Thursday january 30 10:24am
I woke up to movement on the bed and I already knew it was Bentley jumping on the bed so I woke up. Alex opened his eyes and sat up quickly then hit Bentley with a pillow which made him fall
A - *angry tone* stop
Alex laid down and put his head in my chest so I hugged him while playing with his hair
Y - Bentley my love you need to stop doing that
Be - then how do I wake you guys up
A - *mumbles* you don't
Y - you do but only if there's an emergency
Be - ok
Y - go get dressed there's an outfit on your toy box for you
Be - what are we doing today
Y - we are gonna go on a hike
Be - *excited* ok *runs out room*
I checked my phone and saw a text from destiny asking if I wanted to go to the mall but I just ignored it for now
Y - *puts phone on nightstand* alex you need to chill out he's a kid and he doesn't know
A - ok but it gets annoying because he does this all the time
Y - then talk don't yell you know he is a very smart kid and doesn't need discipline to learn things
A - fine whatever
Alex is very patient with kids and he knows what to do in a lot of situations since he had henry, but he also has anger issues and gets annoyed at certain times of the day like in the morning. I don't really have the patience for little kids but I still can't be mean to Bentley because it's hard for me since I'm not like that towards little kids so I won't yell at him or hurt him but I still get very annoyed. Alex rolled over facing away from me
Y - are you mad
A - ...
Y - Alex if your mad thats stupid
A - im not mad
Y - then why did you turn away from me
A - because I don't want to cuddle
I climbed on top of him and kissed his neck
Y - yes you do your just mad because i'm defending bentley
A - *slightly smiles*
Y - ok fine be mad im gonna go to the mall
A - what about the hike
Y - i'll be back *gets up* I love you
A - ...
Y - I said I love you
A - ...
I jumped on top of him and hugged him
Y - I love you you bitch
A - *smiles*
Y - fine dont say it back but if I get in a crash and die your gonna regret not saying it
I left the room and got dressed into this ⬇⬇⬇
(But with airforces)
I curled my hair and texted destiny sure i'll meet her there right now and she said ok. I went to bentleys room and he was on his tablet
Y - bentley come on let's go
Be - where
Y - the mall
Be - ok can I take my tablet
Y - I guess but it has to stay in the car
Be - yay
I got our stuff and then started walking out
Y - ALEX WERE LEAVING TEXT ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING! BYE I LOVE YOU!
I closed the door and we took the lambo because Bentley wanted to. We got to the mall and I texted des to meet us at victoria's secret she said ok. We met and started looking around buying stuff. I set my phone up and we took some pictures and I posted them then we continued walking around. An hour later we were carrying a bunch of bags
D - i'm hungry
Y - me too let's go to the food court
Be - mommy can I get ice cream
Y - yeah of course
We got to the food court and got in line for chik fil a. I took a snap of us in the line and posted it to my story. 2 minutes later I got a notification that said daddy👅💦💗 sent $10000: I'm still mad at you but enjoy. I showed destiny
D - oh my god
Y - *smiles* I love him
I sent him a snap of me and Bentley making a funny face and then we ordered. After we were done eating we went to get more clothes for Bentley and shoes for all of us
D - ok I think i'm good with what I got
Y - yeah same
I looked and saw the jewelry store
Y - you know I do want more necklaces and I can get one for Alex
D - didn't Alex already buy you a really nice one
Y - yeah and I never take it off *shows necklace*
D - doesn't he also have a really nice one that you got him
Y - yup and he doesn't take that one off either
D - so why are you buying more
Y - because I want to
We went into the store and I ended up getting 2 more rings and a necklace for Bentley that he can't wear until he turns 13 because I don't trust him with a necklace right now. We were done so we said bye and went home. When I got there it was quiet so I figured Alex was in his room
Be - mommy can I have my toys
Y - yeah *gives Bentley bags with toys* take them upstairs
Be - ok
I followed behind him and went to alex's room
Y - *opens door* oh baby guess what I got
He was playing his game while still not dressed
A - *looks at you* what did you get
Y - well actually I got a lot and i'll try them on but first *shows rings* I got these and a necklace for Bentley but he can't wear it till he's older
A - oh those are cute
Y - mhm ok i'm gonna try on everything I got
I tried on everything and showed him but he wasn't really paying attention since he was playing his game but I didn't care. I changed back into my outfit and tried on the new piercings I got
Y - *looks at them in mirror* I like this one *turns around to show alex*
A - *looks real quick* oh yeah I like that one to
I put everything away in my room and then changed into this⬇⬇⬇
I put my hair in 2 french braids and went back to alex
Y - alex get dressed we are going soon
A - wait hold on i'm almost done
Y - your ass better be downstairs in 15 minutes or i'm leaving
A - ok
I left the room and got a backpack so I can put our stuff in there. I filled up our bottles and put them in as well as a bunch of other stuff we need including towels since there is a little waterfall with a lake. I got Bentley ready into some basketball shorts and a sleeveless t-shirt. We were ready and Alex came downstairs dressed in red shorts with a white shirt so I got Bentley and ottie then we left. We got to the trail and got down. Alex had ottie while we walked because ottie likes to pull. Bentley kept stopping every 10 seconds to look at something and it was getting annoying
Be - mommy look at that flower *points*
Y - yes baby I know come on
Be - oh look at that tree
Y - mhm
Be - daddy look at that bird
A - yup
Alex wasn't even listening to him but he didn't notice
Be - are we almost there
A - yes
Be - where are we going
Y - *mad* oh my god Bentley for the last time we are going to the WATERFALL! STOP FUCKING ASKING!
They both stopped and looked at me
A - are you good
Y - no i'm not good bentley is getting on my nerves and i'm on my fucking period
Be - what's a period
A - not important and not for you
Be - oh
A - come on keep going just follow the trail and stay close Bentley
Be - ok
He went ahead of us and Alex wrapped his arm around me so we continued walking
A - just breathe
A/Y - *breaths together*
A - I know he can be a handful sometimes but remember talk don't yell he's a kid
Y - *nods* I don't know how you deal with him half of the time
A - *shrugs* I guess I hung out with henry a lot so I got used to it
Y - aww I miss Henry
A - me to
Be - I SEE THE WATER! *starts running*
A - don't get in yet
We got to the waterfall and Bentley was so excited to get in so I took off his shoes and he got in with ottie. Alex took some pictures for me and I posted them on insta as well as some that we took together. We took off our shoes and got in then played around. I recorded a tiktok with Alex and then I was ready to get out so I laid on the towel while Bentley and Alex played. Ottie eventually got out and laid with me so I took some more pictures with Alex's all white clout glasses that he brought then I just laid there with them on
A - *gets out* bentley are you ready to go yet
Be - no
A - it's been two hours
Be - and?
A - let's go
Be - please daddy just a bit longer until your dry
A - fine
He came up to me and was about to lay down on me
Y - dont you dare fucking lay on me alex your wet *picks up glasses*
A - *smiles* fine
I put the glasses back down and went on my phone. All of the sudden I felt cold water on me and saw alex shaking his wet hair
Y - *sits up and laughs* ALEX YOU BITCH!
A - oh look now your wet I guess I can lay on you
He came closer and laid on top of me so I just played with his damp hair
Y - oh wow that kinda dried your hair
A - mhm
We laid there for a bit until it was time to go so we got everything and started walking back. As we were walking Bentley started complaining
Be - *whines* daddy my feet hurt
A - *gives you ottie* ok come here
He picked up Bentley and put him on his shoulders
Be - *giggles*
Y - your so spoiled
He giggled again and we kept walking. We finally got back to the car so we got in and decided to go get some food. We got chipotle and drove back home.
*skip to friday february 26 12:02am*
Let me just catch you up. Everyone is feeling better and all of our cuts healed. Alex has been going out with the boys because they finally made up again. For valentines day me and Alex went to costa rica and had the best sex ever. Right now me and the girls are hanging out for a bit and catching up while Bentleys sleeps upstairs and Alex is out with the boys at the club. We were laughing and playing games for hours while drinking
D - so have you guys found anyone yet except for of course y/n and leilani
L - well actually I started talking to gio again
H - oh really
Y - damn how
L - he kinda just hit me up again and we started hanging out
S - *on phone* uh y/n
Y - *looks at sam* what
S - have you seen Carlos's post on snapchat
Y - no
She gave me her phone and everyone crowded around me. I played Carlos's story and it was videos of Alex getting lap dances and other girls grinding up on him. I was filled with rage so I just turned off Sam's phone and gave it back to her
D - oh no
She hugged me and then we all had a group hug. I started crying
Le - I say we go to the club
H - yeah and show those bitches they messed with the wrong dude
Y - *shakes head and wipes tears* this can't involve y'all because knowing you guys it would be even worse *smiles and sniffles*
D - It's ok we get it
L - yeah
S - whatever happens just remember you guys have a kid
L - and your married
S - exactly so handle this like adults
Y - *nods*
They stayed with me for a bit until they started getting tired so they left. I sat on the couch and watched the video again which was a bad idea because I started crying. I needed to distract myself so I went upstairs and changed into this⬇⬇
With my hair in a messy bun. I checked on Bentley and he was sleeping peacefully which made my heart happy for some reason. I went downstairs and just waited for Alex to come home
TBC💕💕💕
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