"All wrapped in one he was so many sins."
Your P.O.V
Waking up with a mild headache I groaned out loud due to the uncomfortable feeling, I felt like vomiting and my head is going to explode any moment now.
"Yoongi~~" I called out my brothers name with a croaked voice as if I were screaming my lungs out yesterday. Not even a second passed Yoongi was in front of me with a worried expression plastered all over his face.
"Oh my baby are you ok, did someone poison my cherry? I said you to text me when someone does some shit to you I was so worried when that old uncle carried you here. You were passed out. Those rich brats!! did they do something to you?" He said all that in one go and I groaned at him indicating him to fucking stop. This man, yesterday morning he was telling me to die in gutter because I ate his cereals now look at this boy getting all sad and worried.
"Yoongs I'm fine, nothing happened I don't remember going to someone and getting poisoned I'm fine don't worry, I must have been drinking and then I passed out." I said blankly while massaging my head.
"Oh you got drunk .. wait... WAIT WHAT WHAT DID YOU DRINK WITHOUT ME? A $100 DOLLAR CHAMPAGNE? RED WINE? WHITE WINE??? OR WHAT ???THOSE RICH PEOPLE HAVE SO MANY GREAT BRANDS OF ALCOHOL..YOU KNOW I LOVE WINE YET YOUR DRANK IT ALL ALONE?? WAS IRISH BOMB PRESENT??? HOW COULD YOU??!!! I HATE YOU!!"
He went on his knees and fake sobbed, I rolled my eyes he and his cheap acting .
"Didn't your cruel heart feel a little pain when it drank those heavenly drinks? Didn't you feel the bitterness in your heart when you let that sluggish, feverish drink down your throat?
Wait why would wine be sluggish? His grammar is just wow..
"Yoongi for fucks sake stop!! stop it." I screamed at him annoyed
"B-but you drank it all alone." He pouted while saying that.
"Yoooongi!!!! Just go out please I have to shower what time is it?" I groaned annoyed and looked at the clock only to be horrified. It was ....
9 in the fucking morning. I was supposed to be there at 8:30! just wow fucking wow. I hastily grabbed my blanket throwing it out and Yoongi still sat there sulking... this man.
"Ok Yoongs I will buy an Irish bomb, a small one now please move that ass up." I said that while removing my towel from my closet Yoongi's eyes lit up and he wrapped his arms around me.
"THANK YOUU!!!!!" I smiled at him and patted his back he let me go and cupped my face and smiled.
"Thank you I will cook the breakfast come down fast i know you are late." He said that followed by a wink and went out wiggling his butt I laughed at him. He is a cutiee isn't he? My brother is so handsome -
I was about to go in the washroom when my phone caught my attention. I received a text today? But from whom? I went towards the cellphone and opened chat box. It was Sam she doesn't text me that much but why?
I have her number programmed anyway, so I clicked on her name.
Sam ♡
Sam♡- Hey Y/n ... umm
Mr. Kim said you are supposed
to be here at 10:30 sharp. I don't
Know why but he told me to inform you.. yeah.
(8:20)
You-
Ah thanks Sam
You saved my day today
♡♡
(Seen)
She didn't reply further. She seems so awkward these days, she always avoids me as if I am a burden. I thought she needed space but then she decided to do this.
Many of my previous friends were like this, always distant ever since Jiminie left me. I had no one, I tried to make friends but every time failed to do so. People would often leave me because of my attitude and would say all bad things about me then pretend they are my honest friends. I was always left alone...Guess we are meant this way aren't we my dear heart? I smiled sadly.
I kept my phone back at the table and moved towards shower guess we have to get ready for work today.
After a few minutes I stepped out of the warm shower the mild headache long gone but my heart was still throbbing, not because of alcohol because of reality how cruel it is isn't it? I knew mine and Sam's relationship was just colleagues but you know someone says 'When you heart was too deprived of certain emotions it feels bewildered when it gets it... without knowing whether it was real or fake it blindly accepts it and calls it home.
That's how easy ones heart is.
How funny isn't it?? that's why hearts are funny you never stop them or basically you can't stop them. I had developed a sense of trust in her but then it is fading apart brutally, I'm questioning our relationship. Are we even friends? Or just strangers? I laughed it off because if I don't stop then I would soon start crying over it.
I was just picking up my outfit when i remembered the text, Mr. Kim wants me to meet me but wasn't he avoiding me after the rejection.
Rejection ...
Yesterday..
Wang Jackson..
Me dancing then ...
Mr. Kim pulling me into a room...
Then me being dumbass screaming at him...
Him biting my neck..
Telling he is willing to give us a chance
Me hugging hi--.....
......
Wait WAIT WAIT HOLD THE FUCK UP BITCH---
My eyes enlarged at my behaviour yesterday, he said he doesn't need a one time thing and I don't need a boyfriend girlfriend shit THEN WHAT???
WHY DID HE CALL ME?! Will he sue me? Maybe fire me? Call his lawyer and put me in the jail?
Oh shit memories came back like an echo in the forest. I wanted to hide somewhere why did I do this??? Why why??? Oh god please save me
I hid in front of the wall burying my face in there and moving up and down hoping for that wall to open up and swallow me in there, then we will watch some kdrama or a movie inside! aha what a nice idea Ms. Min.
I was red from embarrassment because first the almighty fucking Kim Taehyung accepted me.
Wait he didn't accept me but whatever.
Two he mighty, mighty just mighty wants me to be his girlfriend but then I have no feelings for him and I have to reject him.
Three if he wants me as his fuck buddy then I'm fine with that because he will also be my fuck buddy does that make any sense? Eh no but still okay I guess.
Oh God!!
I gripped my hair and fell down on my knees. Can someone hit me for fucks sake, no no take that cupboard and hide me in. Please why?
Y/n, y/n dear bitch you fucked up.
My inner voice groaned yet she was excited because who isn't? It's the Kim Taehyung who asked me.
I immediately looked down what the fuck! what should I do now?? Should I cry or hide somewhere.
My blanket yes my blanket I hurriedly went inside my blanket with my bathrobe and towel on my head. I don't wanna go today please god please restart the day please, I prayed out while holding my hands.
God I promise I won't watch porn when I'm horny, please just re-wind yesterday or just make it rain today so that I have an excuse to not go.
I slightly opened my eyes only to be met with the wall in front of me.
Good bitch, now god also won't save you
Oh no. I fucked up badly someone save me!! Should I go or I shouldn't??? I put the pillow on my ears and screamed why, why me???
Okay bitch listen get up because you wanted this right? So go! Do it you are getting a chance donkey go!!! And if he tells relationship then reject him or if he wants to be something else then agree.
My inner goddess croaked out with her tiny voice.
I nodded in thin air and with my red cheeks, I went to get ready for later.
I don't wanna go but then I should give it a try I guess? Yes I should probably.
But can't this wall open up?? Please? Or is there a house inside this blanket???
Wait when is earth splitting into two?
At Office.
Walking in the office wearing a knee length red skirt and a black shirt tucked in you walked towards the elevator with your heart thumping in your ears, your legs were shaking and you eyes balls moving slightly showing your nervousness.
You debated thousand times whether to move forward or just bury yourself in your room. It took you huge courage to face Mr. Kim after yesterday.
Your P.O.V
Pressing the button on destined floor I went in the elevator nervously looking around, today clock ticked absolutely slow its 10: 20 right now and I thought it had to be 12PM right now because of the amount of time I stopped my car and cried while blaming my ass for all this.
I wanted to go back can I? Please someone save me, I was too nervous and wanted to jump out, my anxiety creeping in, my thoughts wilding and my heart is at rate of bursting out from this much pressure.
The elevator's opened and I stepped out, I was informed Mr. Kim wanted me in the private meeting room where he has his business deals so I wobbly walked towards there. The sound of my footsteps echoed throughout the passage. I sighed heavily in front of the door , i still had to put my shit together and go in.
Come on y/n come on.
I knocked on the door and heard a faint come in from the man who has been on my mind for as long as I remember. I looked down and opened the door hesitantly and stepped in, Turning around and shutting the door I looked down not daring to look upwards.
I felt the atmosphere thick and many thoughts were roaming around my head. Will he accept my rejection if I say no to relationships? Or will he trouble me ? I don't think Mr. Kim is like that. Taking a deep breath I looked forward only to be amazed by the person infront of me.
There he was sitting on his chair his brown eyes boring into mine. His lips tugged at the end and his gaze intense as ever. His honey brown skin glowed perfectly in the dim lit room, his ears pierced with his gold earring making him look hot has ever. His usual outfit tugged on his body and his legs crossed together. He kept his hands folded together and looked directly at me. He had an aura of a king and everyone had to bow down before him.
With my wobbly legs I bowed towards him as a greeting."G-good morning S-sir." I managed to let out and I heard a breathy chuckle.
Looking up Mr. Kim motioned me to come in the chair in front of him. I walked slowly towards it and sat uncomfortably, still looking down, totally nervous about this shit. I'm not interested in a relationship yet, I'm not ready I don't even know when I'll be ready.
There was only a table separating us and I felt my legs shake beneath the table due to my nervousness.
Sensing my nervousness Mr. Kim again chuckled. Does he have some obsession with chuckling??
"Miss Min calm down there I didn't even talk anything." He said with his deep voice and I felt tingles in spine. Gosh how wonders his voice did to me.
"I-- was just n-nervous sir." I looked down feeling embarrassed.
"Don't be we aren't playing a game of death now are we?" He said with a smirk on his face.
God please send an earthquake please please so that I can hide somewhere or can this ground open up please?? My all prayers went in vain because the room was just like that. No earthquake or something.
"Miss, Min where are you looking do you want to say something?"
Yes I do want to say that the way you are looking at me makes me wanna cry or laugh I don't know.
Okay Y/n just tell him directly come on bish come on.
Author's P.O.V
"Y-yes S-sir I wanted to ask why are we here?" You let put nervously whilst Taehyung just shook his head at your reply. He moved his head on the back of his headrest and stared at you intensely.
"Why do you think Miss Min? Why are you here?"
You gulped and replied "Sir I know I told you yesterday s-so you said that you didn't want this to be one time thing but sir I only have a small desire for you. I never craved someone like I did it to you, I only want this to be as sex buddy or something if you were asking about a relationship then I'm sorry sir I'm not someone who is interested in love and all that bullshit. I only want this to be a sexual relationship, only for needs. I never experienced how sex feels and I think I want to experience it with you, nothing else nothing more."
You said with a bit of confidence in your voice, you were not up for relationship because you are a corward of love. Yes, you are scared to love, you never wanted something like relationship, never in a million years. You don't even care if you die single it's okay but you don't need someone beside you.
Why you ask?
Because these days love is a joke. People mistake love as infatuation and then there is a shitty break up within a few months, then they will cry for a few days and next week go around crushing on someone else. Even if you find your love, your soulmate there will always be challenges to face ahead and many give up because of trust issues, arguments and everything. Some people cheat too you know? How funny they say cheating is a mistake when it fucking isn't it is a choice yet people decide to cheat and then swim in the tears of regret. Love ruins you in various ways because people chang, everything changes and life just goes on without waiting for you.
You should realise that life isn't a story you aren't the Juliet and nor your lover is Romeo this is reality as people say nothing here happens according to you.
Get out of the book princess face the reality, that's what you have always been doing since the day you realised the bitter world you are just like this...a corward to do everything. You don't want a lover you never needed someone beside you, you yourself are enough.
You don't need another heartbreak and face another humiliation.
This gave you a boost of confidence and you directly looked into Taehyung's eyes. He was taken aback by your confession but soon smirked inching closer to you he stared in your eyes , you gulped at the closeness but managed your posture.
"This, this is the reason why I'd
like you as my submissive.
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Uh uh submissive huh? We are progressing I see..*smirks*
Anyways No like ffs no one will understand how much I love Taehyung T-T like bro he is so precious ahebba
^I'll never get tired of complimenting you Mr. Kim T-T.
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