(I would suggest making up a fake name for Y/F/N because you don't want to associate your friends with this :/ )
"Hey" I greet Y/F/N as I get in her car.
"Hey, you look nice" she says and winks, I just give her a small smile, I can already tell I'm not going to be confortable.
"So where are we going" I ask putting on my seat belt.
"There is super cool club where the drinks are super cheap" she says cheerfully backing out of the driveway.
"Oh cool" I mumble and slump back in my seat, I can't help but think if I made the right decision. Should I have left, am I going to be safe?
The car ride to the club is spent in a sort of awkward silence, every now and then Y/F/N would glance at me but I would keep my eyes forward and just think about seeing cate when I get home.
We pull into the parking lot of the club and find a spot. "You ready" Y/F/N asks me and places her hand on my thigh, I move my legs to the side so she's no longer touching them and mumble an 'okay'. We step out of the car and enter the club.
The music is so loud I can't hear my own thoughts, there are colourful lights shining in all directions and people dancing. "Oh there they are" Y/F/N yells over the music and points to a group of people at the bar. I nod and follow behind her to the bar, we sit beside them and Y/F/N introduces me. There are 4 people, Kristina a tall women not much older than me, Kyle and huskier man with red hair and a beard who definitely makes me uncomfortable, Ashley a women who is my age, she has dark purple hair and a slim body and Ryan, a awkward guy with brown curly hair and a muscular body. I don't pay much attention to them I just sit and contemplate rather I should sneak away and go home.
"Hey Y/N, you want a drink" Y/F/N asks me.
"No that's fine, I'm good" I smile lightly.
"Are you sure" Y/F/N says and puts her hand on my shoulder.
"Yeah I'm sure" I say coldly. She shrugs and goes back to talking with her friends.
I sit thinking about mine and Cates plans, this week we are going to get situated and then next week we are going to spend a night at my apartment as we pack my stuff and then in two weeks the kids are coming to stay with us. Thinking of cate I should text her to make sure she's alright.
Y/N: heyyy love :)
Cate: Hey sweetheart, how are you doing?
Y/N: Fine, I wish I was with you though.
Cate : I know darling, have you drank anything yet?
Y/N: no I haven't yet.
Cate: ok sweetheart, I'll pick you up if you want to come home.
Y/N: I'll stay a little longer so I don't seem rude, I'll text you when I'm ready :)
Cate: alright princess, I love you , see you later.
Y/N: mmm love you too <3
I sigh and put my phone in my purse, I look around the bar. Y/F/N's friends are now quite drunk but she isn't which makes me feel better. I sit and wait for time to pass.
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I think it's been about an hour of sitting at the bar, my head is pounding from the music and I'm exhausted. "Do you want a drink now" Y/F/N asks standing behind me.
"No I'm fine".
"Oh come on I already ordered you one" she says and hands me a glass of scotch. She takes a seat beside me.
"I don't think I should" I hesitate.
"Oh come on one won't hurt" she chuckles, I guess she's right one couldn't hurt.
"Fine" I sigh and take a sip.
"No drink the whole thing, it will go down easier" she laughs. The whole thing? I never drink so I don't really know what to do, I take her word for it and drink the whole thing. I groan as the liquid pours down my throat causing a burning sensation to irrupt in my stomach. "See not that hard" she says waving the bar tender to get her another drink. I think I should text cate to go home now.
Y/N:I'm ready to come home now.
Cate: alright darling I'm on my way, can you text me the address.
I text her the address and put my phone back in my purse. I smile and the thought of seeing cate soon. I feel the alcohol starting to hit but it feels off. I don't know but everything seems like it's warped and sounds are getting louder "Y/F/N" I call out.
"What is it" she asks turning to me.
"This isn't right" I say griping onto the counter.
"Oh it's finally working" she says and takes a sip of her drink watching me closely.
"What is working" I panic now looking around frantically. The walls are spinning and I feel like I'm on the ocean.
"I just put some stuff in your drink to help you loosen up" she shrugs her shoulders.
"YOU DRUGGED ME" I shout, she puts her hand over my mouth to stop me.
"Shhhh no, I'm just helping you loosen up" she slowly moves her hand off my mouth and trails her finger down my body.
"No I need to go" I say and try to get up but my attempts are unsuccessful when Y/F/N pulls me back.
"Just stay, it will be fun" she says and grabs my thighs.
"I said N-" my words are cut off by something, I can't really tell, what ever drugs she's given me have impaired my senses. I feel my lips moving but I'm not doing it, oh my god is she kissing me. I try to move away but my attempts are unsuccessful as my body feels like jelly. I feel something near my legs, it's cold and moving quickly, oh no is she touching me. That's the last straw. my eyes must have closed because I now realize everything is black. I open my eyes to see Y/F/N kissing me passionately with one hand up my dress and the other on my waist.
"No" I muffle but cannot be heard over the music and the fact her lips are over mine. I look around to see if there is anyone that could help me.
Shapes are distorted and my vision is blurry, but I can pick one familiar face out of the crowd, it's cate. My heart drops and I can see that hers did too, why did I have to come here. I can't lose cate because of Y/F/N , I need to get away. I pull away from Y/F/N as hard as I could and try to run to cate. But she runs away. "NO CATE" I yell running through the crowd, my heart I pounding as hard as my head, tears are building up in my eyes. she runs out of the pub and into the parking lot. I follow shortly behind her yelling when name.
I crash through the doors of the pub to see cate leaning against the building crying "cate" I say but it come out nothing short of a whisper, i am starting to feel sick and I can see stars in my eyes. Cate looks into my eyes, I can no longer see the bright blue colour of her eyes but only pain. "I'm sorry let me explain" I slur.
"No need" she sniffles "have fun with you 'friend'" she says sarcastically. My body feels heavy at her words, the harshness of her tone penetrates my
Heart.
"Cate please" I sob but my body is starting to feel worse, my legs feel like they are going to snap and I can't breathe properly.
"You said you were not going to drink" she cries.
"I- I didn't" I strain as it's getting harder to stay awake. I hear the door open behind me, I turn to see who it is, it's Y/F/N.
"Are you alright" she asks and places her hands on my shoulder.
"No no you dr-" I try to get out but the words seem to stop producing. Everything is over whelming, I see cate quickly walking towards her car, I can't let her leave, she doesn't understand, I need to explain. "CATE" I wail "CATE PLEASE". Nothing she doesn't even turn around.
My sight is starting to vanish, everything is turning black, my eyes are closed I think but I can open them, sounds are muffled and my body is tingling, I think I'm on the ground or some cold hard surface.
She can't leave again, I need her, she's the reason I'm alive, she saved me, and all I do is hurt her.
"CATE PLEASE I LOVE YOU" I the last thing I say before everything goes black.