E: hey
K: hey!- he said kissing me, making me feel twice as bad
E: Ki, i need to talk to you about something
K: yeah me too- he smiled
E: oh you go
K: no you tell me
E: i insist
K: let's just do it at the same time
E: huh? kio I-
K: 1...2...3...- let's make it public
E: we need to break up- we said both at the same time and he instantly looks at me wide eyed
K: what? Wh-why?
E: im sorry Kio, i like you but... i love someone else
K: Vinnie.
E: believe me we feel like crap
K: did you have sex with him?
E: what?
K: did you have sex with him?
E: no! Oh my god no, we kissed.
K: okay...
E: Kio i really really like you, you are great
K: stop, don't feed me all that shit, if you like me and I am so great, you wouldn't have done what you did, Emma, and honestly, fuck you- my eyes start to fill with tears
E: im sorry, i fell hard, I tried to avoid it cause I had feeling for you, but I can't do it anymore.
K: you used me to deny your feelings for him!
E: Kio... it's not like that, is that I didn't expect to feel this way about him, it took me by surprise, and I said yes to you cause I like you, and you care and you are sweet, I wanted to give it a try. I don't want to lose you
K: I hate myself for this but, you are not gonna lose me, I wish I didn't care about you this much but I do, I just need time, Emma. You hurt me. As for him, I don't know if I can ever forgive him
E: Ki-
K: no, he's my best friend, Emma, it's messed up
E: i know- I say looking down and playing with my fingers- I'm gonna go now...
K: ok
I walked to the door and turned around
E: Kio
K: yeah?- he said looking up at me
E: te quiero
K: también te quiero- I looked at him surprised and laughed
E: good job- i winked and he laughed shyly- bye
K: bye
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V: hey beautiful
E: hey- I saw hiding my face on my pillow
V: what's wrong?
E: Kio
V: so you talked to him- he said scratching the back of his neck
E: yeah...
V: how did he uhh take it?
E: how do you think? We are Jaden and Nessa literally
V: shit- he looked sad and guilty
E: do you regret it. Us I mean
V: wh-what?! No! Fuck no, not for a second, I love you- i smiled a little
E: i love you too- i say and after I let out a gasp
V: what wh-whats going on?
E: OLIVER STEWART OLSON- Vinnie chuckled- PUT THAT POPTART DOWN. Right now- Vinnie looked amused by the situation- I'll not give you treats for a month- I smile at the dog- good boy. Sorry what were you saying?- I say looking back at Vinnie
V: i was gonna ask how is soph doing?
E: i haven't seen that bitch in forever! She's in Mexico with Tana, they invited me but unlike her I'm committed to my studies- I say crossing my arms and scrunching my nose
V: you are so fucking cute
E: thank you I know- we both laughed
V: so, do you wanna go to Malibu for the weekend with me
E: u hate the beach and you know it
V: no, you hate sand and water that makes you sticky
E: so the beach
V: do you hate going to the beach and sit there with a towel under the sun?
E: no...
V: do you hate walking at the beach?
E: only if there is too many people- I state
V: Then let me take you away for the weekend
E: fine
V: it's a date?
E: do you want it to be?
V: yes
E: then no.
V: E- she glares at me and I chuckled
E: yes, it's a date