I didn't ask for this

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Ne: Em, you can ride with me, Josh and Griff
E: that's oke-
V: don't worry I can drive her
E: uh guys, I brought my car
V: you are coming with me...
E: uh, no, you've been mean to me, so no
V: I wanna talk to you
E: no Vinnie, Ness I'll see you at the house.
V: Emma- he grabs my arm
E: no- I say and get rid of his grip and I walked to the parking lot and got in my car to drive to the sway house.
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I arrived to the house and most of them were here already.

I walked in and sat in the kitchen with Nessa and Addison.

Ad: I'm glad you came Em, really! Everyone likes you a lot
Ne: yeah, true.
B: you want a beer?- he hugged me and I laughed
E: sure- I say and open the bottle

V: Em, I really want to talk to you
E: ugh fine- I rolled my eyes and Addison looked at me confused

We went to guests room and he locked the door

V: Im sorry
E: what for? I mean... for being rude? Cutting me off? Talking me like absolute shit after I told you that we could have lunch?
V: Emma.
E: what?
V: That was not the only thing you said, you need to stop talking about things you have no idea about- he said and got closer to me, making me look up at him
E: hm... you talking about the trumpie? I know enough- I say tilting my head and raised an eyebrow
V: I'm serious, you gotta lose the attitude- he said looking into my eyes and grabbing me by the waist
E: weren't you going to apologize?- I whispered inches apart from his lips
V: mhm- He whispered back- Em...

We were getting closer and closer, I couldn't do it, I think I'm starting to like Kio even tho he's not that into me and it sucks, but I don't like Vinnie like that, is not fair for neither of us.

E: Vinnie, Vinnie, Vinnie, I can't. We met a week ago, I cannot do this, is not fair for you- I walked out of the room blushing and shaking nervously

I couldn't do it, I didn't imagine I would like the kiss that much. But I can't do this rn.  If I want things with Kio to go further I cant be going around kissing people , or almost kissing them

D: Emma? Em, are you okay?
E: I need to go, now
Ne: hey chill you are shaking
E: yeah yeah I'm just... I need to go

I started walking away

V: Em, Emma im sorry
E: it's okay we'll see you later

Bl: you leaving? But we were about to shotgun
E: yeah I'm tired, I'm sorry, we can hang out another day
B: you bet

K: let me go with you
E: uh ok sure

We got in my car and Kio offered to drive so I said yes

K: you look sad
E: and uncomfy, and stressed, i don't know
K: did something happen between you and Vinnie
E: huh? Why would you ask that?
K: cause he said he was sorry about something  and he kept going on and on about it with baby J, and you were talking to him just now so...
E: we just... we, never mind it was just a bad situation
K: okay, we are here
E: uh uhm, you wanna come up?- I smiled awkwardly, why does he make me this nervous?
K: sure

We got to my apartments door

E: it's messy cause I've been working and all, I'm sorry about that.

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E: So this is the kitchen and the living room