If I'm Louder (Niall Horan Lo...

By ItsxDirectionerxBabe

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*Insert your name in the _____ spaces* You and Zayn Malik have been bestfriends since forever. You haven't se... More

Chapter One: Reunited
Chapter Two: Meeting the Lads
Chapter Three: Bonding Time
Chapter Four: "He was Flirting"
Chapter Five: Harry Styles
Chapter Six: Eavesdropping
Chapter Seven: Quiet Niall
Chapter Eight: Time to Speak Up
Chapter Nine: A Mini Mini Vacation
Chapter Ten: The Hospital
Chapter Eleven: Niall's Thoughts
Chapter Twelve: More Eavesdropping
Chapter Thirteen: Forgot His Phone
Chapter Fourteen: Niall Horan
Chapter Fifteen: Where's Zayn?
Chapter Sixteen: Scared You'll Forget Me
Chapter Seventeen: The Boat Ride
Chapter Eighteen: Twitter Feed
Chapter Ninteen: Approaching the Hate
Chapter Twenty: The Interview
Chapter Twenty One: First Date
Chapter Twenty Two: Zayn Wants to Quit
Chapter Twenty Three: The Twitcam
Chapter Twenty Four: Mini Vacation #2
Chapter Twenty Five: Home Not So Sweet Home
Chapter Twenty Six: Heart to Heart with Liam Payne
Chapter Twenty Seven: Recovering
Chapter Twenty Eight: Showtime
Chapter Twenty Nine: What Makes You Beautiful Remix
Chapter Thirty: Flat Sweet Flat
Chapter Thirty One: Jack and Rose
Chapter Thirty Two: Perrie Louise Edwards
Chapter Thirty Three: The News
Chapter Thirty Four: Bye For Now
Chapter Thirty Five: Tour Day 1
Chapter Thirty Six: Tour Day 2
Chapter Thirty Seven: Tour Day 3
Chapter Thirty Eight: Tour Day 4
Chapter Thirty Nine: Your Day 5
Chapter Forty: Coming Home
Chapter Forty One: Explaining
Chapter Forty Two: The Talk
Chapter Forty Three: Comforting
Chapter Forty Four: Zayn the Monster
Chapter Forty Five: Awkward
Chapter Forty Six: Sass Masta From Doncasta
Chapter Forty Seven: Flip Flops
Chapter Forty Eight: First Date
Chapter Fifty: Meeting Jacob Watson
Chaper Fifty One: Zayn Was Right
Chapter Fifty Two: I Want You
Chapter Fifty Three: Back To Normal
Chapter Fifty Four: Rock Me
Chapter Fifty Five: Dinner For Two
Chapter Fifty Six: Cookie Baking
Chapter Fifty Seven: Special Visitor
Chapter Fifty Eight: Elounor
Chapter Fifty Nine: As a Family
Chapter Sixty: Double Date
Chapter Sixty One: Reunited With Perrie Edwards
Chapter Sixty Two: Matter More
Chapter Sixty Three: Love of my Life
Chapter Sixty Four: Dessert
Chapter Sixty Five: Niall's Dessert
Chapter Sixty Six: Goodmorning Harry
Chapter Sixty Seven: Hate on Hazza
Chapter Sixty Eight: Packing
Chapter Sixty Nine: The Best Vacation
Chapter Seventy: The Caribbean
Chapter Seventy One: Gonna Get Better
Chapter Seventy Two: Day At The Spa
Chapter Seventy Three: Running into "Fans"
Chapter Seventy Four: The Carnival
Chapter Seventy Five: Ready for Our Date?
Chapter Seventy Six: You Are Mine
Chapter Seventy Seven: A Day With Zayn
Chapter Seventy Eight: When We're Up in the Club; All Eyes On Us
Chapter Seventy Nine: Niall Loses It
Chapter Eighty: The Truth Comes Out
Chapter Eighty One: Beach Day
Chapter Eighty Two: Beautiful
Chapter Eighty Three: Princess
Chapter Eighty Four: Flat Sweet Flat (Again)
Chapter Eighty Five: Ready for a Twitcam
Chapter Eighty Six: Private Twitcam
Chapter Eighty Seven: Let's Do This Thing
Chapter Eighty Eight: The Boyfriend Tag
Chapter Eighty Nine: Don't Let Go
Chapter Nintey: One More Time
Chapter Nintey One: Just the Beginning
Chapter Nintey Two: From the Bottom of the Stairs to the Top of the World
Chapter Nintey Three: I Work Out
Chapter Nintey Four: Irish Niall
Chapter Nintey Five: Zayn Realized
Chapter Nintey Six: Anything for You
Chapter Nintey Seven: Our Last Date
Chapter Nintey Eight: You Saved Me
Chapter Nintey Nine: Just Like the First Time
Chapter One Hundred: Our Last Night
Chapter One Hundred One: Don't Leave

Chapter Forty Nine: More Than This

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By ItsxDirectionerxBabe

     You walked into the doors and took a sigh. You could’ve sworn you heard a door slam from upstairs but decided to ignore it. “Hello?!” you called out. “Hey hey hey!” Louis said as he walked over to you. You smiled. “Hey Lou.” you said. “Where have ya been?” he asked. You put your bag down and walked into the living room with him. “Uhhh…” you said. “I was at the botique Eleanor and I went to yesterday.” you said. Louis nodded. “With?” he questioned. You sighed, wondering if you should answer him or not. “With someone.” you said. Louis groaned. “Who someone?!” he asked. You smiled. “This guy…” you said. Those two words. Those two words drove Louis insane. “What?!” he screamed. “Shhhh!” you said covering his mouth with your hands. He pushed you away. “A guy?!” he screamed/whispered. You nodded. “Who is this guy?!” Louis exclaimed. You regretted telling him. “His name is Jacob. Jacob Watson.” you said. Louis eyes widened. “And you were on a date with him?” he asked. You shook your head. “No, no no!” you said. Louis gave you a look. “Umm… Atleast I don’t think so.” you said. Louis didn’t look happy. “_____…” he said sadly. You shoudn’ve told him. “Where did you meet him?” he asked. “Yesterday. At the botique with Eleanor.” you answered. “Ahhhhh.” Louis said. “I should’ve known.” he said. You smiled vaugley. “This guy isn’t your boyfriend now is he?” he asked. “No!” you said. “Is he?!” Louis asked again. “No!” you said. “No, no. No he’s not.” you answered. “Well do you want him to be?” Louis asked. You didn’t answer right away. You actually had to think about it for a moment. “You do?!” Louis assumed once you didn’t answer. “I don’t know!” you said back. Louis’ eyes widened. You actually didn’t know. Jacob was such a sweet guy. He was so nice and polite and everything else you wanted in a boyfriend. He had an incredible smile and a really cute laugh. But his kisses. Weren’t as good as Niall’s.

     “_____, I’m not trying to prevent you from liking him or anything, but I’m just saying that it may not be right.” Louis started off. He was getting serious. “This whole Niall thing is still going on and I mean, how do you think he would take it?” he asked. You sighed and let your eyes to the floor. “He still loves you.” Louis said after a few seconds. You sighed. Niall still loved you. Did you still love him? You didn’t know. “Hey there _____!” Liam said as he walked into the living room followed by Harry and Eleanor. “Hi.” you said back. “So where’ve ya been?” Harry asked. You sighed. You saw Eleanor looking at you from behind Hazza. “Ummm.. At the botique with a friend.” you answered. “A friend?” Liam asked as he took a seat on the couch. You sighed. You told them everything you told Louis. Hos name was Jacobb Watson. You met yesterday at the botique and decided to hang out with him again today. They all had looks on their faces. “Does Zayn know?” Liam asked. You nodded. “He does.” you answered. Maybe that made them feel a little better. “So was this a date? Is he your boyfriend?” Eleanor asked you many questions. “Ummm.. I don’t think it was a date. And no, he’s not my boyfriend.” you said. “Do you want him to be?” Harry asked. “I don’t know!” you snapped. Harry jumped a little. “I’m sorry.” you said right after you yelled. He nodded. “Alright. Well we’d give you a mini lecture right now but I’m pretty sure that Louis already did.” Liam said. You nodded. “_____, we won’t say anything but just think about what you’re doing.” Harry said. You nodded again. “Alright, I will.” you smiled. They all smiled back at you. Zayn came down within a few minutes. “Hi there babe.” he said as he kissed your cheek. “Hey, where’s Niall?” Eleanor asked after Zayn sat down next to you. Everyone looked around. You actually forgot about Niall for a second. Where was he? “I think he’s upstairs. Lemme go check up on him.” Liam said. He jogged upstairs to Niall’s room. You continued watching television. “So how was your day?” Zayn whispered in your ear. You smiled. “It was lovely. Thank you.” you said. He giggled. Liam came back down. “Well?” Harry asked. Everyone looked at him. “Ummm… He’s upstairs in his room.” he said. Everyone made a few faces. “Doing what?” Louis asked. “Ummm..” Liam said as he looked aroud at everyone in the room. “_____, may I speak with you in private?” he asked. Everyone looked at you in a wandering mannar. “Ummm.. Okay.” you said. You knew this wasn’t going to be good.

     You and Liam walked into the kitchen together. “_____, I think Niall saw something he wasn’t supposed to see when you came home.” he said as he leaned his back against the counter. “What?” you asked confused. Liam sighed and dropped his head. “Did you kiss Jacob when he dropped you off here?” he asked. Your heart had stopped. “Oh my God.” you whispered. Liam nodded. “Did you?” he asked. You swallowed and nodded. Liam looked very disappointed. “Well Niall saw.” he said. Your eyes widened. “What?!” you asked. “But how?! How?! How is it possible that he could’ve seen?!” you exclaimed. Liam shrugged. “I dunno. He just told me he saw.” he said. You graoned. You didn’t want anyone to know. “_____…” Liam said in a sad voice. You didn’t answer. You just walked back into the living room without another word. You heard Liam sigh to himself, then follow you out. You went back onto the couch. “Everything alright?” Zayn asked as you came in. You nodded. “Fine.” you replied. You couldn’t tell if Zayn knew you were lying or not. His expression was very hard to read. You ressumed your place on the couch. Zayn leaned in and said “I want to meet this Jacob kid.” Your heart shook. You shook your head. “Yes.” Zayn whispered. “No.” you replied. “_____, I have to meet this guy. It sounds like he’s interested in you. So I have to meet him.” Zayn explained. You rolled your eyes. “Don’t you roll your eyes at me.” he said. You smirked. “Do you really?” you asked. He nodded. You weren’t even that sure if you like him. You did a little bit, but not like you liked Niall. Maybe this was just a phase. It’s been a little over a week since Niall and you broke up. After a few minutes your phone went off. “New Text Message: Jacob” it read. You opened it. “Hey.” it read. “Hi.” you replied. “Soo, I was wondering when you want to go out again.” he said. “Go out.” you read many times. That was a date? Zayn gave you a look. He knew you were texting him. You moaned. “Do you really want to meet him?” you asked. He nodded. “Fine.” you replied. You texted Jacob back. “How about tomorrow? Umm… My friend kind of wants to meet you…” you said. How awkward was that? Telling him that a friend of yours wanted to meet him? He replied back “Haha! Sure :) When and what time?” he asked. “How about 3:00. We can meet at the diner.” you answered. "Soudns good. I’ll see you and your friend there ;) " “Thanks. See you tomorrow :)” “We’ll see him tomorrow okay?” you asked Zayn. He smiled and nodded. “Thank you.” he said. You smiled. Niall had skipped out on dinner that night again. You knew exactly why and it was killing you. Did you still like Niall? You couldn’t lie. Yes you did. But you liked Jacob a little at the same time. Love Triangle. You ate your dinner silently. Eleanor fixed another plate. “Let’s see if Nialler’s gonna eat.” she said. She fixed the plate and went upstairs to his room. Liam looked at you quickly. You put your head down, guilty.

     Liam continued eating. Eleanor came back down within a few more moments. She had no plate in his hand. “He was hungry.” she said as she came back. Good. Atleast he was eating. Dinner had ended. You helped Harry clean up. It was approaching nearly midnight when you were ready to pass out. Everyone went upstairs to change and do their own thing. You and Eleanor had a little talk. “What did you and Jacob do today?” she asked. You told her everything. From where him and you met to him driving you home. You just left out the kissing part. Eleanor nodded. “Alright _____. I’m not stopped you from liking him. But just think about what you’re doing.” she said. You nodded and went into the bathroom to wash up. You’ve gotte warnings from everyone in the house about Jacob. And you didn’t really blame them. You came out of the bathroom and crept past everyone’s bedrooms. You came upon Niall’s room. You pressed your ear up against the wooden door. You heard nothing. You slowly opened it and peeked in. Nothing. He wasn’t inside. You got a little confused. You went outside to the top porch on the second floor. Maybe he was there. You stepped outside. Nothing. No one but yourself. You were about to go back inside when you heard something. You heard the strums of a guitar down at the bottom of the front porch. You peered over to top porch to see what it was. Niall. Niall was sitting on the bench on the frnot porch, strumming his guitar in silence. You waited and listened. “Ooooohhhh..” he started singing. You listened. “I’m broken. Do you hear me? I’m blinded. Cause you are everything I see. I’m dancing alone. I’m praying that your heart will just turn aroud. And as I walk up to your door. My head turns to face the floor. Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say…” he sang. You melted. His voice was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever heard in your life. He hit every note perfectly. You continued watching. He continued singing. “If I’m louder, would you see me? Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me? Cause we are the same. You saved me and when you leave it’s gone again.” You knowing that you were the reason behind the song killed you. “I’ve never had the words to say. But now I’m asking you to stay for a little while inside my arms. And as you close your eyes tonight, I pray that you will see the light. That’s shining from the stars above.” he continued. You really thought about the lyrics. “When he lays you down I might just die inside. It just don’t feel right. Cause I can love you more than this. Can love you more than this…” he sang. Once he finished singing you felt like the most awful person in the world. You contiued watching him. You heard him take a deep breath and drop his head down. After a few more seconds he looked around to see if anyone was there. He lifted his head and looked at the topn porch where you were standing. Your eyes widened. You and him made eye contact. You said nothing. He said nothing. All Niall did was look at you. After a few minutes of just starring into eachother’s eyes you backed away slowly. You headed back inside.

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