𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐧
The two following POV are happening simultaneously. The last POV is a small period of time afterwards...
NAMJOON
"I can't do this anymore Joon-ah!" Jin raised his voice above mine.
I was somewhat perplexed by his sudden attitude change. Jin had always been the most composed out of all of us. This is dangerous.
"Look, I just need a bit more information and you'll be free," I replied, trying to calm the situation down.
"These boys are beyond obsessed with her, and I didn't understand it at the beginning but now that I've met Sana, I understand more than anything else in the world. I'm completely and utterly in love with that girl," he breathed out, looking up to the ceiling like it was some kind of miracle.
"Not you as well," I rolled my eyes, "people like us aren't meant to fall in love, we don't provide enough sustenance for a relationship to work! Can you handle that kind of pressure, the fact that your past may destroy this girl?"
Jin was the eldest out of all of us, I couldn't protect him like my younger brothers - I didn't have that kind of authority. However, it didn't mean I couldn't try and manipulate him.
"It would kill me if I didn't at least try," Jin said powerfully like it was the one thing he'd ever been sure of.
"You know how this will end for them though, don't you?" I sighed, a dull ache in my chest. "This will go on forever, she won't choose, she'll end up loving them all and it will destroy them," I whispered, picturing the eternal darkness I feared so much for them.
"Unless she's already made her decision," Jin threw back, "I think she's chosen JK..."
"You really have no faith in Jimin and Taehyung? I thought you'd know them better than that. This isn't over and it won't be over for a long time. So it's time I start twisting fate."
"What are you going to do?" He asked, looking concerned with my switch in demeanour.
As always, I've got a plan hyung. I will construct a plan, putting the girl at risk and-"
"Don't tell me, you're going to see which one she runs to for protection... that's barbaric," Jin exclaimed, his eyes wide, "you truly are mental."
"That's too simple, where's the fun in that bro? It won't be a one-time affair," I replied deviously. This girl had caused too much trouble for her own good and it was time for this mockery to be put to an end. I wasn't going to hurt her... badly. I just wanted to give her a good scare since no matter what these boys did to her, she couldn't help but forgive them. She was weak, she is weak, and she will always be weak.
"You do realise these boys will kill for her. Hell, I reckon they'd even die for her!" Jin warned.
"That's why I'm doing this Jin. I am human you know... I don't know why people always treat me like some psychopath. There aren't many things I care about in this world, I could count on my fingers," I brought them up to count, "my business, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook, my plants, crabs... Okay so nine... that's a lot of things!"
"Like I said, you're one mental motherfucker!" Jin complained, his face screwed up in disgust.
I don't see the problem people have with the way I live; it doesn't hurt them... most of the time. I have my store, I have my very successful side business and I have my boys, that's all a man needs in. You don't see me craving any ladies the way they do; I guess they're just young. When they get to my age, they'll realise how important it is to be the only person in control of your life. If you have everything already, why add a woman to that equation?
"Like I said Jin, I'm not completely a monster. As a big brother I have to prioritise them over her. If there's any possibility of them dying because of her then I'll have to eliminate the threat - the threat being her. I can't live my life without them just like you can't; I could never forgive myself if something happened to them." I shuddered at the thought.
"Just don't take it too far. I know you have the power to just click your fingers and have her disappear but, for their sake, please don't. I've watched them; they will fight for her because they know she's good for them. No matter how many times Jungkook lies or withholds the truth, she will forgive him. No matter how many times Jimin loses control and hurts her, she'll give him the benefit of the doubt. No matter how many times Taehyung reveals his true feelings for her, she'll do nothing but listen and understand each time. She is the perfect girl and each one of them will play to their strengths to get her. I'm just so scared they'd hurt themselves or someone else if they lost her for good." Jin sounded like he was somewhat pleading with me.
"I'm not going to kill the girl hyung!" I yelled out in frustration. "I just think it's about time I brought someone else into the picture, for their sake and hers," I smirked, "so what did you say his name was again?"
As long as she cooperated, things wouldn't have to get nasty.
***
NOVA
"Uhh fuck, how are you so fucking good at this?" Jungkook groaned out, throwing his head back in pleasure.
I ignored his question and twisted my tongue around the tip of his member, knowing he was close. I decided to spice things up a bit and started running my nails up and down his toned abs whilst taking the whole of his dick in my mouth. The power of having him in such a vulnerable position was something I rarely felt with Jungkook.
"You must be some kind of sorceress because this is-" I watched as his face suddenly screwed up in a defeated expression, "I'm gonna cum," he moaned out.
I continued sucking and rubbing him in a twisting motion, building my speed until I felt his dick throb against my tongue. I let out a heavy moan in satisfaction as his warm liquid filled my mouth in quick bursts. Once he was finished, I pulled my body up without breaking eye contact and swallowed in delight.
"Damn that was sexy. Have I ever told you that you're the only girl for me?" He breathed out, the water droplets on his chest dripping down onto his abs. My body ached at the sight of him like this.
I shook my head in protest, wanting to hear him say it again.
With a cheeky smile, he pulled my body forwards so that I was lying directly on top of him. "Well, you're the only girl for me."
Jungkook hadn't brought up the incident at Yoongi's party for three days now. It was clear he was using sex as an excuse not to speak to me about it. To be fair, I couldn't complain, I'd gotten to the bottom of one of his sketchy behaviours and my body had been on a high ever since.
I couldn't help but wonder why he was keeping me away from his apartment though. I didn't want to bring it up again, but I couldn't ignore the slight doubt it brought to our relationship.
A large part of me felt guilty as well, since my mind wouldn't stop wandering back to my conversation with Jimin at the hospital. I felt so much more relaxed knowing he wasn't going to try anything with me anymore, but at the same time, I didn't realise how strong a hold he had on me until I was reunited back in his arms.
I looked at Jungkook who's head was pressed back against the pillow in a blissful state. "Kookie...?" I called out softly, not wanting to ruin the energy I'd created in the room a few minutes prior.
"Yes, Angel?" He cooed.
I took a deep breath in, "are we always going to pretend the other day didn't happen?" I said quickly, breathing out.
His whole body tightened, contrasting with the relaxed state he was previously in. I knew what was coming next, I knew it all too well because of my past relationship. He was going to flip, and I was going to be his punching bag.
He turned his head to me, but I was surprised by his response. "Look, Novs, what happened the other day- I was stressed and frustrated and I didn't mean to take that out on you. I'll regret it for the rest of my life," he gulped, looking pained.
My chest burnt at his words. I was beyond shocked by his response, to a point where it almost made me feel giddy.
"I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry for hurting you," he choked, tears filling his midnight orbs, "I will never lay a finger on you again, I promise."
"I, I-" I began, losing my words in his gaze.
"You know I love you," he pulled at my chin so that our foreheads were touching, "more than anything and that's never going to change."
It was like he took the words straight out of my mouth.
This was what I needed, I needed him to prove he was all in. His whole existence had consumed me, he was always there when I needed him like some kind of escape mechanism. I let a tear slip out in contentment.
"I wish I had known you sooner," I sobbed into him.
"I came when you needed me most, I've always been right here waiting for you," he said, pressing his forefinger against my chest. I felt like my body was going to burst with my love for him. I didn't have to worry anymore; I was settled for life.
I was going to marry this man.
"I'll explain everything in good time, I promise you. Don't worry that pretty little heart of yours, everything I've done has been for you." With that, he left a soft kiss on my head.
***
"So, you're telling me you just forgave him... just like that?" Sana asked, her eyes goggling at me like I'd just admitted to sleeping with the devil.
"I sure did. He's not a bad guy San, something happened that made him react in that way. I wasn't myself that day either." I couldn't help but look down at the bar in embarrassment.
"Okay babe, but please don't let it happen again. Remember, a repeated mistake is a decision," she warned in her mum voice. It was cute the way she protected me, but even cuter that she also gave me the free will to live my life the way I chose to. That's what a good friend does. I just hoped I wouldn't have to protect her like she's had to protect me over the years. She didn't deserve to feel the kind of pain I felt.
I replied with a small nod and a smile, hoping she knew how important she was to me.
Changing the subject, the brightest smile rose to her face. "So Jin said he'd come in today, I feel like I haven't seen him in forever. Ooooh and maybe he'll bring JK! Then this shift might go quicker for the both of us."
"Hopefully," I laughed, "I'm on serving duty for the rest of the night, I might as well quit my job as a dancer at this rate."
"Speaking of serving - Customers!" Sana pointed with a smirk, meaning it was time to get back to work.
"I'm on it," I sighed, dragging my feet to the entrance.
I walked over to the hostess station, grabbing a few drink menu's and approaching the group of men with a smile. I was taken aback as their features seeped into my vision like honey. I couldn't help but notice how handsome these men were. They were tall, dark, intimidating men.
"Hi there, I'm Nova and I'll be your server t-o-n-ight," I said slowly, toning down my perky attitude as a face I knew all too came into focus. With his tanned skin, dark hair and the sexiest feline eyes you could image, there was no way of controlling my panic as my heart sped up, almost pumping out of my chest. "Wha, wh-" I couldn't even get my words out. How did he still have this effect on me, after everything he did?
"Hi, Sugar, did you miss me?"
I swallowed hard, trying to push down the thick, rigid lump that had formed in my throat.
Kai.
Snap out of it, Nova. Don't let him do this to you. Act natural, act professional!
I let out a cough, trying to excuse the fact that I'd been staring at him for a good minute. "Erm, if you gentlemen would like to follow me to your table," I barely squeaked out, turning my body around to be released from his lustrous gaze. I took the opportunity to look over at Sana for an ounce of support as I walked by, but it seemed she was just as speechless as me. She stood there with her mouth gaping open, panic-stricken eyes and a frozen body.
Fuck, as if life couldn't get any more difficult.
"Here you are gentleman," my voice was super raspy, "let me know if you need anything!"
As soon as I was free, I dashed - my legs had never moved that fast.
"What the fuck, what the fuck, oh and what the fuckity fuck!" Sana gasped, grabbing my wrist and pulling me into the back.
"I thought I'd never see him again," I croaked, relaxing my body and dropping into a crouching position, "it's too much, I can't be here!"
"OI!" Sana suddenly yelled. "GET A FREAKIN GRIP GIRL! Do not let any man make you feel so worthless. Get back out there, serve them their drinks and pretend like that man didn't absolutely ruin your life. Do not give him the satisfaction." She scolded.
Yep, I really needed that.
"You're fucking right! What the hell am I doing, I have an amazing boyfriend why am I even worried?" I stood up and began shaking my body out. "I'm gonna show that boy what he's missing and that I'm no push-over!" I finished, super pumped up.
This wasn't going to go well.
Spinning around on my heels, I stomped back through the door into the busy space.
Son of a bitch, who does he think he is coming in here?
"Hi! Made any decisions yet fellas?" I almost sang to the five boys around the booth, except Kai. I was sort of taken back to that infamous New Year's Eve where I first met Jungkook and Jimin, however, this time I wasn't nervous, this time I was in control and there was no way I was going to be intimidated.
"I'll have-" Kai started, with a brazen smirk.
"I didn't ask you," I snapped, cutting him off with a torturous smile on my lips, "I'll come to you last."
He looked faintly shocked by my interruption and it felt so good. He'd never been spoken to like that by a woman before, definitely not by me, but I guess there's a first time for everything. There was something so satisfying that it was me bringing him his reckoning.
Taking the orders of everyone except Kai first, when it finally came to his turn, I gave him a blunt smile. "For you?" I asked, narrowing my eyes.
Just by the look on his face, I could tell he was planning something.
"Hmm, I think I'll have a blow job," he stated without even glancing up. My neck seized up at his irritating joke. "Oh, and extra cream!" He was playing with me and it was working.
Dragging his tongue along his bottom lip, his eyes finally lifted and locked with my own. It was painful, if that even makes sense, but I could feel the tissue around my heart tightening as his sultry eyes panned down to my lips. I was trying to keep it cool but if anyone knew how to get under my skin, it was Kai.
No, no, no Nova. Get a frickin' grip.
With my hands uncurling from fists, I leant forward and rested them against the table. "I'll get Chris to come and deliver that to you personally," l winked before bowing and walking away. It was so hard trying not to laugh at the confused look that replaced his arrogant one.
After I slid Chris the order, I explained the situation to him, and he was more than happy to oblige. I couldn't believe how childish Kai was being, he could never admit when he was wrong. I was lucky that I escaped the relationship when I did, the thought of still been suffocated in his grasp...
Pretty pleased with my efforts, I walked down the corridor to the dressing room to freshen up. Although I'd handled the Kai situation like a bad bitch, I couldn't help but sweat a little under his intense stare.
My confidence suddenly dropped as I felt a presence behind me. Reluctantly, I slowly peered over my shoulder, expecting it to be Sana or something, but it wasn't.
How foolish of me to believe it would be that easy.
"Was that any way to greet the love of your life?" Kai announced, his sweet voice contrasting with the single lightbulb causing a shadow to cover half of his face. He truly looked menacing.
"You weren't the love of my life, you were an infatuation, a distraction and a very shit one at that," I sighed, finding his appearance irritating. "Leave me alone Kai, I thought I made it clear that I wanted nothing to do with you. Son of a-"
"Why you little-" He growled under his breath, pouncing on me like a hungry tiger. Grabbing my shoulders, he slammed me against the wall, placing his hands either side of my head to keep me from escaping. The way he acted around me was so predatorial; it was like I was a little gazelle being chased down by a lion. Every time I dared to start something - he would always be the one to end it.
Kai was never abusive, not physically anyway. He was just an alpha male who had never been challenged, and God help the person crazy enough to try.
"Get off me," I commanded through my gritted teeth. I wasn't going to submit this time.
"You look very pretty tonight, it would be a shame if I ruined that," his threat sent a shiver down my spine. "When I came here, I was kinda hoping you wouldn't be working. Kinda, being the vital word there."
I decided to ask one time, calmly but sternly, "you're making me feel uncomfortable, would you please get off me."
"See baby, I don't think I made it clear enough when we broke up. No matter how many times you stray from me, no matter how many times you break things off, it won't change anything. You are mine and you will always be mine." His cocky smile had turned into something darker.
'I am yours', I heard my past self say like it was rehearsed. I stared into his decadent orbs that were piercing mine, almost being put in a trance from how alluring they were. Memories started flooding my brain without warning - of his mouth, his indulging words, and the way it felt to be his queen.
Stop it, the little voice shouted in the back of my head, don't let him do this!
This man had never stopped controlling me
Before I could even say anything, his body started pressing harder into me, taking the air from my lungs. His hands began pulling and tugging on parts of my skin, sending intense electric shocks to places I didn't even know could feel pleasure.
"I know you want me, you never stopped," he groaned into my ear.
My body felt heavy and small beneath his, I couldn't fight it. He would always own me; it was ridiculous of me to think such a small time apart would change that.
This isn't the real you, Nova, we don't want this! The voice continued to call out.
His lips were all over me now, nipping and biting at my chest. I couldn't help but pander to his every movement like it was muscle memory.
Think of Jungkook. The voice let out one last time in desperation.
I froze.
Jungkook... Jungkook... Jungkook. I repeated over and over again in my head before the feeling hit me like a ton of bricks. What the fuck am I doing? Why would I ever let go of something so pure, so genuine for this? What was wrong with me?
My stomach began to turn as Kai's hands started rising up my inner thigh, his breath burning into my skin. I had to stop this.
"No! Get off me!" I screamed, finally coming to my senses.
***
Interesting... where the hell did Kai come from? Also I feel like I need to make this clear, this isn't Kai from Exo!
This was the first time you guys heard Jungkook and Nova exchanged I Love You's, but do y'all trust him?
What do you thinks going to happen next?... and does anyone know any theories, I've tried to be subtle but theres a major realisation coming up...
It's all getting interesting...
See you tomorrow... xx
Yes I did piss myself at this picture...