chapter 13
your body was so cold when i wrapped my arms around you.
i was attempting to handle your sobs but i didn't know what to say,
i never knew what to say, right?
i hate myself so much for not saying anything that night.
i should have said it's going to be okay.
i should have made you hot choco.
i should have hugged you tighter.
i should have said that i was always gonna be by your side no matter what.
i should have smelt your hair for the last time.
because when i woke up, you had left.
left without a note, a word, a trace,
you just left.
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