" i'm sorry "
MARK LEE
@markly
markly:
sebrooo
syeonlee:
mabrooo
markly:
what time is your date with jen
syeonlee:
uh in like two hours
idk
he could come pick me up anytime
markly:
must be nice
syeonlee:
it's not the first time we'll be out together
but something about it being an official thing is really exciting
syeonlee:
even with renjun's date
and hyuck's date
it was platonic but it was so special because it was official yk
markly:
yeah
of course it's special
who wouldn't want a date with you
platonic or not
syeonlee:
oh lord just months ago i would cringe at that but now i'm like yeah who wouldn't 💀💀
markly:
the confidence glow up 😌
the effect of neo fam
syeonlee:
i don't know if it's because yall are shameless or what
markly:
fr tho 😭😭
syeonlee:
anyway why did u text me to ask me what time my date is :D
markly:
i just wanted to talk to you
syeonlee:
you sound very serious and that's scaring me idk why
markly:
uh maybe it's serious??
syeonlee:
go ahead mark
i'll listen to anything
markly:
actually i wanted to talk to you after your date because i didn't want to disturb you with any intrusive thoughts
but i couldn't help it anymore
syeonlee:
hey mark it's okay
you can tell me when you're ready
markly:
i'm such a coward
then and now
syeonlee:
no mark you arent you're the bravest person i know
markly:
no no
a coward and an idiot
syeonlee:
mark what are you talking about
no you aren't a coward or an idiot
you're the bravest, smartest person i know
full of love
what made you think this
markly:
you
syeonlee:
what
markly:
the thought of you
syeonlee:
uh mark ?
what are you talking about
markly:
it's so stupid honestly
IM so stupid
i get so stupid when i'm nervous
so stupid that i ruin everything
EVERYTHING
syeonlee:
mark
markly:
please let me finish
syeonlee:
okay...
markly:
when we were younger, before your accident
i would watch you and hyuck play everyday
so happily
you two would laugh so much
your smiles were so bright
markly:
he made you smile so brightly
he made you the happiest in the world
i wanted to make you happy too
i wanted to make you smile like that too
markly:
but i was too afraid
i was too scared
i was a coward
markly:
all it was a few steps and a 'can i play with you?'
i couldn't even do that
markly:
even when i got the opportunity to bring us three together
to finally be friends
markly:
yet somehow i still manage to mess up
markly:
yes we became friends
probably the bestest of friends
but what
we treat each other like siblings
markly:
no
i didn't want that
i wanted you to smile and be happy
but i also wanted you to be mine
markly:
god i liked you so much from the first time i saw till now
but i'm so stupid
allowing us to have a strong barrier between us
markly:
a barrier that we're both now too uncomfortable to break
markly:
sometimes i don't know what's worse
friendzone or siblingzone
markly:
they both hurt
because i like you so much
but i... just.. cant
markly:
because i was a coward and an idiot
a coward for not approaching you and not telling you
an idiot for letting us get to the stage we can't come back from
markly:
it's only been a few months
but i can't help but think of the label that we stuck on each other
'siblings'
markly:
god it's so weird because i like you so much
i did and still do
but as time passed i also got used to being your 'brother'
but the feelings were still there
markly:
it's so fucking weird
because my heart tells me i still like you but my brain tells me that's incest because we're practically siblings now
markly:
it feels so wrong but i still fucking like you
and i don't know want to do
and i feel even worse every time one of the boys ask you out or are super close to you
markly:
because it's different
it's different
and i don't know how to feel anymore
markly:
i'm sorry
i'm sorry you had to find out before a date with such an amazing guy
i'm sorry that i like you because we're basically siblings and it's weird
i'm sorry
markly:
i'm sorry i was too slow in preventing to put the labels on us
i'm sorry i was a coward
i'm sorry i was stupid
i'm sorry
markly:
god i regret so much
syeonlee:
mark...
i should be the one that's sorry..
i put this label on us..
i'm sorry i didn't give you the chance to voice out your feelings
syeonlee:
i'm sorry but i find it... weird...
because yeah
we treat each other like siblings
i'm sorry mark
syeonlee:
if things were different ...
markly:
i understand
i know what i put myself through
i just—
i couldn't hold it in anymore
markly:
i'm sorry
you should get ready for your date
syeonlee:
mark i
i actually..
i have a crush on someone
markly:
oh
lucky person :)
syeonlee:
yeah
he's nice and charming
markly:
must be a great guy
syeonlee:
he is
i love him so much and i wished he knew
markly:
good for him
tell him soon
syeonlee:
mark...
it's you
i like you
JUST KIDDING LMAO
IM SORRY
🤢🤢🤮🤮🤮
THAT WAS SO WEIRD TO WRITE BYE—
THE CRINGE I—
it's a joke pls don't be mad
whdhhehs
happy april fools day !
hope you liked the fake chapter 🤡
i'll stop with the pranks now
i'll update tmr :D