NOAHS POV:
i walk into mine and my girlfriends house from hanging out with the boys.
i check the clock and it says 1:30am.
oh shit. i told y/n i would be home at 12am.
i hope she's not mad at me.
i go upstairs to our bedroom and i see her sleeping on her side with her blanket on her.
she's also cuddling the big teddy bear i got her when we were 15. she got me one and i got her one. we said that if we ever miss eachother or have to go long distance we can hug the bear.
she usually cuddles the little bear i got her when she misses me. she only cuddles the big bear when she really misses me.
she's wearing a pale yellow jumper and grey sweatpants with her hair in a messy bun.
she's so perfect.
i smile at the sight of her then take my shirt of and change into sweatpants. i usually sleep shirtless anyway.
i climb into bed and spoon her, pulling her closer.
i fall into a deep sleep.
*TIME SKIP TO THE NEXT MORNING*
STILL NOAHS POV:
i wake up and see y/n sleeping in the same position as last night. i'm still spooning her and i don't plan on letting her go anytime soon.
i grab my phone from the bedside table and see it's 9:30am.
y/n then wakes up and rubs her eyes.
"hello gorgeous" i chuckle.
she groans and stretches, turning around to face me snuggling into my chest.
"morning" she mumbles into my chest.
"good morning baby" i say looking down at her.
she looks up at me and gives me a kiss then sits up.
"nononono stay wiv me" i say grabbing her waist to pull her back down so she can cuddle with me.
she takes my hands off her waist and sits up again.
"babyyyyy" i whine reaching my arms out to her.
"why were you late last night?" she says looking out the window.
"i'm sorry honey. we all agreed we could come home a bit later. i forgot to tell you. are you mad?" i ask hoping she wouldn't be.
she shakes her head. "i'm not mad. i just wanted to know why you weren't here. did you have fun?" she asks laying back down and snuggling back into my chest.
"yeah it was fun. we played pool and watched the footy" i say playing with her hair and snuggling my head into hers.
"what time did you go to sleep baby?" i ask placing a kiss on top of her head.
"about 1" she says.
"in the morning?" i ask surprised.
"yeah why?" she asks.
"why did you get to bed so late?" i ask.
"i was gonna wait up for you so i stayed awake till 12, when you weren't here i thought you were just running a bit late. then i stayed up till 1 and thought you probably stayed the night at finn's or something. a text would've helped" she mumbles.
"aw i'm so sorry princess! i didn't know you would wait up for me. i'll text you next time i promise okay? i'm sorry" i say upset that i made her go to sleep so late.
"it's okay. just text me next time if your gonna be late" she says.
"of course" i say cuddling her tighter.
"so am i gonna have a cranky y/n today?" he says chuckling.
i feel her nod in my chest and a slight giggle.
i smile and kiss her forehead.
*TIME SKIP TO 9:30PM*
STILL NOAHS POV:
i'm sat on the couch watching tv.
y/n's at her mums house visiting her family.
she told me she's coming home at 10pm and it's now 9:30pm. i can't wait to see her.
i hear the door open and slam shut. i look over and see y/n bawling in tears sliding down the door.
i immediately get up and run to her.
"hey hey hey what's wrong what happened?!" i say kneeling down next to her pulling her close.
she's wearing a light blue jumper and black leggings. (a/n: change if you want!)
she bursts into more tears and leans against me for support. i just hold her close comforting her.
"shh shh shh it's okay it's okay it's okay what's wrong?!" i ask pulling her onto my lap leaning my back against the door.
she wraps her legs around my torso and arms around my neck breaking down in tears into my shoulder.
i rub her back and play with her hair.
"shh love it's okay it's okay princess i've got you. your safe" i say soothingly, pecking her ear.
her crying dies down and it's just her heavy breaths.
"it's okay. i've got you. what's wrong?" i whisper.
i hear a small whimper from her.
"m-my mum d-died" she says and starts crying quietly.
"oh my god honey- i'm so sorry baby.." i say.
her mum was amazing. she always treated me like a son. it won't be the same without her.
i push all my thoughts aside and help y/n because she literally looks like she's gonna have a panic attack.
there's mascara running down her cheeks and her eyes are bloodshot red. she has eye bags and her hairs messy.
she's a mess. a hot mess though.
"c-can we g-go to- to sleep?" she stutters out, lifting her head off my shoulder to look at me and rubbing her eyes.
"of course we can baby" i say wiping tears off her face.
i give her a kiss and lift her up, carrying her upstairs to our bedroom.
i lay her on the bed and tuck her in.
i sit on the edge of the bed next to her.
"you in shock?" i ask caressing her cheek.
she just nods and sniffles then cuddles her blanket.
i lay down next to her and pull her close cuddling her.
"i love you" she says.
"i love you too baby. more than you'll ever know" i say as she falls asleep.