𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒
NCT
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Jaemin
( requested by : Exo_Seventeen_013 )
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Jaemin's P.O.V
Today was starting to get really stressful.
I barely slept because I wasn't feeling too well, now I'm really tired.
We have been practicing all day and I haven't slipped in a week.
To add the cherry on top, our choreographer is constantly yelling at me.
I guess since I am so tired I can't focus correctly so I keep messing up.
No one's P.O.V
Choreographer : "Jaemin this is the last time I'm going to correct you, the move isn't that hard!"
Jaemin : "I'm sorry..."
Choreographer : "10 minute break!"
Jaemin slumped against the wall as he sat down with his head hung low.
He didn't want to look his members in the eyes.
They had been practicing non stop because he couldn't get the moves right.
He was struggling to stay in his big headspace because he didn't want his members to find out about his littlespace.
He had kept it a secret from them since debut and he wanted to keep it that way.
Taeyong slowly approached him and kneeled down in front of the younger boy.
Taeyong : "Jaemin is everything alright?
You seem out of it today."
Taeyong spoke is a gentle voice as he rubbed the latter's back.
Jaemin was on the brink of slipping and the leader speaking to him in such a soft voice wasn't helping either.
Jaemin : " 'm- I'm fine hyung..."
He could feel everyone's eyes on him and he couldn't take it.
He felt so small compared to everyone and that was all it took to push him over the edge.
He slipped as he started to cry.
He was hyperventilating and it was getting hard to breathe.
Taeyong realized what was happening and his mother instincts started to kick in.
He didn't want to yell and startle the boy, so he quietly gestured everyone to back up.
Taeyong : "Hey it's okay Jaemin, don't cry~"
Jaemin : "s-so-sowwy!"
Something in Kun's head clicked as he rushed to Jaemin's side and pulled him onto his lap.
Kun : "Shhh it's okay little one I'm here~"
Everyone else in the room was confused but also concerned.
Kun gently rocked back and forth, soothing the boy's cries a little.
After some time he calmed down and eventually fell asleep.
Renjun : "Kun-ge what was that?"
Kun : "I remember having a friend just like Jaemin in high school.
It's called littlespace~"
Kun had explained to everyone what littlespace was and why Jaemin had a mini panic attack just now.
Everyone looked at the little with pity as they watched him sleep comfortably.
They were interrupted by the choreographer bursting through the door.
Choreographer : "Okay everybody up!
Time to get back to work!"
He spotted Jaemin asleep and grew angry.
Choreographer : "Na Jaemin wake up!
After all of the times you messed up you think you deserve to be asleep right now?!"
Jaemin jumped at the sudden yelling and when he saw it was the choreographer who had been yelling at him, he started to scream and cry.
Their manager rushed into the room after hearing all the yelling and spotted an angry choreographer and a crying Jaemin.
Manager : "What is going on in here?"
Choreographer : "Jaemin-"
Taeyong : "We've been trying to tell him that Jaemin isn't feeling well all day but he keeps making him practice."
Their manager looked at the crying boy on the floor in Kun's lap and frowned.
He knew Jaemin wasn't feeling well because of how pale he looked this morning.
Manager : "Come with me please."
He looked at the choreographer as he turned and walked towards the door.
Choreographer : "But-"
Manager : "Come with me!"
The both exited the room leaving the members all alone.
They all turned to the crying little, who was already being soothed by Kun and Taeyong.
Taeyong : "Hey it's okay Nana, he's gone~"
Jaemin : "mama!"
They all looked at each other confused before Jaemin got out of Kun's lap and crawled towards Doyoung.
When he was in front of the older male, he made grabby hands towards him.
Doyoung cooed as he picked up the small boy and bounced him on his hip gently.
He was really good with kids so this came naturally to him.
He was proud to be Jaemin's mama and the one he wanted to hold him.
Doyoung : "I'm your mama?"
Jaemin nodded in the crook of his neck.
He crying had reduced to sniffling as Doyoung bouncing him on his hip, calmed him down.
Jaemin kissed the latter on the cheek before giggling.
Jaemin : "mama!~"
Everyone cooed as the little clapped his hands cutely.
He then reached out for Taeyong, who rushed to take him out of Doyoung's arms.
Jaemin pointed at Taeyong's chest and giggled.
Jaemin : "papa!~"
Taeyong's heart skipped a beat as he looked into the little's sparkling eyes.
Jaemin then went around the room giving everyone a name.
Taeil - Illie
Johnny - Daddy
Taeyong - Papa
Yuta - Yuyu
Kun - Mommy
Doyoung - Mama
Ten - Hyungie
Jaehyun - Dada
Winwin -Winnie
Jungwoo - Woowoo
Lucas - Lulu
Mark - Markie
Xiaojun - Junnie
Hendery - Hyungie
Renjun - Bubbie
Jeno - Bubba
Haechan - Channie
Yangyang - Yangie
Shotaro - Shosho
Sungchan - ChanChan
Chenle - Lele
Jisung - Sungie
When he was done he yawned and cuddled up to Jisung, who was the last to receive his name.
Taeyong was about to go and look for their manager to ask if they could leave when, as if on cue, he came into the room.
He told them that they would be getting a new choreographer since they were already thinking about letting that one go.
They were also free to go to their dorms.
After bidding their goodbyes, everyone packed up their things and headed home.
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After they all got freshened up, they agreed to go to 127's dorms to hang out and get to know little Jaemin more.
The oldest members were in the kitchen cooking, and the younger members where playing with the little.
Haechan : "Minnie, who do you like more, Channie or Markie?"
Jaemin : "mawkie!"
Jaemin was sitting on Mark's lap as he giggled and played with his toys.
Mark grinned as he hugged the little tighter while Haechan gasped dramatically.
Haechan : "Okay who do you like more, Channie or Bubbie and Bubba?"
Jaemin : "bubbie an' bubba!"
The little crawled over to said members and hugged them both tightly.
They all laughed at Haechan who dramatically clutched his heart and fell onto the ground.
He started to fake cry, which caught Jaemin's attention.
The boy rushed over to Haechan and laid on top of him.
Jaemin : "nuuu don cwy channie, chu minnie's favowite!"
Haechan hugged they boy tightly as he stuck his tongue out at the other members.
Haechan : "Haha i'm his favorite!"
Doyoung and Kun walked out of the kitchen upon hearing their conversation.
Doyoung & Kun : "What about us baby?"
Jaemin looked towards the two and giggled before waddling over to them.
Jaemin : "mommy!
mama!"
The younger members laughed at Haechan who was now pouting.
Haechan : "Hey he still likes me more than you guys!"
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