth "Please fuck me" she begged as I noticed how wet she already was "You so wet" I said as I dragged off her tongs.
I started moving my hand to her clit and started to rub circles. "Ahh omg" she moaned out in pleasure. Her whole pussy was already wet as I spread it out to have it slippery so the circle movement was become smooth. I went faster and faster as I added my tongue into her hole. A pleasured loud moan got out of her mouth as she arched her back. Soon enough I added two fingers and sat myself upon her with my back facing her. I went deeper and faster by each second and even more uncontrolled moans escaped her mouth. "UH Y/N-I...ah right there!" she groaned out. I went faster on the spot and added my other hand again and rubbed circles. "Ahh I need to-to cu..." I went even faster "Not yet" I ordered her as her legs began to shake. "So soon" I continued the movement even faster... more moans came from her mouth as she almost cried in pleasure, "Okay miss girl, cum" I said as I let her ride out her orgasm.
I licked up all her wetness and cum from my fingers as I made my way off her. "That was amazing" she breathed out. We were both lying there for a few seconds before she sat up. "Now darling it's my turn to have some fun" she said and winked.
She started to lick around my lips as she continued down my body till my boobs. She made huge visibles hickies all over them and so on my chest. I was already so turned on so every move from her made me moan. "I'm not gonna let you wait" she whispered as she noticed I wasn't so patient. She made her way between my legs as she saw how I was wet through my sweatpants "So wet for me" she whispered. "Rail me" I got out as I was very damn desperate for her touch. "Oh oh darling" she said in shock, she dragged of my pants and throwed them over the room "dirty little slut huh" she then crawled over my naked body and whispered into my ear. There she used one of her hands to caress my pussy until she suddenly pushed in one finger and bumped it in and out. I let out a moan that made her smile. "You're not a virgin huh?" she asked as she felt I was quite open. "I actually am" I said. "But..." I cut her off "It's not important okay"
She kept going in and out and added another finger and soon enough 3 fingers were going in and out both fast and hard. As she reached my g-spot I let out uncontrolled moans "Mom...julia AHH"
A saw a smirk appear on her face and she added her tongue with skillful movements. I was so close to the edge now. I arched my back as I grabbed her hair to keep her in place. "I need to-to cum" I moaned. "Wait 10 seconds" she whispered as she started to count. "1...2....3" she went faster and harder for each number "...4...5...6..7...almost there...8...8,5...9...alright cum for me darling" she said as I released into her mouth. She climbed back up to me and laid herself beside me. "Omg Julia" I was totally breathless.
We laid in the bed in silence the past 5 minutes before we heard Carolyns voice from the outside, yelling at her mom. Julia rolled her eyes and covered her ears with a pillow from her bed. I giggled a little before I grabbed the pillow away from her. "We need to talk to Elizabeth" I said to her "I don't like Ja-James". She sighed and turned around from me. "Julia I-" she cut me off saying "We do it in the morning" as she seemed to be annoyed. I turned her around to face me "What's wrong?" I asked her. "I just had sex with a teenager..." she said straight out to me. So I was just a... teenage girl to her... GREAT.
I started to made my way out of the bed as I was mad by her sentence but right before I was about to stand up she grabbed my wrist. "WHAT" I asked annoyed. "I didn't mean that way Y/N"
"Then what way did you mean?" I asked her, still quite annoyed. I wasn't really mad at her but about everything that's going on right now, the most things pist me off and specially Julia...she was so important in my life and hearing her saying something that hurted me.
"Not that way..." she said as she dragged me back to the bed again and hugged me. I hugged her back and the warm safety feeling came back to me. We then laid down as I was in her arms, resting my head on her chest while she was playing with my hair. "You almost called me mommy" she suddenly said. Oh shit she noticed that? I giggled a little of embarrassment. I felt so loved and safe and I never wanted to leave her. Even if I experienced the best moment of my life right now I had a bad feeling in my stomach about everything that's going on around.
Soon enough I was almost asleep as I heard her whisper something "Never leave me Y/N" I supposed she thought I was asleep so I didn't answer anything more than in my thoughts, I'll never leave you Julia.
A/N: A longer chapter here! So they're finally making some love lmao it took a while...anyways let me know what you think! ANNND WOULD YA'LL like more smut or not