If I'm Louder (Niall Horan Lo...

By ItsxDirectionerxBabe

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*Insert your name in the _____ spaces* You and Zayn Malik have been bestfriends since forever. You haven't se... More

Chapter One: Reunited
Chapter Two: Meeting the Lads
Chapter Three: Bonding Time
Chapter Four: "He was Flirting"
Chapter Five: Harry Styles
Chapter Six: Eavesdropping
Chapter Seven: Quiet Niall
Chapter Eight: Time to Speak Up
Chapter Ten: The Hospital
Chapter Eleven: Niall's Thoughts
Chapter Twelve: More Eavesdropping
Chapter Thirteen: Forgot His Phone
Chapter Fourteen: Niall Horan
Chapter Fifteen: Where's Zayn?
Chapter Sixteen: Scared You'll Forget Me
Chapter Seventeen: The Boat Ride
Chapter Eighteen: Twitter Feed
Chapter Ninteen: Approaching the Hate
Chapter Twenty: The Interview
Chapter Twenty One: First Date
Chapter Twenty Two: Zayn Wants to Quit
Chapter Twenty Three: The Twitcam
Chapter Twenty Four: Mini Vacation #2
Chapter Twenty Five: Home Not So Sweet Home
Chapter Twenty Six: Heart to Heart with Liam Payne
Chapter Twenty Seven: Recovering
Chapter Twenty Eight: Showtime
Chapter Twenty Nine: What Makes You Beautiful Remix
Chapter Thirty: Flat Sweet Flat
Chapter Thirty One: Jack and Rose
Chapter Thirty Two: Perrie Louise Edwards
Chapter Thirty Three: The News
Chapter Thirty Four: Bye For Now
Chapter Thirty Five: Tour Day 1
Chapter Thirty Six: Tour Day 2
Chapter Thirty Seven: Tour Day 3
Chapter Thirty Eight: Tour Day 4
Chapter Thirty Nine: Your Day 5
Chapter Forty: Coming Home
Chapter Forty One: Explaining
Chapter Forty Two: The Talk
Chapter Forty Three: Comforting
Chapter Forty Four: Zayn the Monster
Chapter Forty Five: Awkward
Chapter Forty Six: Sass Masta From Doncasta
Chapter Forty Seven: Flip Flops
Chapter Forty Eight: First Date
Chapter Forty Nine: More Than This
Chapter Fifty: Meeting Jacob Watson
Chaper Fifty One: Zayn Was Right
Chapter Fifty Two: I Want You
Chapter Fifty Three: Back To Normal
Chapter Fifty Four: Rock Me
Chapter Fifty Five: Dinner For Two
Chapter Fifty Six: Cookie Baking
Chapter Fifty Seven: Special Visitor
Chapter Fifty Eight: Elounor
Chapter Fifty Nine: As a Family
Chapter Sixty: Double Date
Chapter Sixty One: Reunited With Perrie Edwards
Chapter Sixty Two: Matter More
Chapter Sixty Three: Love of my Life
Chapter Sixty Four: Dessert
Chapter Sixty Five: Niall's Dessert
Chapter Sixty Six: Goodmorning Harry
Chapter Sixty Seven: Hate on Hazza
Chapter Sixty Eight: Packing
Chapter Sixty Nine: The Best Vacation
Chapter Seventy: The Caribbean
Chapter Seventy One: Gonna Get Better
Chapter Seventy Two: Day At The Spa
Chapter Seventy Three: Running into "Fans"
Chapter Seventy Four: The Carnival
Chapter Seventy Five: Ready for Our Date?
Chapter Seventy Six: You Are Mine
Chapter Seventy Seven: A Day With Zayn
Chapter Seventy Eight: When We're Up in the Club; All Eyes On Us
Chapter Seventy Nine: Niall Loses It
Chapter Eighty: The Truth Comes Out
Chapter Eighty One: Beach Day
Chapter Eighty Two: Beautiful
Chapter Eighty Three: Princess
Chapter Eighty Four: Flat Sweet Flat (Again)
Chapter Eighty Five: Ready for a Twitcam
Chapter Eighty Six: Private Twitcam
Chapter Eighty Seven: Let's Do This Thing
Chapter Eighty Eight: The Boyfriend Tag
Chapter Eighty Nine: Don't Let Go
Chapter Nintey: One More Time
Chapter Nintey One: Just the Beginning
Chapter Nintey Two: From the Bottom of the Stairs to the Top of the World
Chapter Nintey Three: I Work Out
Chapter Nintey Four: Irish Niall
Chapter Nintey Five: Zayn Realized
Chapter Nintey Six: Anything for You
Chapter Nintey Seven: Our Last Date
Chapter Nintey Eight: You Saved Me
Chapter Nintey Nine: Just Like the First Time
Chapter One Hundred: Our Last Night
Chapter One Hundred One: Don't Leave

Chapter Nine: A Mini Mini Vacation

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     “What’s up?” you asked him. He said nothing. He was getting red. “Niall. Come on. Please talk to me. Ever since we didn’t finish that conversation at the photoshoot yu’ve been so quiet. What’s wrong?” you asked. Again he said nothing. You were growing impatient. “I thought you wanted to talk.” you told him. He sighed and looked at you. “I do. But it’s complicated. I need to… Nevermind.” he said. Your patience was running thin. “Niall, either you say it or not.” you said to him. He looked at you and looked kind of insulted. “Excuse me?” he said. Now his eyes were on you. “Niall, just please, talk to me. That’s why I came.” you said. “No, you don’t understand.” he said. “Niall. I want to be honest with you. I know that this is about me.” you told him as nicely as possibly. His eyes got wider. “Really? You really think this is about you?” he asked. You nodded. “Yeah.” you said. He laughed slightly. “No. No, we’re not having this conversation.” he said as he got up and walked around his room. “You’re unbelievable.” you told him. He turned around. “What?” he asked sort of loudly. “You tell me you want to talk, and then when I try to make conversation, you’re silent.” you said to him. “I didn’t tell you I wanted to talk. You’re the one who came into my room!” he exclaimed. Your eyes got bigger. “Well, you could’ve told me not to come in if you wanted!” you defended yourself. You noticed that both of your tones were getting louder. “Ya know what? This is stupid. Just get out, leave me alone _____!” he said even louder. You were getting even more angry.

     “Fine! We all tried giving you your space and some of us have tried talking with you but I guess we’ll just forget it.” you said as you walked out his room. “Woah, wait a minute.” he said as he grabbed you and spun you around to face him. “Don’t get mad at me if you don’t understand what’s happening! You don’t know what’s going through my mind right now!” he ended up yelling. “Niall, we want to make things better if you don’t understand what’s going through our heads! Harry and Liam have both tried! We’ve all talked about this and decided that you needed your space. But someone was eventually going to have to speak with you!” you shouted back. This isn’t how you wanted this conversation to go. “Really? They needed someone to speak with me? I can handle myself on my own thank you very much!” he argued. You were shocked. “Really?! Is shutting youself in your room, not talking and not participcaiting in things that we’re doing? Do you call that taking care of yourself!?” you yelled. You knew that everyone downstairs could hear you screaming. “Okay, ya know what I don’t need to deal with any of this!” he yelled right back. He headed back to his room. “Oh, and you and Zayn have a nice little weekend get away! Feel free to stay there the rest of the summer!” he yelled as he slammed his door shut. Your heart was broken. You had tears in your eyes. You didn’t say anything. You just stood where you were, facing Niall’s bedroom door. You heard footsteps coming up the stairs. “What happened?!” Liam asked frantically. You turned around to see Liam, Zayn, Louis, Harry, Eleanor and Danielle all croweded together on the staircase looking at you. You felt tears in your eyes. “Oh my God.” you heard Harry say. You couldn’t say anything.

     You ran into your room and slammed te door shut behind you. “_____! Wait!” you heard Zayn shout after you. Zayn pushed his way through everyone else. “Zayn! No!” Louis said as he grabbed him. “Louis! Let me go!” he said. “No! Give her some space!” he said to him. Zayn got mad. “Niall! What did you do to her?!” you heard him yell. You were face down on your pillow. Holding back tears. You didn’t want that to happen. About a half hour later, someone came knocking on your door. “Not now Zayn!” you said. Someone opened it anyways. “Is said not now Za-” you stopped. It wasn’t Zayn. It was Harry. He has the guiltiest expression on his face. “Harry?” you asked. He said nothing. He walked over to you and sat down next to you. “I’m so sorry.” he apologized with all his heart. You could tell by looking in his eyes. “Harry, don’t apologize.” you said while calming yourself down. “No. This is all my fault. You were right. We should’ve gave him more time. I was just worried, ya see? And we heard you guys arguing. And I felt like the worst person in the universe. I caused all of this, I caused this. I am so so sorry.” he kept on saying. You smiled. “Let it go Harry. Niall and I will make up.” you said. Or atleast you hoped. It was getting late. “Please, I’m so so sorry. I just wanted you guys to-” “Stop.” you said. Harry was very upset. You brushed his hair back and kissed his forehead. “Everything will be alright.” you told him. He simled. You took his hand into yours. Then someone opened the door wide open. Zayn. “Hello.” he said. You and Harry looked at him. “May I speak with _____?” Zayn asked Harry. Harry nodded and headed out the door. Closing it behind him.

     Zayn took a seat next to you on the bed. He sighed. “What happened up there?” he questioned. You took another breath. You didn’t want to tell him about you and Niall possibly having feelings for eachother just yet. “I just thought that he needed to be spoken to. We ended up having a screaming match instead.” you told him. Zayn sighed again. “Are you okay?” he asked. You nodded. “I’m fine.” you answered. He nodded. “Come here.” he said as he opened his arms. You gave him a big hug. He squeezed you and held your close. He kissed the top of your head while he stroked your hair. “Everything’s going to be alright baby.” he whispered. He craddled you like a little child. “I know.” you said. “Are you sure you’re okay?” he asked again. You nodded. He kept on holding you. After a few minutes he said “Maybe it’s good that we’re going away for the weekend. You and I can just get away from it all. You get your space, Niall gets his space.” he said. You agreed. “I know. I’m happy we’re going.” you told him. He smiled as he continued craddling you. A few more minutes later Zayn said “You and I should get some early rest. We leave tomorrow at 8:30 in the morning.” he said. “Okay Zayn.” you replied. He kissed you once more. “Goodnight my love.” he said. “Goodnight.” you answered. He got up and stood in front of your door. “Do you want to stay with me tonight?” he asked. “No I’m good.” you answered honestly. He nodded again. “Goodnight.” he said. “Night.” you answered. He shut the door. You didn’t know what Zayn did. All you know is that he made you feel a lot better. You knew you and Niall would make up eventually. You tried falling asleep but there was too much on your mind. About an hour later Eleanor and Danielle came in as quietly as possible. “_____?” you heard Eleanor whisper. You turned over. “Hi.” you said softly. They both came to sit on your bed. “Are you alright?” Danielle asked. You nodded. “I’m fine.” you said.

     “You sure?” Eleanor asked to make sure. You nodded again. “Posotive.” you smiled. The both smiled back. “Well goodnight. We’ll all see you in the morning before you and Zayn leave.” Eleanor said. You smiled. Dani and El came in for a hug. “Thank you.” you whispered in both their ears. “You’re welcome.” Danielle whispered back. Sooner or later, you fell asleep. The next mornin came to Zayn waking you up. “_____? _____?” he asked as he shook you a little. “What?” you moaned. Zayn was all ready to go. “Come on love. You and I got a train to catch.” he said. It was 7:00 am. You got up and got dressed, washed up and all. You were quiet not to wake Eleanor or Danielle. Within an hour you were all ready. Bags were downstairs and Zayn was packing some last minute things. Everyone was awake at this point. Besides Niall. You went downstars to see Louis and Liam for the first time since your fight with Niall. Without a word, Louis came over to you and hugged you. He didn’t say anything. Just held you. He shook you a little. “Is everything alright love?” he hispered to you. “Everything’s fine Louis.” you assured him as he let go of you. He smiled. Then Liam over to you and hugged you as well. He rubbed your back. “Are you okay _____?” he whispered. “Yes.” you told him. He smiled and kissed your forehead. “Everything’s going to be just fine.” he told you. “I know.” you said. Zayn was by the door. “Come on now _____, we don’t want to be late!” he said. You walked over to him. The other followed. You all exchanged your goodbyes. You hugged Eleanor and Danielle “Bye.” you told them. “Have fun with Zayn okay? Relax.” Eleanor said. You nodded. “Yes, have fun. Everything will be back to normal when you get back.” Danielle said. You smiled at her. You then hugged Harry. Neither of you said anything though. You knew what you were saying already. Or atleast what you wanted to say. “I’ll see you in three more days.” Harry said. You nodded. “And if you want to talk or get anything else off your chest, you can always call me.” he said. “Thanks Harry.” you answered. Harry was great. You hugged Louis and Liam again. “Bye bye love. Have fun.” Louis said as he kissed your nose. “We’ll see you soon babe.” Liam told you as he hugged and kissed your cheek. Zayn was loading things into his car. You looked around once more.

     “Tell Niall I said ‘Goodbye.’” you said. Everyone nodded. “Let’s go _____!” Zayn honked. You turned to leave them. You hoped into the passanger seat as Zayn pulled out of the driveway you saw everyone waving. Some of the ride was silent, but then Zayn grabbed your hand. “Perk up!” he said. You laughed. “You and I are going to have the best time.” he said. You believed him. You got to the train station and climbed aboard. You leaned your head on Zayn’s shoulder. “Here, let’s take a picture.” Zayn said as he brought out his iPhone. You leaned closer and smiled. “Cheese!” Zayn said as he snapped a pic of you two. You laughed. “I love you.” you told him. “I love you too.” he said. You knew you were going to have a great time. The train ride wasn’t long at all. You both then grabbed a taxi, headed to the hotel Zayn booked. When you got inside, you didn’t realize how nice and fancy it was. “Oh my Gosh, Zayn!” you exclaimed. “Yeah?” he asked. You laughed. “You didn’t need to do all of this!” you told him. He smiled. “Only for you.” he answered. “Oh Zayn.” you thought. He went up to the front desk with you. “Reservation for Malik.” he told the lady. “Malik.” she repeated as she scanned her computer. “Ah. Room 301. Here’s your key. Consearge will take your bags to your room.” she said as she handed Zayn the key. “Thank you.” he said as you and him went hand in hand to your room. There were few people taking pictures but you didn’t care. You went into your hotel room. It was very nice. Too nice. “Zayn, you didn’t have to do all of this!” you told him again. “Shhhh.” he said as he put his finger against your lip. “Only for you.” he said again. You blushed a punched his shoulder. “Oh you wanna play that game?” he asked. “No! Zayn!” you shouted as you ran away from him. “Come back here!” he said after you. He caught up to you as he threw you onto one of the beds. You couldn’t stop laughing. He tackled you and pinned you to the mattress. He started tickling you. “Ahhh! Zayn! Please stop!” you said while trying to hold in your laughs. You couldn’t breath. “I’ll let you go if you say ‘Zayn Malik is my bestest friend in the whole world.’” he said.

     “Zayn Malik is my bestest friend in the whole world!” you answered. And!" he started. “And?” you asked still pinned to the bed. “And! That I’m the sexiest guy ever!” he said. “Wow.” you thought. “Zayn Malik, you’re the sexiest guy ever!” you repeated. He laughed. “And!” he said. “Zayn!” you yelled. “Say that you love me!” he said. You calmed down and smiled at him. “I love you.” you said. “Ah, perfect love.” he said as he got off of you. The luggage came in and you two unpacked your things. Once you were finished Zayn wanted to take you walking aroud the city. “Come on babe. Let’s go take a stroll.” he said to you. You and him went downstairs and outside to take a nice tour of the city by Zayn himself. He was telling you every bit about the city possible. It was the best. The paparazzi showed up a few times when Zayn had to ask them to please go away for the moment. He was incredible. You guys walked for forever. Practically for the whole day. You went to a nice dinner afterwards. Again, Zayn wouldn’t let you pay for anything. “Zayn, come on please let me pay.” you begged as you finished your pasta. “No!” he said firmly. “Zayn, please?!” you pleaded. He shook his head. “No. Sorry.” he said as he handed the check to the waitor. You sighed. You and Zayn headed back to the hotel hand in hand. Of course the paparazzi showed up and asked a few questions. All Zayn said was “No, we’re not dating. We’d like some pirvacy though. Please.” he always said very politely. Once you got back to the hotel, you two watched a movie together. Quality time. “Ya know _____.” he said in the middle of the movie. “Yes?” you asked him. He paused the movie. “You and I were made to be together, you know that right?” he asked. You nodded. You did know that. “And you do know that you’re the number one thing in my life.” he continued. You nodded again. He smiled. He held you closer. “Never let go?” you asked him. He kissed your head. “You dont have to worry about that.” he said back. You closed your eyes. And fell asleep. You couldn’ve been happier then you were right now with your bestfriend. Zayn Malik from Bradford. You were woken up by Zayn. “_____! _____! Wake up now!” he almost screamed. You jumped. Zayn’s face was all red. There were tears in his eyes. “Zayn?!” you shouted, automatically waking up. It was 8:30 in the morning. Zayn was breathing heavily and looked like he was about to pass out. “_____, pack your things we need to leave now. We need to go!” he said panicking. You got up and held him “Zayn! Zayn! Calm down! Calm down!” you yelled. “What’s the matter?!” you said trying to counsoul him. You had tears in your eyes just seeing him like this. “It’s Niall _____.” Zayn said. Your heart stopped. Zayn’s face got even redder and you saw he was having a real difficult time holding back his tears. He managed to choke out the last few words. “He’s gotten into an accident…”

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