Aurora lupin
"Aurora"
I inhaled quickly as chills went down my spine, I turned around slowly, shocked at the sight in front of me.
"I'm so sorry Aurora"
"what do you mean you're sorry?" I asked, I moved my eyes down to his blood covered hands.
"Ian what happened?" I started walking up to him, his hands were shaking and he was crying.
"When I walked into our dorm and he—he was just laying there in a pool of his own b-blood." Ian stuttered, my heart dropped.
"Wh—where is he?" I looked through my tear filled eyes at Ian, he inhaled slowly and shook his head.
"Where is he?!" I shouted.
"Hospital wing but th—" I instantly took of towards the hospital wing.
I could only imagine what his father and his vile death eaters did to him, my heart was pounding out of my chest as I ran to the hospital wing.
I swung the doors of the hospital wing open, revealing my father standing there.
"Auror—"
"Where is he?" I tried to move past my father but he stopped me.
"You don't want to see him like this" my father held me back as I tried to push past him.
"What do you mean like this?!" I panicked.
"He doesn't look like himself, he's hurt pretty bad"
"Is he going to be okay?" I cried my breathing was shaky and uneven. I just wanted to see him, I want to hug him. I wanted to apologize for what I said to him.
"Pomfrey says He's been through a lot and he needs his rest, only time will tell" my father wrapped his arms around me.
"Do they know what happened to him?" I cried into my fathers chest.
"He was severely beat and cruicoed twice" my father explained, I couldn't even imagine the pain he went through, I never wanted to leave his side again, I felt guilty. I was mean to him last time I saw him, I ran away from him, I should have stayed with him— maybe if I did none of this would have happened.
"They think it was his father, it's the only reasonable explanation." My father pulled away from the hug and wiped away my tears.
"Do you know if he was in contact with his father?" He asked.
"Yes, he—he went to see him, he just said he needed to talk to him."
"You didn't think to tell anyone?" He asked in a more aggressive tone.
"I'm sorry Aurora, a lots been going on, not only with Mattheo but— nows not the time never mind." My father said, I was curious but only cared about Mattheo right now.
"Where are they taking him?" I panicked as I saw a glimpse of Mattheo being moved on a stretcher.
"St. Mungo's. He'll get better help there" my father stood in front of me to make sure I didn't see Mattheo.
"How bad is it?" My voice broke off, as the lump in my throat made my throat tighter.
My father took a deep breath, preparing me for the worst. I shook my head and pressed my lips into a thin line.
"His father must have used a form of muggle torture on him, he has several deep cuts on his chest. Similar to his older scars" it felt as I my heart had shattered and cut the inside of my chest, tearing me apart.
The lump in my throat escaped through a quiet sob, my father wrapped his arms around me as I cried as much as I appreciated it I wanted it to be Mattheo, I wanted him to be okay—more than okay I wanted him to be happy and safe—with me.
~
I asked my father if we could go visit Mattheo even if he wasn't awake. Even though it was late he agreed, he didn't really want me staying the night but once we got there I convinced him to let me.
He wanted to stay with me but he seemed even more stressed than me, the nurses at St.Mungo's got me a nice cot to sleep on.
The healers has cleaned out his wounds and found no trace of dark magic in them, he had two fresh X shaped cuts on his chest. His old scars weren't healed properly, this one are being taken care of so they shouldn't scar to bad.
Once my father left I was alone with Mattheo, he was asleep in his hospital bed. The healers came in and said he had lost a lot of blood but they're giving him a blood transfusion right now.
They say he's going to be okay, it's just still really scary. The whole hospital is cold and eerie. I'm most likely just making it all up in my head but I kinda regret telling my father to go home.
I sat by Mattheo for hours, I didn't want him to wake up and me be sleeping, I am really hungry and tired though.
The room Mattheo was in had big glass windows so you could see out into the hallway, I squeezed Mattheo's hand slightly before standing up and walking down the hall to a vending machine.
I looked over what I wanted. I furrowed my eyebrows as I felt someone walk up behind me, their presence was enough to sent chills down my spine.
I looked at the glass of the vending machine, trying to see if someone was behind me or I was just making this all up.
The first thing I saw was that signature smirk.
I jumped slightly and turned around, behind me was someone I never thought I'd see again.
"Holy fuck" I whispered, Kai smiled down at me as I practically shook.
It like the whole world around me stopped, I tuned it all out. A thousand thoughts ran through my mind.
"Oh god! I've completely lost it." I laughed.
I stopped and really took a look at what was in front of me, he's dead. He was dead. I blinked hard and kept my eyes closed, "this can't be real." I whispered.
That eerie cold feeling I had came back, I took a step back hitting the vending machine in the process.
"Miss me?" He asked with a cocky grin.
"How is this happening? I saw— you died. You're dead." I shook my head.
"I was expecting you to be a little more excited" he said with a disappointment sigh.
"I—it's not that I'm not. It's just all very—" I paused, this whole thing was suspicious and weird. Him coming back to life or—never dying? And right after Mattheo gets hurt? The situation made me really anxious.
I was completely speechless, I looked up at him as I tried to process everything that was happening.
"Come with me" he whispered, he grabbed my elbow. I slightly pulled away from him making him pull my arm back roughly.
"Kai you're scaring me" I whispered, I frantically tried to look to the side of me to see Mattheo.
"I just want to talk." He lifted his hand and ran it through my hair. "I'm not a ghost darling" he chuckled.
I turned back to Kai, he tilted his head and scanned his eyes over my face as he moved his hand from my hair to my cheek.
I shrunk down and away from him, my gut was telling me this isn't safe, it's stupid and absolutely ridiculous but this isn't the Kai I knew.
"No, Kai I don't want to" I said and pulled his hand away from my cheek, letting it fall down beside him.
He sighed, "I thought you might say that" he shook his head. "I'll explain everything if you come with me."
I definitely needed to know so many things, how is he alive, where has he been this whole time, why is he just now coming back. But I didn't want to leave Mattheo.
"I'm sorry Kai, I have to—" I paused, I didn't want to bring up Mattheo to Kai because last time I saw Kai he was telling me how much he loved me. I was with Mattheo now and nothing was going to change that, but that doesn't mean I don't care about kai's feelings.
"Follow me, Aurora." He grabbed my hand and tried to pull me with him.
Isn't it obvious I don't want to go.
"I really didn't want to have to do this the hard way" Kai sighed and closed his eyes pinching the bridge of his nose.
"Hard way?" I whispered, cowering in front of him. This new version of him was dark and scared the hell out of me, I can't explain it but I don't like it.
"Come with me and nothing happens to him" he said turning his head to Mattheo.
I froze in place, staring at Kai.
"Please don't hurt him" I begged.
"I won't, she will." He licked his lips and grabbed my chin forcing me to look over, right outside of Mattheo's door, hidden enough so no one could see, was a black haired girl with a nasty smile.
"What happened to you" I said in disgust.
He raised his eyebrows and stared down at me, "come find out"
I looked back over at the girl, I had my wand on me and I could defend myself but would Kai hurt me? Was I fighting her or her and Kai?
"She'll get to him before you can even take a step if that's what you're thinking." Kai said making me turn back to him.
I hesitantly followed Kai. He lead us down a few halls and into a small hospital room.
"Getting with the dark lords son?" He said with a smirk. "Interesting"
"Explain—what ever the fuck— I don't even know how you're alive"
"I made a deal with the dark lord." Kai said calmly.
"You joined him?!" I shouted, I was done with this conversation already, it was different with mattheo, yes you-know-who is his father but he doesn't support him.
"Join or die!" Kai's voice broke off as he shouted. "That's why I got told. I was sixteen you think I wanted any of this?"
His words really hurt me, I obviously felt bad, I don't even know what I would do in that situation, but him just now coming to me after a year of 'being dead' it didn't feel right.
"I don't know what you would have wanted! Apparently I don't even know you! You've changed, it's obvious"
"I've had to change to adapt to my new environment." Kai said.
"So you're a death eater?" I asked holding back my tears.
"Apparently that's all I am" he said and swallowed hard.
A part of me felt for him, he was just a boy competing in a stupid tournament, little did he know it would end with him becoming what he hated most. What he feared most.
"Why are you here? After all this time." I held back my tears.
"You." He whispered.
I shook my head slightly, unconsciously saying no to him.
"I'm... in a relationship." I said cautiously, waiting for his response.
"Mm, the dark lords son." He said his voice laced with venom.
"Yes" I inhaled quickly. "it's crazy you're alive and—and that's great... for you. But I thought you died, so I mourned you and I moved on." I sighed.
I looked down at my hands awkwardly. I was done with the conversation, though I didn't know if I could leave.
"And here I thought you'd be jumping at the opportunity to get with someone who isn't a killer" Kai chuckled.
"W—who's a killer?" I asked timidly.
"Well" Kai chuckled, "not yet. But he will be."
My face dropped, I looked at Kai confused.
He inhaled awkwardly, "ooo, shit did he not tell you" he chuckled and rolled his tongue along his cheek.
"Not only did he lie to you about me being alive he lied to you about the reason he's at that stupid school" Kai laughed finding amusement in Mattheo lying to me.
I felt tears burning in my eyes. My heart was pounding in my chest and I just... I just wanted Mattheo.
"He—he probably had a good reason. I mean look at you" I whispered, "and you're one to talk! You faked your death and lied to me for a year! Do you have any idea what I was going through?! Do you even care?!" I shouted.
"Of course I care Aurora" Kai said Calmly yet passive aggressive. "That's why I'm here, I missed you, you kept me sane. The last year without you has been hell, I need you back." Kai smiled and placed his hand on my cheek.
"You've probably been through a lot and I'm sorry, but if you really wanted me back and loved me, you would have came back sooner." I swallowed the lump in my throat.
"I do love you, that's why I'm here!" He said and glared down at me.
"Or... did you see I was happy without you" I whispered, suggestively.
"What with that tool?" Kai scoffed.
"I don't want you to want me because someone else has me."
I lifted my hands up to his cheeks and looked into his eyes, they've changed, Kai's gone. This is some altered version of him, that I don't know, that I don't love.
"The boy I loved died that day in the maze." I cried and pulled my hands away from his face.
And I've completely fallen for someone else.
"I'm sorry Kai." I said seriously, "I really am, but I've moved on, I'm happy."
He ran his hands through his hair, my eyes went wide and my stomach dropped as I saw the cuts on his knuckles, he did this.
"You— did you h-hurt him?" My bottom lip shook as I held back a sob, the reason I've been so scared for Mattheo's life was Kai.
"Pff, so what I knocked him around a bit" Kai huffed.
"Knocked him around?!" I shouted, "you could have killed him! What the hell is wrong with you!"
"He didn't get anything he didn't deserve" Kai laughed.
"You think this is funny? He could have died! He didn't deserve ANY of this! God I was so stupid to trust you for two seconds, I actually felt bad for you!" I scoffed, "turned out you're a heartless bastard!"
"You're delusional" Kai said.
I raised my eyebrows confidently and ignored him, I needed him to leave and I needed to get back to Mattheo.
Kai huffed and turned for the door. After he left I felt like I was finally able to breath.
He was sadistic.
The way he tried to play the victim after hurting Mattheo.
It hurt so bad seeing someone I used to love change Into his heartless cold monster.
Mattheo Riddle
I woke up and groaned, my whole body ached. I looked around the empty room, this must have been a hospital.
When I closed my eyes in my dorm I thought I was going to die.
The healer came in a few seconds after I woke up, they asked me what happened.
I didn't want to talk to any of them, I wanted Aurora. I thought she would have been here.
"Has anyone been here?" I asked, not really wanted to know the answer if Aurora hadn't been here.
The healer smiled. "There's a girl here for you right now"
I tried to hide my big smile. The healer left and who I expected to come in didn't.
My smile fell of my face, I struggled to sit up and try to get away from her, this evil bitch.
"Get the fuck away from me" I said as Tiffany walked closer with a gross smile.
"Expecting someone else" she chuckled, I sunk back in my bed wanting to get as far away from her as possible.
"Where is she? What did you do to her?!" I shouted weakly.
"Oh she's alright" Tiffany smirked. "More than alright actually." Tiffany laughed.
"Where is she." I sighed almost begging.
I hated this stupid bitch and I swear if I could get up right now and knock her out I would, it just hurts to move.
"With malachai" Tiffany said annoyed, "I can bring you to them"
"Show me where they are but if you touch me I'll kill you" I said sternly.
She smiled and shook her head, "fine."
I struggled to get out of the bed but once I did I slowly started following behind Tiffany, she walked down several halls.
She stopped and pointed to a door, I hesitantly walked up to the door and looked through the small window.
There she was.
She wasn't here for me, or to make sure I was okay, she didn't care. Kai was right she doesn't fucking care about me, how could she.
She was here with him, with her legs wrapped around his waist.
I tried not to stare. It only hurt more, but I deserved it.
I deserved the pain of watching her tug at his hair and pulling him closer to her like her life depended on it. She was so desperate to have him close to her, not me.
This hurt way more than any Cruciatus curse I've been hit with.
I flinched when Tiffany put her hand on my shoulder, "poor little Mattheo got his heart broken." She said sincerely.
"Then again she is a nasty slut—"
I spun around and put all my weight into punching her. As my fist hit her face, I was relieved and everything she did to me hurt a little less.
I winced in pain as my cuts hurt slightly but it was worth it to be able to watch her fall to the ground and pass out.
I left her there laying face down as she bleed out of her nose and mouth, I know she deserves more but I want her to be conscious when I do it.
I walked slowly back to my hospital room, I didn't look back into the room, I didn't want to see what they were doing.
Should I have stopped them? Maybe. But I didn't want to have to listen to Aurora's excuses.
I laid back down in my bed ready to give up, ready to be done fighting for myself. I didn't deserve to have people love me or care about me, I'm evil, that's all anyone will ever think of me as.
No one will ever want me, even if I want them more than anything.
I can't force someone to love me. And I'm not gonna beg for Aurora to want me, to need me like I need her.
"There you are! You scared me I thought that weird lady had taken you!" Aurora sighed in relief and walked towards my bed.
"Mmh, Kai doesn't last long" I chuckled trying to show her I wasn't upset, but the whole thought of them being together and Aurora being able to cheat on me and not even care about my feelings, it hurt.
"What?" Aurora said, her eyebrows furrowed and she stared down at me.
She sighed, "I'm not mad at you for not telling me he's alive. It did hurt to know that you lied but I don't blame you Kai's terrible."
"You're not mad at me" I laughed sarcastically, "i should be mad at you!" I shouted making her jump back.
"I know I was a little rude and annoyed when we fought and I should have let you explain yourself but can't we just move past this?" Aurora asked, completely acting like she didn't just fuck him!
"Move past this?" I scoffed, "don't act like you didn't just." I cut myself of and sighed, I didn't want to seem desperately
"What Mattheo?" She asked in a soft tone, a almost innocent one. She was a good liar.
"How does it not even effect you? How can you act like you care about me and you didn't just sleep with Kai." I asked, completely falling apart in front of her.
"And when I was alone with her. You left me alone with." I swallowed hard and tried to stop myself from crying. "You left me alone with my rapist so you could go fuck your ex" I closed my eyes hard as tears started falling down them.
"What?" Aurora whispered, "yes I was with Kai but I didn't sleep with him. Who's giving you that idea?!" She said frantically.
"I fucking saw you two so stop lying!" I shouted, she shook her head and scrunched up her face.
"I didn't— I talked to him and he left. That's all that happened! When I got back to your room you were gone and I went looking for you because that girl— I thought she took you and was going to hurt you like Kai did. I know what he did and I hate him for it." Aurora explained herself but I know what I saw.
"Don't treat me like an idiot! I know what I saw and you lying to me only makes it worse!" I cried and quickly wiped them away.
"Please Mattheo! I didn't I swear!" Aurora begged and grabbed my hands pulled them to her chest as she begged me.
I pulled my hands away from her hands, making her face drop. She cried and bit her lip trying to stop herself from making noise.
"So you didn't have your legs around him, and you weren't making out with him in a room a few halls down?" I asked with as much pain and anger I was feeling.
"No!" She cried. "I'm so sorry for leaving you but If I didn't that girl was going to hurt you."
"That girl— Tiffany the woman who raped me" I corrected her. She stiffened and shook her head trying to find something to say.
"I'm sorry Mattheo. But I swear on everything I didn't sleep with him, I didn't kiss him I didn't do anything with him! Please believe me!" She cited out.
I wanted to believe I really did, it would hurt less if I did.
"I know what I saw Aurora" I whispered.
"It must have been Poly juice potion, because Mattheo I would never do that to you!"
"Can you prove it was poly juice?" I asked.
Aurora lupin
"I don't know how I'm going to prove that but I won't stop trying to prove to you that I didn't sleep with him." I said, it was the truth, I never did anything with Kai and it was killing me to see Mattheo like this.
"I didn't sleep with Kai, I promise. I know that's not enough but I'm begging you, to hug me" I whispered.
Mattheo hesitantly put his arms out, I instantly, carefully wrapped my arms around him, he pulled me into the bed with him where I laid beside him and rested my head on his arm to stay away from his cut chest.
"I can't believe he did this to you" I whispered, gently rubbing his chest, making sure I don't hit any of his cuts.
"I deserved it" Mattheo whispered.
"No you didn't! You deserve so much better than you have had and I don't care if I die trying, I will give you the life you deserve." I wrapped my hands around his waist as he held me into him, I closed my eyes and wanted to stay like this forever.
I was so exhausted from not sleeping and the stress of Mattheo getting hurt and Kai being alive this whole time.
My heart broke for Mattheo, he had to be alone with that vile bitch.
If— more so when I get my hands on her I'm ripping her apart with or without my claws.
~
I was woken up the next morning by someone clearing their throat, I lifted my head from Mattheo's shoulder and my eyes instantly went wide, I pulled away from Mattheo awkwardly and stared at my father in front of us.
"Morning" he sighed.
"Morning" I whispered, Mattheo was still passed out. I turned around his lips were slightly open as he faintly snored.
"Mattheo" I said and shook him.
"Let him sleep, he's probably exhausted." My father said.
Well I'm pretty embarrassed so he's waking up.
"Okay" I said and pinched under Mattheo's arm waking him up.
"Good morning Mr.Riddle" my father said and smiled at me, he knew I woke him up.
Mattheo groaned, "I'm starving, do they even have good food here?" He asked.
"actually I brought good news" my father said.
"You're allowed to leave, as long as you rest in your OWN dorm." My father said emphasizing that Mattheo is to stay in his own dorm.
"Already?" I asked, "isn't it too soon?"
"The healers have done their job now he just needs rest"
"Who's gonna take care of him?" I asked, I was fully ready to have to bring he food and take care of him anyway that he needs me to.
"His roommate has offered to help so don't get any ideas." My father said, I quickly nodded.
Once Mattheo was discharged we went back to Hogwarts, my father explained to me that I can bring Mattheo meals but I wasn't allowed to stay in his dorm, which pissed me off but even if I did how would he know so...
~
"How are you feeling?" I asked as I sat at the end of Mattheo's bed.
Mattheo sighed, "I'm good, they don't hurt that badly." He said making me smile.
"That's good" I said.
"I believe you" he whispered.
"Believe me?" I asked.
"About the Kai situation, the poly juice sounds like something they would do to hurt me." Mattheo said, I sighed in relief.
"I'm still proving it to you that it wasn't me" I said making Mattheo chuckled.
"Alright love" he smirked, I knew that smirk too well. "I was in so much pain" he whispered dramatically sighing. "You know what would make me feel better?" He asked lifting his head.
"Mm, what?" I asked, already knowing the answer.
"Your lips" he whispered seductively.
I nodded and kissed his lips, I pulled away smiling, he leaned forward wanting more.
"I meant..." he put his hand on the back of my head.
"Mattheo!" I laughed.
"What? It's worth a shot" he shrugged.
"You just got out of the hospital!" I scolded him.
"I know" he sighed, "I just think it would really help" he frowned.
"Mmh, maybe if you beg." I whispered in his ear and dragged my lips across his jaw.
He shook his head no, "you should be begging to suck my dick." He whispered placing his hand on my ass and pulling me to straddle him.
I sighed, "too bad you need rest"
"You tease!" He scoffed sarcastically.
"Please" he whispered, defeated.
I gasped dramatically, "Mattheo Riddle begging for me to go down on him, this can't be real." I giggled.
"Angel, please" he whispered.
"What do I get in return?" I asked, I was already, ready to go down on him for nothing in return, going down on him and making him feel good was enough for me.
"You get to suck my Dick." He said making me raise my eyebrows and my jaw drop.
"You are so full of yourself" I scoffed.
"Do you want to be full of me?" He smirked, my hand came to my mouth as soon as he said that, I flushed red in embarrassment.
"Mattheo! You—" I had no words for him.
"Wow" I whispered
"Soooo, are you gonna—?" He moved his eyes down.
I rolled my eyes and moved down so my head was between his legs, he bit his lip in anticipation.
I reached for his pants and pulled them off, leaving him exposed to me.
"No underwear, Mattheo you little slut" I giggled.
He faked a gasp, "slut-shaming is not okay Aurora." I scoffed.
"Alright you're taking to long." He said started to get inpatient.
"Maybe I won't." I said teasing him.
He moved his hand to my jaw pressed it open and sticking his thumb in my mouth, I instantly wrapped my mouth around his thumb making him groan.
"Okay now you're just being evil" Mattheo sighed.
"Alright relax." I sighed.
His hand moved to the back of my hair and pulled it out of my face, I kept eye contact with him as I grabbed his dick with my hand and wrapped my lips around his tip making him throw his head back and moan.
I slowly started pumping my hand while I kept my mouth around his tip, moving my tongue all around it.
He started getting inpatient and lightly pushed my head, I decided to stop teasing him, he deserved so much more than receiving head for the shit he's been through in the last 24 hours.
The fact that he even wants me to go down on him is a little concerning, how is it that he's so horny, even though he was unconscious and all cut up less than 24 hours ago.
I pushed as much of him as I could fit in my mouth and even more making me gag slightly.
"Take your time love." He whispered kindly.
I listen to him and slowed down, focusing on not gagging and slowly fitting more and more of him down my throat, even if I had no gag reflex there was no way I would ever be able to take all of him down my throat.
He moaned as I brought my lips up to his tip and sucked harshly, I kept my eyes on him the whole time, it was the best sight ever.
I pushed him back down my throat making him moan again, if I could I'd be smiling at how much he's enjoying this.
"Just like that, you're really fucking perfect." He moaned, "I'm almost there." He whispered, making me take as much of him as I could.
He squeezed my hair lightly, signaling me that he was going to cum, I swallowed with ease. I pulled his pants up and grabbed his hand from my hair, moving it to my underwear, "you got me wet just from your moans" I whispered.
"Let me return—"
"No, you rest" I smiled.
"Lay with me?" He asked.
"Of course" I laid down beside him, he turned us both to the side and wrapped his arms around my waist tucking his head into my neck.
"Aurora" he whispered in my ear.
"Yeah?"
I turned my head slightly to see him, he had a small smile on his face and his cheeks were red.
"Nothing" he said moving his eyes all over my face. "You're the most beautiful, kind, and caring person I've ever met." He said and kissed my cheek.
"Why did you pick me?" He asked, I turned around to face him, keeping his arms around my waist.
I smiled shyly, as I felt my cheeks grow warm.
"Isn't it obvious?"
He kissed my lips and stroked my hair, "get some rest." I whispered, wrapping my arms around him.
5218 words!
This is the biggest chapter I've ever wrote!!
This chapter is probably all over the place but I did write have of it at 2 am so what did I really expect 😅
Ugh they both just have such bad commitment issues!