-CORDELIA POV-
today is Friday and it six o'clock and today is my date with caiden and im fucking nervous I been pacing around my closet floor for the past hour I already have my hair and makeup done I just need something to fucking wear caiden is picking me up at seven and I still need to find something
"MOM," I yelled through the intercom that we had through the house rich people can be pretty lazy
"yes my love," she said back through it
"I need help I have a date and have nothing to wear," I said and I heard her sequel "lord I been waiting for this im coming baby," she said and I shook my head, of course, she been waiting for this day it wasn't even two minutes later before she busted in my room
"So where is he taking you," she asked while she went through my clothes, "I have no idea he said dont dress formally," I said I begged him all week for him to give me a little hint all he told me was
'dress comfortable and be ready by seven on the dot,' i totally did not say that in a British accent in my head
my mom helped me thank god and we finally found something I was wearing a cream shit and a tan plaid skirt and ankle strap heels and I paired it off with gold jewelry and a cute purse
my hair was curled from the rollers and I had soft makeup on by the time I was ready it was seven and the doorbell ringed I sprayed some perfume and walked downstairs
"perfect," he said as I opened the door and I already felt the blush crept up on my face "you look handsome," I said he was wearing black pants with a black long sleeves shirt that was pushed up a little so you could see his tattoos and his veins he had his rings on which did something to me and he also had on his chains
his hair was fluffy as hell lord forgive me for having nasty thoughts about this man while he in between my legs while I grip his hair
"you done checking me out," he said bringing me out my thoughts and I smiled and nodded
my mother and father gave him the 'talk' before we left and now we are in his car driving to my death im kidding he would have been killed me
maybe.
"caiden where are we going," I asked him we been driving for a while
"it a surprise," he said like he been saying for the last thirty minutes "cade, you been saying that for like hours," I said dragging the last words
"What did you just call me," he asked me and I smiled "cade it short for caiden and I dont know your middle name and I want to know your middle name tell me, please," I asked him and he smirked keeping his eyes on the road
"alexander," he said and I gave him a huge smile it not as he can see it he isn't looking at me I leaned over the dashboard closer to his face
"caiden alexander black ah," I said and we stopped at a red light and he looked at me I noticed how close I was to his face
"I like how my name roll of your tongue," he said and put my head down and leaned back into my seat
I can't help how he makes feel his annoying sexy British ass
I wonder where we going
is there gonna be food
im happy I got waxed
the sun was still out but it was going down soon since it was daylight saving so it went down pretty later than usual so I took some picture and I made sure I got caiden in some cause he is too handsome to know be not in some pictures
it was later when we pulled up to the garden woods type it was really pretty
he opened the door for me and grabbed a basket from the backseat I didn't even notice it was there
you were looking at the side of his face the whole time what did you notice other than his perfect side profile
we walked down the path and I stuck close to him the warm weather all around us I mean it was the half of September. it was lights leading down the path we stopped at a spot it was a lake nearby a small cottage and the trees around us had all lights on it in just the middle it was a blanket and pillows
it was amazing it was like cottage core and I loved it on the blankets it was some book and paintings and I gasped I looked backed at caiden who had a little nervous look on his face
"do you like it," he asked while rocking back on the heels of his shoes I walked over to him and gave him a huge hug
"I love it did you get this all up it beautiful how did you even find it," I rushed out and he smiled while grabbing my hand leading me to set down
"I own the grounds and my mother use to bring me here when I was little it became my favorite place, no one knows I come here," he said and bit my lip to hold the sequel I desperately wanted to come out that so freaking cute he like a little crackhead
dont say it
please dont say it
"ah you're so cute like a crackhead," I rushed out and smacked my hand over my mouth of all things why a fucking crackhead cora stop.
he looked at me like 'what the fuck is wrong with her'
"I dont even know what to say to that," he said and I laughed "dont say anything, and if it helps I think you're hotter than a crackhead," I said and he smirked and leaned closer to me
"how hot," he said against my neck hot as the fucking savannah desert which is how im feeling I was about to reply when my eyes caught a butterfly and I gasped and stood up and caiden dropped his head
"caiden look there so pretty," I said and a butterfly landed on my finger and I turn my head and looked at him with wide eyes and he pulled his phone out and took a picture of me
the butterfly flew away and I walked back over to caiden and sat down on the blanket the sun was setting the reflection of the sun on the lake looked beautiful and being here with caiden was even better
he pulled food out of the basket and I clapped my hands he pulled out fruit and cakes and then he went to the cottage and walked inside I really thought it was there for decorations like how my mom use the plants for decorations
he came back with a tray of pasta and drinks and I swear I was smiling so hard my cheeks were hurting
dont get mad at me I love food
"I never saw anyone so happy for food," he said as he sat down and handed me a bowl of pasta, and pouring me something to drink
"im a different breed," I said and he shook his head I mean I am a very different type of breed im think im a dog of some sort I will definitely be a Chihuahua
"Whatever you say, love, eat up now," he said the last part in a stern voice, and oldy I listen
we ate out food and I made odd joke dont ask me why he makes me nervous and when im nervous I talk of anything that pops up on my mind
when we were finished eating he took the stuff back to the cottage and did god knows what and I grabbed my phone and played some music I noticed the games and books and paintings he had and it made my heart flutter of how much thought he put into this
I like being around him I want to know everything about him even though I know more than rowan which I feel so proud off and want to know everything
I took my shoes off because I was comfortable he came back and wrapped his arms around me and I instantly smiled
"can we color I see you have coloring books please," I asked him and he laughed
I love his laugh
"of course we can come on sit down darling," he said I noticed he like calling me darling im not complaining I like when he calls me darling to it makes me get butterfly in places that not my stomach
this is the best time I had in a long time we colored and laughed he seem so happy he always so grumpy but he looks at peace
I had to pee so I went into the cottage which I gasped as soon as I entered it was so pretty it looked like the cottages you would read about in books im in love, I did my business in the bathroom, and on my way out I saw a picture it was rowan caiden and caiden little sister raven
as a child, I was obsessed with tinker bell and just the idea of cottages im still in love with it this whole date is alike a dream come true
I walked out of the cottage and I couldn't see caiden anywhere I felt my heart tighten a little
"caiden where are you," I yelled out while looking around I heard a branched brake and I jumped
on god, I will sprint out of here barefooted
I felt someone grabbed me and I jumped and screamed and heard caiden laughing
that little asshole fine two can play at this game
"caiden I cant c-c-cant b-breathe," I stuttered out while holding my chest and acting like I can't breathe he stopped laughed, and grabbed me
"Cordelia what the fuck do I do," he said he sound scared aw I feel bad now I stood up straight and bit my lip to hide my laugh lord you should have seen his face
"im okay god you should have seen your face," I said while busting out laughing he rolled his eyes
"you think you so funny huh," he said while towering over me he had this look in his eyes and I started backing away from him
"I think im hilarious," I said and he hummed walking towards me from the looked in his eyes just told me to run and I did I ran away from
come on short legs do us some justice just this once
he caught up to me and wrapped his hands around my waist pulling me into his chest and pulled me into a kiss
you did us no justice legs we can even outrun him
the kiss started out soft I wrapped my hands around his neck and led them up to his perfect hair and giving it a small grip as he bites my lip I gasped and he took that chance to push his tongue down my throat
im not complaining I very much wish it was something else though.
cora stop.
we broke the kiss and laid our forehead against each other I swear I saw the corners of his lips rise a little
"bloody hell darling," he said while leading me back to the blanket and we sat down and laid with each other my heart was beating fast as hell
he pulled out a book I think it was a poem book and started reading it too me and rubbing and making small circles on my legs
I feel so happy and I also feel like my heart is gonna jump out of my chest im just laying with him and im excited
and miss things between your legs excited too.
please stop.
"some people are like beautiful dreamcatchers, absorbing the most terrible things for those they love and leaving them only softest, gentlest thoughts behind,"caiden said making my heart flutter that was my favorites poem
"they say the loveliest angles make the cruelest demons, and my darling you were so kind and beautiful before they dragged you to hell," I said think of the poems I was reading the other day
"once the sun asked the moon for a hug and the world named it an eclipse," caiden said while closing the book and I sat up and he pulled me into his lap
"mhm is this your way of asking me for a hug," I asked him and he looked away and I grabbed his face
"what the wrong dont tell me you didn't have a hug before," I asked him he looked away again and I gasped
"caiden are you serious," I asked him I can't believe he never had a hug before
"I dont like being touch," he said and I scoffed every time im with him he touching me any small thing I mean like a knee bump
"you touch me and im sure you had sex before and if im not mistaken you have to touch," I said and he rolled his eyes
"physically touch isn't normal to me I dont hug and handshake people it feels weird," he said while scrunching up his nose
"do you want me to give you a hug," I asked him and he gave me a small nod
I got up off him and stood up and he followed and I wrapped my arms around his neck even though I had to jump a little he tall as fuck
he was so stiff I unwrapped my hands from his neck and placed his hand on my lower back and then I pulled him down a little and wrapped my hands around his neck once again
he tightens his grip and stood up straight and lifted me off the ground we stayed like this for a while he seems so relaxed and I didn't want to mess it up
he let me go softly and kissed my forehead which made me so happy
"how was that," I asked him and he smirked at me "I dont know I think I need another one," he said and I wrapped my arms around his torso hugging him
his chest was so hard lord
"you're so small," he said and I pulled away from him and gasped
"for your information im normal height im five three you big goose," I said he rolled his eyes he said something else but I tuned him out when I saw a firefly I ran over and chased it
"darling what are you doing," he asked me
"it a firefly I haven't seen these since I was a kid," I shouted at him softly and he mumbled some bullshit out his mouth
I couldn't catch the firefly and I walked back to caiden with a pout on my face "your such a brat," he said while wrapping his arms around me
"it ran away from me," I said and he laughed the vibrations from his chest filled my heart with joy "let go watch a movie," he said and I picked up my phone and shoes and walked inside the cottage with him
I was getting cold so he gave me one of his sweatshirts and I threw it on the shit came down to my knees that dam moose
there were pillows all over the floor with cushions and pillows and blankets and a projection screen so we can watch a movie I laid down and he joined me a little later
"Why are you so far," he asked me I was next to him he wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to me "better," he said and I rolled my eyes and got more comfortable on his chest
"I like being with you," I said lowly "I do too," he said and I couldn't help to feel like I was on fire but in a good way it was like sparks and it felt amazing
we watched endless love well because I argue with it on him he said he didn't like it but I know he did I mean it the cutes movie ever how could he not like it
we talked half the night about anything and everything it was getting really late and I was falling asleep in his arms so so he took me home as we were driving back to my house it was twelve in the morning the streets of new york were semi-empty
caiden hand was on my thigh and my hand was tangled in his tracing his tattoos and the windows were down the cool breeze filled the car my hair flowing in the window
I sign softly to Apocalypse by Cigarettes After Sex, this was the best night I had in forever every time I spend with caiden is always the best for me
we reached my house and he opened the car door for me and helped me out he leaned against his Audi and smirked at me he looks so sexy
"so I had fun," I said and I saw the corner of his mouth lift up a bit "mhm I did to we should do it again," he said and I gasped
"slow down sugar im starting to think you have a crush on me," I said in a country accent
"and if I do," he said while pulling me closer to him "well then sugar tickle a pickle and call me sally cause I do too," I said and he busted out laughing and I mean a full-blown laugh
" now you get home safe for sugar," I said and pulled me in for a kiss but I heard someone clear their voice behind us I dropped my head on his shoulder and caiden laughed
I turn around to see my father and all my brothers standing at the door " caiden you're lucky I like you so I respect you take your ass home before I draw my gun," my father said and I rolled my eyes
"I want no problem sir goodnight sir," he said and I shook my head and glared at them and kai stuck his tongue out at me
"goodnight darling I call you when im home," he said while kissing my cheek and got into his car I watched his car drive off before I looked at my family they had this silly look on their face
"I hate how I can't hate him he freaking perfect," kai said and I rolled my eyes I mean he isn't wring
"I hate you all im going to bed," I said while walking past them and they laughed and called after me but I was already upstairs
I got ready for bed and showered and as I laid down to sleep caiden texted me he got home safely and I fell asleep with happy and good thoughts for once
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this took me hours to write I kept getting distracted, I know yall wondering why I didn't update I need a break to get myself together my mind was all over the place and I was having major writer's block
but im back on track so I will be updating like im supposed to be, love you.
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Nana. :)